Rose Flower

It gets so hard not to respond

Why is the feeling so strong?

I know this connection is wrong.

I try not to fan the flame

I deny what I feel to stay away

Yet when I am asleep

He invades my dream

I can feel his arms surround me

Holding me in so tight

I push him away. I try to fight

Yet the feelings of his kiss relaxes my grip

I press myself closer to him

As his tongue devours my mouth

I feel so stupid to easily become his victim

Yet I can't complain. I can't truly deny in the end

I want him again. 

He is my dream lover

I dont crave any other

I have no choice but to wait

To sit and be the fool for one more taste

This sweet drug or love

He says I still have to meet my soul mate

Oh I pray he will find me I need to be saved

In the hour of extended gloom

He finds the way to my room

He whispers come with me

Instantly I am reminded by the ecstasy

I dont care how long it takes

I dont care about the shame

I just need him every night, every day

Any way, any place

Thirty minutes or an hour

I am satisfied with the devour

He fills me with my lost power

He smells so lovely like a rose flower

These are the reasons why

We are able to cross the bridge at midnight

When we are together we are free to fly

With our new wings we are butterflies

We forget what we have to do

All I see is you

All he sees is me

Its just a game you see

Humans grow fat on fantasy

They can't be blamed they dont know another way

We grow up tall like adults

Still inside we long for childs play

This is what happens in the between

When he comes to me it feels like a dream

Whether bad or good

I can't tell

I try to do what I should

Sometimes its fun to be under a spell

I dont care about the game

I know I should feel shame

I dont care if this is what it takes

I just need him every night, every day

Thirty minutes or an hour

I am satisfied with the devour

He fills me with the lost power

He smells so lovely like rose flower

When I sleep he invades my dreams

I can feel him kissing me

I am in his arms he holds me tight

The ecstasy is so strong too fight

I am his midnight butterfly

His arms is the jar

I can't fly away too far

He calls come with me

I am reminded by the ecstasy

He fills me with the lost power

Within the everlasting scent of rose flower.

Reviews

[Matthew Kult]

Wistfully loving, intensely needing

Great read

Matthew