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here i am once again

sitting here with a paper and pen

staring at the screen

my skin so far clean

 

but the blade shines in my mind

you and it are the only thoughts i can find

ths silver glints so tempting

but to fight the urgei am attempting

 

bite my tongue, swallow the tears

control the urge, fight the fears

 

but i am to weak

and the blood is all i seak

deeper and deeper

i am my own grim reaper

 

so ill wear my pants long

sing my sad tearful song

theyll ask and ill deny

never seeing the blood i cry