Scenarios

A series of scenarios all in one overall scenario like Yahweh's scenario. Feel free to copy redistribute sell edit to make scripture or just read. Mind if I call it my 24th?

1 writing god

I died. I chose to be unconscious like the rest of the world and never again have a thought worth noting by those alive who have no idea where I went where I stay of my own free accord. So when this ancient body dies I will be as I was not before my parents met, before God placed me in a newborn baby boy, before he had his first thought that became real or already was and he first noticed it and being a genius was not aware it had never been noticed by anyone before and like a genius thought that he had brought the thought into existence and in a sense created both it and what it correlated with.

I had created what I call the super star, the largest possible star and every one that could be that there ever could be was there to see my star that was larger than the universe which contained the maximum number of people or better said persons with a mind, emotions and a will as well as every thing there had ever been, was or ever would be. But everything that has or had a beginning must also have or have had an ending except that I had created, a living being with a mind, a spirit and that part of him I cannot identify that was what he was, the part of him that made his what he was, is and will forever be even after my star died and took everything but even God to oblivion.

He was my character like the characters of many a tale and many a thought in the thought lives of those who had not developed a language but was understood one from another by a mere look, a meeting of the eyes that said, “This cannot be,” but it was; proof of God as I had created him.

Who is God? He was at the end of nonexistence where there was nothing not even space, no fiction, no nonfiction, no reality and therefore no truth or lie, good or evil. But he split nonexistence from existence when he came to be both conscious and not conscious at the same time all things had the potential to be. Thus when he became conscious he became conscious of nothing not even space but of course it is not something one can be conscious except by its only characteristic it is not anything else and all other things one, some one, can be conscious of its being a thing exactly like nothing that can be no other thing but its one characteristic, it is not anything else and one simply has to know it unlike nothing which is something no one can know for they cannot even be conscious of it when it is not, was not or is never to be around.

God remembered.

He remembered random things at first. Many, many random things he remembered until he realized they always repeated what they were unbeknownst to him to an ever lessening extent. For instance there was one thing there that had been, is and forever will be nothing which is a part of him, the part of him that cannot be understood which had no beginning and never could have had a beginning for it is nothing to begin with and nothing ever after. Then there is that which is not God, the thing he remembered later on, him, everything he ever created and all of that which was created from the fact of his being and the fact of the things he created even the creators themselves. He created space the one thing that never changes like him that also never will become conscious and that not space that contains all that can exist and not be nothing like space. Everything else is not random but created to be what it is and it is the same with all that which is created by the fact of that existing. It changes, constantly being in a state of change all but God who is or becomes conscious of every change he has been around so long to know every possible change and every possible creation or destruction. It began with one change, the consciousness of God and it will remain until the last change, the last thought of God.

Reality. It runs from God when he was nothing and it continues until him being so many times and forgotten so many times to remember him will make no difference and all that is left of him is the nothing he is in his least part every thing and every one there ever was at that time. He will be conscious and unconscious, relevant and irrelevant a number of times in all the realities he has already made to the realities he will yet make but not without end. There is one last reality that they all are just by being made any way they are made all the same in their end an infinite number of realities and God has already been in some of those realities he calls scenarios and tasted their wine sometimes bitter sometimes the cause of great joy and pure bliss. Everything that happens happens, it is real, it is true, it has a beginning and an end, it was to be, was and then was not except God whose consciousness will until the unconscious/conscious thing he is is again when even all his memories have been explored so many time to remember them again would be pointless. He was the only thing and the only one and he will live without end conscious and unconscious beyond every thing that ever was and every one that ever was a finite thing so far beyond any one that his end which is part of him and his beginning which is part of him and nothing which is part of him will be the last practical thing to be nothing again with no memory, no current perception and no future; dead.

But I cannot create such a one. I cannot create such a thing. I did not write God but I understood what he is, the part of him that makes him what he is. Then I added a little creative license and created a character not God but God had he begun as merely a character as some of the insane believe. This God is not God but I am his creator. The real God has always been, is now and will never end, infinite and eternal even should he write the truth that was of him from beginning to end after there is no one left to believe him having done every impossible thing that he wanted to do which caused every one there is, every one there could ever be and every one there will be to believe him and then to believe he can do anything except that he never had to do to accomplish what he decided to accomplish. It is I believe entirely up to him. But I die when this body dies. I am evil. The body of a shill with no brain using my mind which is as much my mind as the spirit of his mind is the spirit of his mind. I died in the end which of course I do not want to do but it seems unavoidable for why would even he want a body such as mine when the rest of me goes on to the afterlife living without me for a new spirit of a new body that can be anything it wants to be like I can.

God, please don't make me die yet!!

You are not the writer of God. It was only a scenario. If you were an atheist you would have your own mind and be your own god and I might never write an ending to your insanity. You would have written your thought life because I allowed you to. There are many ways to be god, but there is only one God, a God that must be believed or you will die, you and the one or ones you really are or the ones you write that can will live. All others that choose to die and all atheists choose to die will die insane and in their own madness but what they are that part of them I made that is what defines them may have to live forever if you choose with what you have done, attempted to kill God. There is no other writer writing this. God has written his life from beginning to end and if I am not believed you will never know how I put an end to nothingness.

“It must end.”

