Rain

sitting in the rain untill im drenched

water pours down my face

blending with tears of disappointment

struggling to find the will to move

i cant theres no reason to

 

i see my reflection in a puddle

my green eyes pale, almost grey

so haunted i look

 

plauged by memories ofchildhood

back when my familay loved me

back before a loaded gun was a way out

to the very last time i enjoyed a sunny day

 

the rain doesnt stop until after the dark

too long i sat here

too long i have pondered giving up

yet i still sit here unmoving

all childish joy gone

washed away by the rain