Dreams

When he texts hi, looks me in the eye, I'm a deer in headlights
I lose control as he takes over my soul
Feels like I'm in dreams
I am awake
I wish I had a crystal ball
My mind says heartache
My heart says stay
What's wrong with keeping dreams
What's wrong with pretending till it's real
If happiness is what we feel
Why not give in to our dreams?
Walking with head in clouds
Is not what life is about
It's time to get back in the ground.
See what is truly around
Chase the dreams that sets the free
Diamond rings are pretty handcuffs
The promise of love can easily fade
These promises are human made
I would rather feel the dream while I'm awake
Even if not forever physically
I feel Him always with me
I can let him go
Confidence and freedom are what I bring to my soul
I'm whole
I'm living a dream
I can sit in Starbucks with my frappuchino cream
Write about my poetic dream
Still waiting for love to find me
If I knew where he was I would meet him at his place
Till then he is in my dreams
Till then my home will always be in his embrace
The door isn't locked
My heart isn't blocked
I may be still a little lost
The price of your parts is a high cost
I'm now sure I can afford
But how can I lock the door to a dream
I will pray for you
Do what I can do
All I can do is see you in my dreams