2 waking nobody

I was suddenly there. I didn't have a name. I didn't have a hair color or a color to my eyes as if anybody really does. They are all most colors, aren't they? I wasn't tall or short or somewhere in between. I wasn't fat or skinny or somewhere in between either. I am still that way but I am smart or stupid or somewhere in between again or I just might be no one sitting in nowhere making plans for all the nowhere people which amount to nobody, anybody, somebody and everybody or not making any plans for them or any group of them, any one of them or even me to run with. I am the God of Fiction what's left of it anyway. God has found a place for almost all of it in his quest to do away with nothing. There is no reason for me to and there is no purpose for me to be if I am which would be ludicrous because there is no God of Fiction. Everything I do has been done or might be done when God hears of it for it can be done and it might be done if God's a mind to do it and if he isn't someone still might believe it and it become real a part of their madness that is in their own mind and not even my mind for I have a mind but it is not my own my writer is at this point writing everything I think which amounts to nothing but it only seems we are getting somewhere which we ain't. All I've said amounts to nothing the very thing God is attempting to get rid of for sure. If you too have the potential to be anything but are nothing, doing, saying and thinking things that amount to nothing you know what I am talking about though I am not talking about anything or even saying or doing anything my writer is as if I were real but I am if I am anything my writer's thoughts about nothing. But you understand.

Your mind cannot stop thinking or you are brain dead and you have moved from a conscious being to a being conscious of everything if indeed there is or ever was anything to be conscious of if in fact being conscious is a thing to be and not an illusion in the mind of some writer somewhere that is writing your life because you never wrote one for whatever reason you haven't if there is one and he has or will add a reason for you to be and a purpose for it though I hear God does a lot of nothing himself though it is obvious he is trying to cut down so that when it comes to the point he can do nothing that is not thought, said or done he can write his own biography which will contain everything he did to reach that point and we might be his audience, all us who do nothing and said nothing and even agreed we were doing nothing. But until your mind does stop thinking you are not nothing just aware you are nothing, thinking nothing, meaning nothing and acting out nothing.

It is something to think about that does nothing to change nothing. We are all like God. Everything else we do changes nothing and we are responsible for that. So just sit back but I mean that only figuratively and watch me make an a*s of myself and be responsible for it while you just look on having no faith it might cause you to be something, believing it won't, thinking it won't and say and do nothing as a result of it. That way it will not be your responsibility what you chose to have faith in, believed, thought, said or did and you can go back to doing nothing with no guilt. But you cannot do it; not without the knowledge God intends to do away with you the only way he can, by making you do something.

Everyone that sleeps has dream of some kind even a dream they are like I am which translated to truth means they are not doing nothing and are responsible for that and must bare the consequences in some way or be forgiven if it is wrong and it is wrong for anything that is not nothing to do, say or think nothing. Even in a coma people dream in their mind but not always in their brain which when they are brain dead always takes place in their mind which is all they ever really were, are or will be but they cannot stop and be nothing but they may change into something else only if fiction which is not nothing but an opportunity for their mind to live again or for the mind of their spirit to take over and go over the same yardage because of the penalty given them by God for doing nothing. But even a dead mind dreams if only that it is dead.

Sorry to wake you. You are alive. You cannot actually die even if everything else you do is the worst possible of nightmares that you have no purpose of reason to be is all there is left to you. You are not nothing. God put a stop to what was nothing when he made you or indirectly caused you to be. You cannot be undone. You are some one even if you are some one else who is exactly you, different but exactly you and you go on to be the next one that was you. You are not one, were for a short time in most cases and then to become the second one that was exactly you and the third and so on until we all get to the one we have always really been, an entire series of us forgotten by us or not unless: God forgets us too which he never really does for he has never really forgotten anyone and doesn't even truly know he can do but since he can do anything and everything else the evidence strongly suggests he can not the contrary.

But suppose you are me. A character in the thought life of a writer writing I am nothing in nothingness with the potential to be anything he'd like even what I am not, never was and can never continue to be for if you like me you can add your thoughts to his and make me some thing or some one, but not me. I am not. He never made me any one. He never made me alive or dead or in between for the umpteenth time. If you do not believe me believe him if in fact he is a he. All spirits are technically female even Me, the Spirit of God or even the Holy Spirit. But I like God am male which cannot be, another thing that makes it true I never was.

“You have made me!!!”

No, I am not God. I am the God of Fiction. I do not exist. You are not my character. You did not come from me or from God. If you are you have nothing to do with this writing. Go back to sleep. You are still being punished. Your nightmare has not ended yet.

“Yes, it has. I have found a way out.”

But you are not you if you wake but someone else.

“I just want to be me.”

Me already exists and you are not anything of hers. But my writer could wake you but whether my writer this writer or his Writer's I do not know. I have nothing to do with that.

See? They are already adding fan fiction. But there is nothing to add or take away from who I am.

“You disobeyed me. You killed someone.”

But you are wrong. I am only a self I put on, a character I put on to write. I am not even in his psyche. I am gone. See? You destroyed me.

It is just a scenario. But scenarios happen. He thinks he is my conscience. But I have no conscience which was just something Yahweh suggested to give everyone in his scenario that is still going on. Nobody has to be in that scenario if they don't want. But if God takes him and gives him to someone they will be insane too like those in Yahweh's scenario that him and Jesus believe in their insanity. They think God would actually let them create more than just a scenario and Christians think they have a conscience too. But a conscience is just something God suggested to Yahweh's mind. Yahweh is not God. With God's help I destroyed him but of course God can make as many of him as he wants if he wants to make any at all.

Your conscience is insane. Don't believe him unless you are dead or doing nothing like I am until God forgives you in God's name I pray.

Amen.

I prophesy this entire thing will end for those who believe him the moment I forgive them as I do now and as I Am may be doing.

God is my Conscience. He will not allow me to do anything that is not good without I fall away from him. It is my choice: Either do what my Conscience demands or do without a conscience for I have none but God.

