Dear Grandmother

In three days my Grandmother would be gone 8 years.

To my number one fan who was my Nan living up in heaven

What seems like yesterday but we just passed year seven

Time has passed and everything has changed

hard to smile while your life gets rearranged

The entire family broken and displaced 

everyone giving up on his race 

The lord has made many mistakes 

but just in case 

If you can

just let me see my loving Nan

to laugh and smile and hold her hand 

to hear her voice over again

Just to show her I've become a man

And to tell her I'm her number one fan

I love you.