They think i’m an attention seeker but they don’t know the truth
Been through so much and its only my youth
I cry and cry hoping that someone would hear
Everyday I live in uncertainty and mostly in fear
Trapped, alone and scarred for life
The days are long and frightful, and tears me like a knife
The room is dark and the days are long
Any day now i’ll tip off the edge, wish I was strong
The wounds that were opened have left scars behind
I try to forget and move on but the past has left me blind
If there was some sort of escape, something to make it disappear
My screams are loud and painful but not enough for anyone to hear
When I needed people most, ive pushed them away instead
Can’t face the facts just yet, the madness has gone to my head
The mountain is high and too rough to climb
One day my soul will restore but its gonna take time
The trees have died and wilted and bare no fruit
They think i’m an attention seeker but im too scared to share the emotional truth