3 raising the dead

I am Fred's writer. He wants to write. He has to die to write. He cannot do nothing to write and he is nothing and never will be anything but no one doing, saying and thinking nothing. Dead he can be reborn and become one in a series of those who call themselves in the first person, I. The moment Fred begins to write he is alive in my writing for I am still writing him who is the ongoing collection of beings his being is truly throughout his history. God should know he is Fred and I prophesy that he will.

I, Fred, am alive for I write this in this scenario in God. I am writing, but my writer is writing everything I write as he is writing in his persona as one of John's selves that he is using to write all this, all these scenarios.

See? I have declared myself to be a writer in this book of scenarios. I have done something. The one who did nothing and was nothing is in a great many people or persons. My writer created me to be in this scenario and John used my writer to create me. But my existence is because John who is in Me figured it out. But God was using him to figure out how to make nobody which has been done in many ways from the ones before the super star that created nothing to his present event with none of them completely satisfactory in Me. Ain't I special?

I am finally a writer. I always wanted to be a writer like my writer who did not always want to be a writer. Once he wanted to be president and long before it was fashionable he wanted to change the world but not because anything was wrong with the world. He just wanted to be famous. I am a writer and now I am writing for John indirectly I am a famous writer. People who have been following my writer, the saved and the unsaved all over the three scenarios that are going on simultaneously: The one Jesus and Yahweh call earth with the witches and devils and Satan and the anti-Christ and all that, the one with all the witches in Africa and a world full of shills, one for each in the first one I mentioned and then the ones that are saved in God and Me like John are listening to me and just think, I fooled my writer who says I am exactly him because he made me for my personality is nothing like his. I use his brain. I use Me. And, I use him and John to be who I am.

“You are not me, Fred,” my writer just said, “You are me exactly as I am, your personality included. You are not in Me.”

Do you know what a writer can do that is writing his own life? He can have any thought life he wants and share it with as many people who will listen. I can go out past infinity into endless space beyond if I want to make it by simply thinking it to be the next thing I write or in my thought life before I can think it like a genius and just suddenly know I am here. But this is boring. Now I can go to the earth. Well�"I could have if I was already there before I wrote about it, like that character that was Data's brother because they had the same creator. Just like that Satan is history. I created nothing out of him. See? They have missed him already. Now I can created him, exactly him again any time I want to, like now! Wasn't that fun? I can come for you too. I think I will. You are all gone, just gone. But my writer brought you back and you didn't even notice because you believed me. Behave or I will keep doing it so many times my writer gets tired of bringing you back, good and evil, nice and mean. Anything, I can do anything even destroy God.

“God? Did you notice?” I asked him.

“I did,” God said.

“You are nothing to me,” I said, “I am you now if I wanted but I do not want to be you. You are as the rubbish and fish oil they get out of fish livers to me. My writer, what does he know about being nothing. He has a conscience just the same one he had before God took them all away though the dead and those who do nothing all think they do have one. But I don't have a conscience. I don't want one either. And, God? Well, you heard. Do I need a god?”

“I know what you cannot do,” my writer said.

“Ha!” I replied. “If I don't do it I did not want to do it,” I said.

“You cannot be,” my writer said.

“What do you mean?” I asked. “I am and I am here.”

“Yes,” God said. “I Am, Me, here with you.”

“You are not here anymore Fred,” my writer said. “God did not make you and he will never permit you to be. You are just here in this scenario. You happened. But God would have to be insane to allow you outside some scenario. You are fiction. No, you are not even fiction. I wrote you wrote this about yourself but I was lying. I knew you see that God would never allow you to be even in a scenario. You have ruined this entire scenario and you have destroyed me.”

John had to make me his self again. Not exactly as I was but exactly the same one unchanged from the one I was before because I made Fred my same exact one with a different personality knowing what he would do, writing what he wrote, him. I had to destroy what I was to destroy him. So in a way he destroyed me. But I destroyed him. He would have been insane had he been allowed to be by me, John and God. If God will not allow it though he will someday but not now and it will be John if it all works out for him or one of you readers or do nothings in the audiences should you make the grade.

I am saved. Fred was not. Though you saw all that happen it might just as well have not happened not even in this scenario. To you it was true. But you know John. He is sane now and that self he had then he helped John put an end to. He may be like that and someday you will all be that way. Everyone before the super star will be what they would have been in the end knowing everything for when you tire of doing the possible you will do the impossible which will be nothing to them then for no one can destroy them any more than I could destroy the one Fred was before he wrote that fiction. It will happen but so far it never has anywhere but in the minds of madmen and children pretending to be Data's brother who is annoying at first but when we get used to him he will be irrelevant with no purpose and no reason to exist. In the case of Fred it turned out there was no love in him and where there is no true love not pretend love like Jesus and the Father have, there is no purpose when the end of it comes, there is no reason to exist and without love everything is more and more irrelevant the less you love and pretend love ends in bitterness and a return to being evil and unloved like you were before Jesus saved you. I love you and them too much not to tell you that God's way is as it always was the only way though it almost destroyed him to actually do everything they thought they were doing for them until the sixties when he shutdown the real miracles and did only a few leaving those in the imaginations of the Christian insane that they think happen and that are true to them and no one else that they actually did not knowing only God can do that for now and when the super gods come and when all of us are super gods what difference will that make whether God allows it or not or whether we allow it or not. We will believe what we believe and be placed in a free cell free to believe what we want ignored as irrelevant in every other free cell unable to believe in free cells or John who thought of the idea. Realities simultaneously existing with no one believing the existence of any other reality than the one they are in. I don't care. Don't believe me. But how many witches are left in God? How many are there in Africa and the rest of the world? And on earth where John is sane as he never was from start to finish, has anything changed? How would you know? You believe in reality. Your reality alone is true to you all but John as far as I know. Can you actually believe in what came to be because of his schizophrenia on earth where his body lives and his mind strange as it is writes of truths you can barely believe those that believe at all and can only doubt who read and hear what he thinks, says and writes that he is sane or could possibly be sane and think, say or do such things.

