In the Vegas Wake

Do I take?
Does he give?
He heals my heartache
He is the reason I live
When he leaves he brings it back again
He text me 8:15 am
Are you alive?
I just heard about the Las Vegas shooting
Wtf!
I reply Iam safe I'm alive
He responds good
I wonder if I died that night would he be torn inside
Then I realize if the guns closed my eyes one last time
Without one kiss goodbye even as I die I would cry
Is this why I was saved
The act devastates
Who gives? Who takes?
We are alive and awake
The mission is not complete
He makes my heart beat
I can no longer deny
He isn't completely mine
We all know why
Still I wish he could be
I feel his love inside
I want him all the time
Maybe that's why we are left behind
Love still needs to be given
We need more love to take
I guess we are still walking in the fog of shock
In the Vegas wake