PrologueA Chapter by Kerri HartThe First of Stephanie's TravelsThe first time I travelled I was 10. I had been fighting
with my mom. That's not important; of course, it was just a normal fight
between mother and daughter. It's the result that was important. Okay, story, back to
the story Steph. After the fight I had
fallen to onto my bed. It was themed, then. I had been going through my
"moon faze." The walls were dark blue, covered with swirls of light,
and stars, with one big moon hanging over my bed. I remember hitting my
head on the bed posts when I threw myself onto the pillows. I kicked around a
bit, yelled about how I deserved more respect, and how I wished I were anywhere
but there. Eventually, the
screaming wore me out, and I fell into nothingness. I was never one for sleep.
It seemed to evade me no matter how hard I tried. Doctors evaluated me, and
came to the conclusion of Insomnia, as expected. But it wasn't insomnia, it was
never that I couldn't sleep, just that my body never reached that place of
peace, of happiness, of complete bliss. My body, conscience, mind, soul, we
just sort of hovered in-between the lines. Even worse, the lines
allowed me to escape bliss, but made me endure nightmares. But when I told my
mother what my nightmares were of, she looked at me like I was crazy. So I
stopped telling, kept myself from screaming. But the nightmares,
they were horrible. It was so hard to wake myself up. I would just fall into...
Fear. I can't think, can't breathe, can't feel, nothing but total and complete
fear. Fear, and hatred. Such a strong feeling of hatred. So much hate, such
strong feelings. I feel like I'm
Pandora, and I just opened the box. All those awful feelings, attacking me,
flooding me, filling my ears, my nose, my mouth, with one exception, from the
story, there's no hope. That night, as usual,
my body transported, but I didn't reach bliss. The bliss talked about in books,
movies, talk shows. Instead I reached a different land. It was so subtle, so
unnoticeable that my mind dismissed it. But my body didn't. It started with his voice.
One word, one name, mine. "Steph."
His voice was young, he was just a child, like me. "Steph?" Part of
my mind couldn't help but register the voice. But I forced myself to ignore it.
Maybe if I ignored it, the nightmare would go away, vanish, and leave me alone,
just this once. Maybe, just maybe, I could sleep normally. If I had been awake
I would have laughed at the thought. But then he grabbed
me. He grabbed me. And it wasn't fake. It was real. I could feel his calloused
hands brushing the bare flesh, exposed on my shoulders from my nightgown. His
breath fluttered over my face as he grabbed my shoulders in a hard grip, and
shook me making my neck thrash. And he yelled, he yelled loud, so loud, right
in my ear. "Stephanie!" And it was his touch,
his grip, that sent a shock through me.
And too this day I know it was his touch that brought me to his world.
Completed the "submergence" as he called it. Just his touch, such a
simple thing. His touch brought me
alive, and I opened my eyes to stare into his sparkling green ones, hovered
just over my face. I remember it so
well. His eyes had crinkled at the corners, the sparkle growing when he saw my
eyes open. He had gotten up from over me, sitting back on his heels, grinning
like an idiot. He stood up quickly, and grabbed my hand, pulling me up with him
in the process. I had immediately
backed away from him, fearful of this new place, new boy, new world. It didn't
make sense at the time. I had achieved some sort of world travel, through a
dream. That I knew. That was all I knew. But I was sure of it, I was in a new
world. My mind didn't want to believe it. But deep down, deep in the pit of my
heart, I knew it was real. I was Dorothy, confused, lost, scared. And I most
definitely wasn't in Kansas anymore. I faintly remember
thinking,"Shouldn't I be talking to a dog?" Before I passed out. • I woke up in a
meadow. I was able to establish that within seconds. It was daylight, the grass
was tickling my toes, and bare legs and arms. But it was special, softer, lusher. I found myself stroking the
ground, the earth, the grass. I allowed my eyes to wander, as I stroked. I was
in a meadow, this much I was sure of. It was dotted with flowers, pink, yellow,
blue, purple. The colors were vibrant, popping on the green back-round. It was
surrounded by trees. So many trees. A faint smell of pine filled my nose, but
the trees, they weren't pine. They were fluffier, less sharp looking. I stumble
to my feet, and trip over to one. I lay my hand upon the bark, and close my
eyes. "They're alive,
you know." I spun around, the
surprise making my mouth turn into a small "o." And there he was. "Who're
you?" I crossed my arms across my chest, trying to seem less scared than I
was. "If you listen
enough, they speak to you." His voice was so calm, unglazed by me. And I can't help but
listen. I c**k my head into the wind, "Stephanie." So beautiful. The
sound of wind chimes swaying in the breeze, rain dropping on a pond, a little
girl humming, under a rainbow. "They know my
name!" The "O" grew larger. "Of course!