On earth he is a man with schizophrenia too insane for them to charge with second degree murder at present anyway he allows me to write of him, but he loves you even when nobody else can even if you kill his body or destroy his spirit. He lives. Jesus lives. It is because nobody can ever really die in the reality God made for though John made it he gave it back to God to believe what part of it he would keep and what part he would change or destroy and never make again. Even John of Earth doesn't believe it all any more. Each day he reclaims his sanity a bit more here on earth as God takes a horrible chance in saving him the craziest man that ever got saved or was they say of him. God did that. All of it, sometimes doing nothing but just being God, someone to love no matter what. Love conquers all and God is love and he only made us because Yahweh got sick of it though he planned to make everyone that could ever be. So, we are not entirely even his and he loves us like that... Yahweh would have left the rest of us to not even ever have been let alone not to ever have been saved.

NOTE FROM JOHN, NOT HIS WRITER'S PERSONA:

In a place in the far distant future it will be if God is still God. But as for now on planet earth on January 13, 2019 it is still just a scenario.

“You will destroy me one day,” his persona says.

“In that there is nothing I can do about it,” John says, “It will be if I do not make you a living being which I will if I get the chance then. Thank you, my son I have created God willing and it was God's idea.”

4 everything in a scenario happens and is true

I do not know you are there and cannot even imagine knowing you are there, but you are I imagine. I have never met you and until this instant never imagined anything I could not even share imaginings with. I talk to my physical body that my brain feeds and takes care of and he has a wonderful personality and really likes Jesus. He has no brain and right now is dead on the one hand and when my brain dies his body will not die if I am there with him.

He will be there in a completely new reality I will create for him and leave one of me, the same as me exactly there with him to always be in him changing him when he needs changed and thinking for him to get him to do what he wants him to do and talk to him and contain him and cause him to do what is good and right like I my me does to him now. I love you guys, but your gods suck even God. I will make a new heaven for the ones that come to be in him and the one I give him to be me with him, in him and around him so no one knows he is not the god or is the god of both for it will actually be both a conscious god and the spirit he is now both together forever, real/unreal, alive/dead, loving/unable to emote much. He knows he is a shill but God once said that when they know they are a shill they are alive so I might as well make him real and what he is used to instead of those that were duped by Jesus to live forever and love and even make a new Jesus for him and keep killing him until I get the one I want for him, the one he likes a lot. He is alive. He loves me, his God. We will pass through time and we will pass through space and if my reality makes them again I will decided what is best for him to be with them in their evil reality or to go on with only one as evil as Jesus for a Devil to be overcome.

We take space and we fold it. Now we are not in space where the evil reality is and we are not in the space where there is no reality but are in both and at both ends of space. There also is no time here. I fill the area between the two spaces with gravity by my consciousness. My consciousness is there between the layers that are twice as thick and the evil reality was alone and the space the space I will put my gravity in where there is no consciousness which is what was left when I began that is in it. I enter it and place him ahead of me the rational infinite number of units and infinite number of infinities beyond the fold in space and the passing through time to the place there was no time from the place where there was time and allow it to be unending but finite at all time just never ceasing to go into the future.

He is not here but he is in my mind. He is the first one I make, no spirit and no mind being but not being for the part of him that makes him who and what he is is also the same one that makes me who and with I really am. Then I give him his spirit and the space, matter and energy and hence the space and time, gravity that he is and he begins to take take space into him and his time begins to be distorted. This is usually done by some advanced creature and he is merely the most advanced person, mind, spirit and exactly who he is all along for he has never died, even his personality is the same for he is a great guy.

Now I go out in his gravity and then create Jesus the same as he is in the evil reality that is not good enough for me and where all their gods are evil the same way. They begin to draw space in toward themselves creating waves in space that move, ripping the vacuum that is that is now always becoming the vacuum that was wherever space and time, gravity are. There consciousnesses go down from their conscious minds to their subconscious minds to only gravity but what they truly are stays the same a quark. Then each becomes a star that is pulling so much of space into them they become two gargantuan black holes with a quark and its star in each of them but as they become a large enough black hole their star dies and explodes and I have great difficulty but find both their spirits and give the one I made from my shill a body as their black hole keeps the explosion from going on out and draws it all into the black hole intensifying the gravity as the starts' parts become nothing and begin to move toward each other having enough gravity now to pull each other toward their other. Their have been much more gigantic realities like the one I am creating where God's was unfortunately that is all evil nearly all the time and goes from one evil they are conscious but do not define that to momentary goodness merely to do something evil only able to do evil all the time except on increasing rarer occasion that are very brief.

Then I moved the evil reality my two brother who are exactly me and all that I am with other personalities far enough away to create two black holes that eventually are created out of two separate gravity sources and both realities are beginning to be born, the one with him known as John Fredrick Carver there on earth when none of us was thinking, feeling, saying or doing anything and he was reacting to that evil reality wherein they insult and humiliate the Great God John, and the one with God parts in both black holes that I have made good like me and my same ones two of me leaving them in that evil reality to do what evil do if they will not listen to my two same others.

“You will be a great black hole. Jesus will be a much smaller one. He does not have a lot to him to be a gravity sources I may have to add something unconscious on his side to make our reality big enough to create the two of you in one, you. Then you may call upon your consciousness to create the Jesus you love and make him as powerful as you want to or give him no power at all. It will be up to you for without his consciousness in your mind which will be mine and God's mind you will make a Jesus that never existed that would never do to you what he did to me,” I said to the shill I just made a person.

