The Deepest Need

Ocean waiting for the one

Like a dark abyss waiting for the light of the sun

Will I ever kiss you my love

Will I touch you and will we belong to each other

The fairy tale still lies at the heart. I search for the hands to fit mine like a glove

Life is a bother

Everyone tells me what I need to do

Why can't they just sit beside me and show me love is true

Why can't I do the same to erase the blue

No matter what happens I feel surrounded by the melancholy hue

Like the ocean waiting for the one

I drowned waiting to be revived by true love

Life is weak but love goes on

Where can I find you

Can you hear my song

Can you feel my heart

It is broken by the one I thought was love

Turns out I was wrong

Now I am hoping to find the one I belong

Yet the path I walk is a boulevard of broken dreams

I stumble upon each fragmented piece

The jagged edge aches my head

I have lost dear ones every year every month

I need to get past the blue beyond

Yet I feel weakened and despond 

In the midst of high tides that slow

Like a seagull in the search for nourishment knows

The answers to the question

Why when I try to be a vegetarian

Everyone offers me chicken?

Life is not making sense

Trying to be seen but it all feels pretend

Where are the true friend?

The true family that has time for you to be seen

Where you can whisper instead of scream?

We search for fulfillment of the deepest need

For some aid to stop the endless bleed

Can I be seen?

Can you truly see me?

Can you feel my heart?

As it falls apart

Like an ocean waiting for the one

Like the dark abyss wanting to buy one ray of sun

The deepest need, 

The strongest seed

Can only be sent from above

She went above

Now I know I have shared time with an angel of love.