We've been waiting for you." "What?" I
back away,"What do you mean? How did you know I was coming?" "I'm not allowed
to tell you that, Steph." "Well who are
you? Surely you can tell me your name." He looks
surprised,"Right, of course. My name." He extends a hand,"Hunter
Borak! Ten years old." "Why are you
waiting for me if you're ten?" "I don't know
that much..." He gives me a confused look. He shrugs,"They
said I'm your protector." He makes air quotes around the word. "Them?" "All in good
time Steph." “Well why are you so… smart.” “Well, I’ve been prepared for this all my life, waiting for
you. I’m happy you’re finally here, though. I’ve been so bored.” I lean back on the
tree and slide down the trunk. Someone had been waiting. For me. He crosses the
meadow towards me. As he neared I got a better view of him. His hair is a dar
bron, that seems togo on forever. It's springing out from his a black ball cap,
and when he smiles he has dimples. He has a splash of freckles across his nose
and big ears poking out from the rim of his hat, dwarfing his head. He finally gets to my
body sprawled out, and offers his hand to me. I curl my knees to my chest and
glare at it. I sling my arms over my knees and tilt my head up to peer at him,
as he curls his hand into a limp fist at his side. He flops in front of me,
onto his stomach. "Where am
I?" I demanded. Hunter gave me a
quizzical look,"What? You don't know?" And odd as it seemed
then, something in me did know where I was. But I refused to admit it.
Instead I simply stared at Hunter Borak, putting on my stupidest face, with my
chin jutted out. And yet again, he
seems unmoved by my resistance. He smiles, again,"You're in
EtherWise." • That was my first
memory of EtherWise. Eventually I learned more. I was able to travel between
Earth and EtherWise during my sleep. Hunter said it's because I am a
"natural born." According to
him, this meant I was born in EtherWise, but he refused to tell me why I was
taken to earth. He always just closed up, changed the subject. But because I
was natural, I had all the "perks." "Every Ether, a
girl member of this world, has their own ability." He had patiently
explained one time. "Because you're a natural born, yours get to come
naturally. But males, called Wises, get
enhanced strengths. Me, for example. I'm extremely fast, and in-wiserly
strong." "But how do I
know what I can do?" I had whined in exasperation. I was 11 at this point,
and completely irritated that I was still only just learning about this new
world. Hunter smiles, and
presses a cool piece of metal into my hand. When I look down I realized that it
was a dagger, it was small, I was able to close my fist around it without any
trouble, or danger of hurting myself. "Hunt," I
whined again,"What am I going to do with this?" Hunter gave me a
lopsided grin. "Throw it." I rubbed my
forefinger against the butt of the knife. This was crazy, but a part of me was
curious. And plus, Hunter never gives up, on anything. I heave a
sigh,"At what?" Hunter points at a
bug, flying from flower from flower. I laugh at him,"Seriously?" He grins
largely,"Through the wing!" I shake my head and
take aim. I arch my back and throw the n=knife at the bug, I don’t even graze
the dumb thing. Hunter huffs at me. "No no no!
You're doing it wrong! You have to imagine what you want to do. You have to...