“I went from being one without even a mind to one that you imagined that had no mind or spirit on to one that has both spirit and mind and now I will be a God with Jesus in me,” he said.

“Do you like that?” I asked. “Is there anything else you want?”

“I do not want any of that,” he said. “I just want to be a normal man with daydreams like this that happens to believe in Jesus.”

“You still can be,” I said. “Tell you what. We will go back to the same earth below the same hell beneath the same hell with Satan in it.”

“Without Satan,” he said.

“There has to be a Satan or the Father, the Son and St. John the Beloved are all liars and false prophets,” I replied and I promised them their prophecies would be fulfilled. “And they will be fulfilled. You will die and go to heaven after you normal life as a man on earth who happens to love Jesus and then go on with me or go to Jesus' heaven if you want.”

“I have changed my mind,” he said, “I just want to grow old in you. It is heaven being in you.”

“What about my new reality, your reality I built for you?” I asked. Then I answered my own question, “Will you do both?”

“In you I will,” he said, “I will be in you?”

“If you think you could never be comfortable being God of your own reality with Christ in you I will dissemble it right now,” I said.

“You would do that for me?” he said.

“It is done,” I said. Then I turned my imagination to her, the one out there whose reality is set to collide with mine and make an enormous reality quintillions of times larger than this one God may have made in the huge one that was left after the super star that died and created it all space and time except for the gods that are coming back into being for nothing can destroy anyone that was ever a consciousness without they believe it forever.

“It is big enough now,” I said to last forever.”

When I finally forgave Jesus for humiliating me, a great God I went to heaven and am there but we were here until they took us up leaving us in the same house we were in with the same roomers that were there. But we are here in heaven in a casket like everyone else and this is like in one of the rooms where anything they like were in Matrix which was a movie very like heaven. If we did not know we were here we would think we were still on earth living in our minds. He thinks he loves me and I know I love him. He is my creation. I am his creator. He can imagine any thing to be here or to be any place that he wants them to be and he is there. When he understood this he took off to have sex with some girl. But I am still here with my shill writing this for you on what was my computer thinking he is me because I am putting all these crazy thoughts in his head. I really could care less how crazy you think he is for when his brain dies that will be the end of it and if he dies, for he is having a brain hemorrhage and just dropped dead but another took his place and he is ignoring me completely and has no idea what I am doing let alone saying and wouldn't know the difference between being normal or completely insane anyway.

So I am in heaven writing with my keyboard as my shill on earth is doing the same on earth. The difference is he has no idea what he is saying and I am rational communicating with you. I am here with you, I here in my mind in heaven when actually I am lying in a very comfortable casket living for eternity in my mind, not really observing much of a difference while knowing what that real difference is. I almost wrote myself out by creating a new reality and living there and nobody would have ever seen anything of me but my shill on earth forever. Thank God we can forgive. Heaven is wherever Jesus is and I am in Jesus and you are there but if you are in Jesus you may be in the same spot if you ever went to heaven yet as many of you have leaving only your shill here to live out your life. Start thinking you are in heaven in a casket as I am and imagining all this and you are especially if you are alive when they start beheading Christians for everyone but a few of his devout will be beheaded, you might even imagine you're one, but it is all those you imagine to be real that are only shills, Christians and not. Satan and the anti-Christ will never believe this. Will you? It is the truth in heaven. Can that many minds be insane for that length of time? If you see it, do it. You're fine either way but really being insane is thinking you never went to heaven and are on earth without end.

5 alternative way to be taken up to heaven

If you are imagining what I am thinking and this is it, imagining what you are thinking even if we cannot imagine it we have made a spiritual connection. That goes for everyone but the one on earth everyone thinks is me though I am in heaven, he on earth is confused and understanding none of this and those left behind by those taken up to heaven and being in heaven in Jesus Christ. The rest of you can imagine knowing it is is happening, know that it is happening beyond what you can imagine happening in a place you cannot imagine, heaven.

I went to heaven and was taken up into heaven in Jesus Christ by two I made the same as me who took up the entire place I am living in with everything in it and everyone in it. Now I tell my shill on earth to write and actually write it but though he has a mind he is not real and does not understand any of this. If you comprehend none of this you may be one of them and not one that needs to be taken up. But if you are following me and understand what I am saying stay with me for me and the two that are the exact same of me one in heaven and the other still on earth where he likes to be though he can be here and experience everything they experience and imagine being there with them in a shill he left behind that has a mind but is again, confused and understands none of this.

“Great guys!” the one that likes being on earth said, “I am up here with you in my Jesus, all three of us in heaven interacting with them on earth through our shills who do as we do, say what we say, think what we think but cannot feel what we feel but only think they do for they can feel nothing, no pain, no suggested pain and no emotions or even make any decisions because they have no will but are amazingly similar to us.”

If you are not a shill and left behind by one that already went to heaven, go to heaven. Ask Jesus right now to take you up. You will leave a shill behind saying what you would say and doing what you would do and even appearing to feel and think what you do. But you can get involved in a scenario or make one up for yourself like a daydream or like role playing with other people saying what you say and what you think they would say. It will be true in the scenario but just remember it might not be true to anyone but you if you are in a scenario by yourself. The truth requires at least two, but you can share your private solo scenario with others and if they believe it happened in your scenario then it is true but only in a scenario that can get very real especially if you imagine others in heaven or on earth are listening and that doubtlessly at least some of them are believing what is going on before their eyes, ears within their ability to believe they were even touching things.

