Dark storiesA Poem by jpshadowReality is a prison I walk in the darkness so that others may see the light! I’m standing in the ashes of who I used to be. The black sheep is sometimes telling the truth. If I can love the wrong person, think of how much I could love the right one. I don’t live in darkness, darkness lives in me. I get lost in my own head My head is a very dark place I feel like I am losing myself. I’m sure you can live without me. The sun will rise and we will try again Why do I always feel like im not good enough for anyone? Daddy… your little girl is insane and she wants to die If I got rid of my demons, I’d lose my angels. She’s so important And i’m so retarded I felt so much That I started to feel nothing One day I will kill myself. One day I will kill myself. One day I will kill myself. One day I will kill myself. One day I will kill myself. One day I will kill myself. One day I will kill myself. One day I will kill myself. One day I will kill myself. I stay home alone, listen to music and think too much. I really don’t feel like existing What doesn’t kill you f***s you up mentally Delete my feelings for you Loading… please wait ERROR_ The file is too big. How much pain do you have to go through until giving up is okay? I could set this world on fire and call it rain From the moment we are born, we begin to die. Maybe I was born to be sad. I want to sleep until I feel better. I have multiple personalities and none of them like you. “Life is nothing but a spiral of pain” “We all face the same end” “Hell is empty and all devils are here” There’s no room for innocence. Damaged people are dangerous. They know how to make hell feel like home. Everything’s just falling A P A R T Now we are just a memory I’ve been thinking too much I have no one. So dark, so deep, the secrets that you keep… I drank to drown the pain, but the pain learned to swim She was an Angel craving chaos. He was a demon seeking peace Tell me the nightmares you have, the struggles you’ve dealt with, if you ever feel alone. Tell me if there’s a voice in your head that tells you “You’re not good enough.” When I die, i hope someone still loves me enough to visit my grave and talk to me. I see things that nobody else sees I hate myself and i want to die Once upon a time there was a happy little girl… Then she grew up And Turned in to a monster This is my therapy. F**k off. Sorry, I’m different I’m the girl that talks others Out of suicide, but has a hard Time doing the same for Herself. She truthfully assures Everyone how Beautiful, lovely, wonderful and Precious they all are all, because She doesn’t want them to feel The same way she does; the opposite. So what if i’m crazy? The best people are Can you find your way home? But I never dreamed home would end up somewhere I don’t belong… I am the villain of this story Leave him alone. That’s what He wants. Restraining Orders Are just another way Of saying I love you Hello there The angel From my Nightmare She’s the girl that Believes that what Comes around goes Around. The one that Hopes for a better day. The one that won’t give Up on you. She’s the Girl that’s unlike the Rest. the one that Spent her days smiling, And her nights crying. She’s the girl that Would loved to be loved. The one that looks so Damn strong, but feels So weak. She’s the girl That picks herself up Everytime she falls. We all End up The same … Dead ‘Who are you?’ ‘Demon to some. Angel to others.’ “But in the end, every death Is just a new beginning” And the flash backs hurt… I hope cupid dies a horrible death. © 2022 jpshadow |
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Added on April 16, 2022 Last Updated on April 16, 2022 Author
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