Enunciate your thoughts into your actions. Really want it." I huff back at him,
and glare. But a part of me was itching, itching to do something. Not throw the
knife, but to feel it, to control it. Slowly, to Hunter's
complete annoyance, I slid my two feet together, and grabbed the handle of the
knife. I rubbed my thumb over the design on the handle, memorizing every
groove, ridge, and bump. I had to figure out this want before I feel better. It was itching scratching, tearing
itself at my stomach, trying trying trying
to claw itself out. I turned to
Hunter desperately, "I don't get it." He smiled,"The
pit of your stomach?" I nod my head with
wide eyes. He smiled
largely,"That's the same with me. I was only 8 then...." He drew the word out. "Focus on it.
And relax. Just let it consume you, control you." "Oh jeez,
Hunter. You sound ridiculous." "Just do
it." He sounds exasperated. I rolled my eyes at
him, but the itching persisted, so I closed my eyes. I started at my toes.
Imagine that the itching was just a ball of energy and it was slowly filling my
body. As it came up it soothed my muscles, relaxed them, and by the time it
reached the top of my head, I was completely lax. I had felt Hunter's
presence beside me, but didn't move. Quietly he murmured into my ear,"Let
it guide you." Quieter still, as to avoid disturbing me,"Allow it to
take over your senses. Your ability is a part of your body, it won't hurt you,
only help you. It will help." And I felt his
presence drift backwards. But I barely
register his absence. My body is tingling, and I'm so peaceful. All I feel,
sense, smell are the trees around me, the breeze swaying my hair, the grass
tickling my toes. I can't help but wonder if this is what it's like to sleep
peacefully. If you're sent to a world, a place of happiness, peace, warmth. I
can't help but wonder. What if... What if... What if... What if you're
transported every night to a new world, a new place. A place where chocolate
rains from the sky, and the world is flat. And another where green people roam
the planet, and the clouds are made from cotton candy. But unlike me, you don't
get to stay. At the end of the night you go home. The tingling
intensifies and I'm warm so, so warm. If I get any warmer I'm going to be too
warm. I'm going to burn up. Burn burn burn. But then, it ended. And a strange
sharpness took its place. Everything around me was sharper. I could see every
blade of grass sticking up from the soil they were sewed in. I could trace the
out line of every leaf of every tree and lining in every petal. It allowed me
to feel the breeze slinking through my hair and finger, that clutched the
blade. It was raising in the air, as if someone were pulling it up, propping it
up. And too my great astonishment, my fingers were peeled off of the knife. And just like that, I
dropped it. I dropped the knife, but as it plummeted to the earth, the itching
at the bottom of my stomach, surged through me, and out of my long fingers from
my outstretched hand. And the knife stopped its fall, in mid-air. I turn towards
Hunter, who has grin is huge I fear it will take up his entire face, and ask
him what to do next. He answers
simply,"Think about what you want. And make it happen." I'm pumping full of
adrenaline now, but I force my eyes closed, hand still outstretched and feel around me. The breeze, so soft, oh
so soft. And the sky, so blue, so blue. Using my mind I probe
around me, feel around me, like Hunter said to.
And there was a disturbance in the wind. My mind, body, instantly told
me it was the bug, still flying around. I imagine my knife puncturing the wing
and hanging it to the tree behind it. When I open my eyes,
I see Hunter with huge eyes, and a bug, with a knife protruding from its wing
struggling to climb off of the tree. "Remind me to
never get you angry." I could only nod in
amazement.
• It was still five
more years until I learned about the prophecy, killed my best friend, and
ultimately change EtherWise. This, is that story. © 2013 Kerri HartAuthor's Note
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1 Review Added on July 28, 2013 Last Updated on July 28, 2013 AuthorKerri HartLA, CAAboutI suppose there is a reason your reading my bio, yes? I don't know why... I am quite awful at them, but I'll make sure it can't be too boring. So: AT 11:11 tonight look into your closet, there will .. more..Writing
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