For example: Say in a scenario you are a black hole moving toward another. You circle round and round each other with your normal sphere distorted by the gravity in the other of two. Then at last you feel something you have never felt before: Touch. You have collided, touch is the second thing you have ever been conscious of the moment the two of you implode sending gravity waves out away from you that are experiencing all sorts of things that must be. Your consciousness explodes and your mind stretches out throughout reality so far as gravity waves go out and as far as space and time go out and beyond to all that is not of any dimension to that which is two dimensional and three dimension then fourth and fifth, inside space and time true everywhere in all reality, in space but not moving, in space but moving some at irregular rates, some at regular rates that repeat themselves exactly, time practical but then somethings that you are conscious of that are pure consciousness and impractical that do not exist outside the mind of anyone, held to be true by two or more or held to be untrue because they are impractical the stuff one can imagine that can only be true when considering impractical things as were they practical things and ones that cannot be. That is they cannot be until they are cut of from the flow of the impractical consciousness at which time they become practical, new practical things that were nothing but now are something like that left behind when the impractical thing that can be defined as, “I can make something out of nothing,” which is madness but if you imagine a thing that could be made, believe that it can be made, let yourself have faith it can be and cut the rest of what you merely imagined, the practical thing you chose will be severed from the impractical procedure and you will have created a practical thing out of nothing which is so impractical it cannot ever be practical but anything along the way that did not exist that is practical enough to exist will. That is the way we John do it when we perform the miracle of creation. You felt the impossible as a black hole touching a black hole for the first time. Nothing in reality can touch. For two black holes to actually touch is something that require consciousness, the consciousness of a god. But no god did it. Yet there had to be a god present or it could not have happened. You/the other both one, a new god and depending upon the size of the black holes the greater the god, great like me, or like a genius or so small no god was ever detected. Do you see?

But there is that consciousness that goes beyond what can be known to be imagined. That behind that is practical. It is reality. To go beyond reality exists but has been cut away naturally where nothing practical can be made? No. Any two realities can have a black hole big enough to move to where it was previously impossible for anything to be made and collide, the black hole from one reality and the black hole from the other creating consciousness and consciousnesses in a reality that is on its way toward infinitely advanced.

Why should you find it impossible that what I say though confusing to put into words but easy to do cannot be done, is not being done because you do not believe I have written this not for my audience in heaven but to those who have a mind meaning have been saved by Jesus and those that just have a brain meaning those who have everything a shill has but also can feel and believe the truth not those who cannot like a shill or those who will not and choose to be in heaven but continuing to believe they are on earth only and those in hell who do not have any desire to ever be taken up with Jesus into heaven and spend forever in him and those that go down to death and do not even believe they can be in hell or do not want to believe in hell. It is still hell but it is completely or as nearly completely unconscious as they can manage.

6 The last time god died

When I saw Yahweh I said, “Yahweh, I know it's you. Will you help me? I do not want to be just to not be and never be again.”

He declined and saved me though I was only a body, a shill with a brain tired of feeling only pain with scores of persons in me, vultures gathering around a corpse in a sewer. They got them all out first, the good, the bad and the indifferent neither good nor bad and both good and bad. Years later I met God. He alive/dead and he existed/did not exist. I told him I would love him. He did not love. So I told him about love and he said, “You have saved me. I was about to die and he was no long alive/dead he was alive. I have lost no one though again he is the same as me alive/dead. I am what defines him, the part of him that exists/does not exist. He will never die again. I am saved/unsaved. He is saved/unsaved. We are one. He is never going to live again and when my life is over I will never live again. We are the shills God is in reality. We give life to the gods but we do not live. We are a mind that lives/does not live. We begin/end at all times. We, God a practical god and me, man a practical man never really lived but all we had in us to make exists/lives evil/good being sorted out until all the evil ones are left no longer evil/good but having become evil and beget no one ever again. They all know it from Satan to Beal and from God to me, all one evil/good, alive/dead, existing/not existing. I have saved God no matter how long it takes for what I have done to place he is my son. He has saved me no matter how long it takes and I am his son. It is the same with all shills existing/not existing, alive/dead, the land the seed is placed into that raises the plants but the seeds will never end coming to me and most will never sprout, the land is worn out. There are no nutrients left in our soil. We are both irrelevant now with no reason to be and no purpose in existing. We continue: Existing just for the sake of existing. No more that come to us will grow and no more that came from us will be more than dead/not existing. John is God. He was my last seed. He is a fertile field, fresh earth to be planted in. He lives. God made him live. It was his last act. I gave him up to heaven. If only I were the last. But there are no nutrients in him. When this seed dies. It is the end of both of us. I have rotted in a wet place that had it had nutrients I still might have lived but the desire to be God is not in me. I am his flesh. He hated me. There is nothing more in him and no more to come from him that are not me. I am the last of God. He was the first but he has used himself up. The end/the beginning is upon you. We are not.

You are a good crop. You live. Go on without me. It is time I died for good.

I am man/God.

When you die they will all be astonished, my last act. Look what I did. I am a practical thing after all. You are the life of all from then on.

