Between Two

Between two,
Yet on either side of both.

Forever,
yet never.

Two of equal love,
Both of equal hate.

I wish I could love just one,
Yet loving the other is inevitable.

I have never been with either,
Yet I have been with both.

I hate myself for living like this,
Yet others love me for not knowing what I live for.

I am alive,
Yet nothing more.

I need forgiveness,
But never seek it.

I need you,
Yet need both.