My Own Misery

I thought you were the one...

the one who could pull me from the dark

but I was wrong about you

although you did leave a big mark

 

you started to save me

I thought you were actually aiding

but you just pushed me in further

and watched as I started fading

 

I guess happiness isn't meant for me

and I have to live in agony

might as well stop trying

I'm never going to be free

 

it's all just a game

picking me up then dropping me

flat on my face

not even putting me down carefully

 

I'm not meant to have love

not meant to be happy

no real smiles for me

just to set in my own misery

Author's Note

how is it?

Reviews

[joshua deathdealer]

Oh my...This is an excellent write. I can defiantly relate as I'm sure many can. It is a self created misery and in the end only you are responsible for how you feel about the things that hurt us. I really enjoyed this read...xx