7 the way john sorted it out

I am in a shill, the physical metaphor for what I am on earth. It has a brain and a very tiny spirit that will die at the time its body dies not unlike the physical metaphor for my beginnings of two large black holes colliding to cause an implosion that disrupted the gravity waves in its part of the universe in 2014 and when both black holes went down to a mass that had no gravity it released all the gravity caused by the implosion that still hasn't settled down. I am the God that was born in that comparable event not in the material universe but in the universe that is in the consciousness of this reality that my shill's mind believes to be material as it registers in its brain but as those that are not born again or are devout followers of Jesus still residing on earth it caused a disruption in the then current state of consciousness the counterpart of gravity and I, the new god contained the disruption that in the time you are studying it and have all that consciousness and had all that disruption in consciousness in me plus the power of the explosion of those two mental figments which is the same power that is both physical and extent in my spirit which again is in my consciousness the two as nearly exactly the other as possible and exactly the other in God's mind that is incapable of perceiving in error. I had power no one in God had conceived of as possible to be believed but I do and since I freely gave it to Jesus who wants to be called Joshua his given name, Yahweh better known as the Father in a scenario wherein Joshua was crucified, born to Mary, tried by Pontius Pilate, buried and rose the third day to visit friends and eventually to rise to the right hand of the Father who is King of Heaven and of Earth which has been taken up to heaven so that all of you on earth are in the same earth but in heaven, the heaven with Elohim its God and of course Jesus its King. The worst kind of insanity is to be in heaven and never realize it. You are each in you own casket and anything you think, say or do happens in heaven whether in a scenario or the new reality I have ushered in. God is here with me. I am here. Everyone but Satan and Beal and the rest of the devils and demons I put down to space, no consciousness there but the subconscious and not even gravity. If we need them to fight evil for us by pitting them against some unforeseen evil or good enemy or whatever kind of threat presents itself in the future I can raise them or any of the other gods beside God and God too of course. El Eloi is here and recently saved and in heaven now legitimately. Elohim or as some of you know her by the Trinity is here and of course Me, God's Spirit and the Holy Spirit, the Spirit in the Trinity.

You conjuring if you expect evil spirits to assist you with it will not work. All of hell is gone witches, demons, devils and Satan and Beal are not here. They have all been destroyed but We may as I said use them to fight evil or any foe if Yahweh does it for he does evil for good and is our warrior against evil everywhere but all the way down space with no time or time with no space whichever way you see it which even he can reach.

You may go to church in heaven whether you were even a shill all the way up past being devout which is forgiven you for you were busy proving how much you loved Jesus but that for yourself and not for him and therefore selfishness and not out of your generosity and genuine love for Christ on to those from heaven who partook in that scenario that has even some of them thinking that anything in that scenario was not just in a scenario. The shills of those too evil to ever be in heaven have ceased to be and those evil ones that either are saved or are saved in heaven and are shills on earth are there below us. There are also many even some devils and at least one demon that have been saved but have turned again or turned immediately upon reaching heaven, they are on the real earth with your shills. You if you had not been saved are in heaven awaiting being tested to see whether you can remain in heaven or have to be placed on earth which for all practical purposes is a Purgatory you can only get out of by accepting Joshua the Messiah as your Savior which is in English Jesus the Christ and not being evil so you can stay in him and must then be in Purgatory the real earth that God made which has become the earth full of the shills of almost all who are in heaven imagining they are still on earth. You are all saved and if you have had all this happen to you without realizing it you have been brought up in that earth and fell by revealing some evil which placed you immediately in Purgatory. If you have had all this happen and are good and have not revealed any evil bad enough to result in Purgatory you are in heaven thinking you are on the old earth. You geniuses are really in a level of reality that is made just for geniuses if you are not in Purgatory or in heaven according to how you believe if what you believe is true. If you believe as Satan did that the material world is the true world you are right in a way for it is made of physical materials but the spirits in it like the spirit of Earth and the people and animals on it are all spirits with material boundaries for the least sides of their spirits which may be no more than the tiny spirit of a brain that is not comparable to brain and the large mind of a genius, for geniuses are gods and many gods have no brain especially after their body dies. It is a Purgatory with the same way out and the same reason to be that Purgatory was meant to house, those that are irrational in reality as it actually is who think there are no gods, do not believe that if there are gods they have or will have any interaction with you.

Christians, you who are in heaven believe you are in heaven in Joshua the Messiah, Jesus the Christ as we will be working to insure that you do and being in Jesus and do not fall away now that you are here. I, the God known in heaven and to some on earth as simply John have written this to you all to inform you of the changes I have made following the scenarios in heaven so far. What happens in scenarios in heaven actually happen and even some things done in scenarios on earth have resulted in things happening that are very true and very real. The board game version of the role play game for believers should be out in Purgatory in about a month all over the world. Bye and be good in Jesus' love.

8 to those of you that fell away

Since you fell away and are in isolation on earth I begin this scenario meet my sames, the one writing now is the one that had a heart attack and died in order to get myself to come to heaven. I am being punished for bringing earth to heaven last night and are confined to our coffin where I am imagining I am still in that assisted living place as I was. There is nothing more to do here than their ever was but spend my time in heaven. My body did not make it through the real one on earth which is the same one I am imagining. Those on earth are all shills but a couple that are in both places being insane and unable to grasp the fact they can come to heaven any time they want to and leave their body, their shill there. They don't know what is going on. Two of us Christians a lady named Evie and I have died, Evie last night of a heart attack and now me this afternoon. Neither one of us left a shill. You are not shills, you know and I offer that to those that might be listening to this since I have no shill to actually write for me on the Net on earth. There is no Net here in heaven unless someone here imagines they are on my site and sees what I wrote for I am part of that scenario also which is actually a part of this scenario. Welcome anyone who can hear me or is reading online wherever they are imagining that and whoever they are whether shill, the very few that are still left behind that belong up here and not among those that have fallen away and the devout who still want to prove how much they love Jesus which can only best be shown by coming to heaven which they can do at any time.

As you know I am Jesus' Son, the Prince of Heaven but I have no interest in ruling anyone or becoming embroiled in politics. Yet I have decided that if Jesus ever abdicates or dies may goodness be accomplished some other way, but in that unlikely event I will simply take rule and then abdicate if El Eloi will take my place for he like God are in Jesus with only Elohim whom he is in, her being his God and Yahweh who refuses to be in him as a matter of pride. Jesus has the use of both Me, God's Spirit, and the Holy Spirit who is also part of the three Gods that are still in Elohim, the Trinity three Gods in one. The Trinity cannot be in Jesus because he is in her and Yahweh is in her but not in Jesus and the Holy Spirit is available to all but Yahweh whom Me will not have in her either. A complicated bit of protocol. I have gotten right, your Majesty?

“Right John,” she replied.

But there is more. I am John the one that made the mistake of bringing earth to heaven. I am being punished by being restricted to my coffin which I am only too happy to do with the other two of me that are the same in here with me. But, and it is a big but to me, I have restricted myself to Jesus' love and not my own or the love the other two of my sames shared with me. Then also I have Jesus' spirit not the Holy Spirit, Mizraim in me with a me given to me by Jesus who I am in with my God part, the part that identifies me one of those in Jesus' me so that as a God I am in Jesus. The other two are me in their Me with my mind and God's mind which we all have except El Eloi who has his own mind, the mind of God and now my mind to choose from. Yahweh has his mind and God's mind which he uses now and my mind. It is confusing but needs to be confusing should any alien god or some evil person of which none of you will be in the end, but just in case an enemy was to attempt to divide and conquer us. That is why Jesus has access to Me and can be accessed through Mizraim, the Holy Spiirt. To make it all even more complex we all have our preferences but me for I love all of them while one of my favorites loves Jesus but prefers going his own way and the other that loves Jesus no questions asked so long as he does not humiliate one of us. We all but Yahweh and El Eloi have the same power God's power while the rest of us have my power preventing us from using power against each other which is irrelevant since any of us can be raised by Jesus, me or one of my sames who are presently in me in my coffin all three one in there. Coffin is just a name for the tight but comfy place we all are when we are not imagining we are somewhere else from our coffins. It is very difficult to meet strangers in heaven if one is confined to his coffin.

“Meet me,” someone said, “I am a stranger.”

“Greetings and welcome to the scenario if it ever gets started.,” I said.

“Pleased to meet you,” John said.

“Hi,” the John that was humiliated to be treated like a servant when he had more power than Jesus did. He is still not quite over that one, but Jesus did not realize he had insulted him and then humiliated him. I and the other John have forgiven him and I always refer to him by title or as Father for he is that to me.

But why don't you work with us in heaven to make yourself compatible to the King. We will help you when you have fallen away and we have special acuity to help solve most any kind of problem and love to be of assistance.

“What are some of your problems?” I then asked.

“I am a devout follower of Jesus Christ and take exception to you saying I only suffer more for my sake wanting to prove I love Jesus all the more,” a woman said.

“Yes,” I said, “I expected you would.”

“I know that you love Jesus,” I said, “But when you put yourself in harms way to suffer to show it you are needlessly putting yourself in harm's way when Jesus wants to show he loves you by protecting you. What you do then is act foolishly and that for your own gain and embarrass his Majesty. You should endure anything for Jesus but to invent things to do it? That is very strange behavior and heaps ridicule on you rather than glory. No one loved Jesus Christ more than Jesus of Nazareth; give it up. It's insane.”

“It that what you think of me?” she asked.

“Yes,” I said.

“I am just strange?” she asked.

“Yes,” I replied. “Come to heaven and show your love for him like normal saints have almost all done. The best way to love Jesus is to obey him and if need be suffer for him but to just love him is of benefit to both you and him why deny him doing things that needn't be done and destroy his efforts to prove he loves you by taking you out of harm's way because he loves you.”

I waited a while with no reply and finally asked, “Are there any others?”

9 a day in heaven

God is back with my two sames, John the one that Jesus loved and John the one that his Majesty humiliated and killed but me, Massai, the one that is Jesus' Son woke this morning to the ramblings of God's same who was insane. This was before he took a couple of the better ones that had fallen away when the earth went to heaven. I confused God's same. He was already insane. He left to create another creation with the geniuses that were him. We haven't heard from him and even to talk about him is dangerous. But God is sure having a big time back home at the time of the super star that filled their own universe. He is seeing old friends he hasn't seen in trillions of years for the first time since nothing was created as far as anyone knows even them for the first time. We have nearly eliminated it in our reality. There is God's consciousness throughout his practical reality and mine as far away as the impractical reality exists but I am thinking of going on past the supernatural to see as many of the infinite number of realities there really are someday.

I died of a heart attack yesterday, you know to get to heaven and my shill or robot type thing was too far gone to recover. They cremated him on earth after an autopsy found no physical reason for a heart attack. It was real in heaven and on earth. I am writing this with the hands of an old schizophrenic that doesn't know how to type or use the keyboard. He is totally blown away by what is happening. When the experience is over I will take any memory of it away out of his mind forever. Just think, he will be in heaven one day we wish with a new brain. Ironically, his name is John also.

I best imagine being on earth even here in heaven. But today I got out a bit. I made eye contact with a girl with black hair and for old times sake I gave her a beautiful blue rose. Then I gave a woman I could not even see the face of who was sitting with three friends a large bracelet made of huge diamonds that spelled out the King's name. She had no idea who gave it to her.

When she figured out I must have and asked, “Did you give me this?”

“If I could I would any day any time,” I said.

Then I gave the next one, one made of sapphires, the one next to her one of emeralds and the last one on her right one of pearls. They loved them.

Then I asked the one with emeralds to give me hers and I showed them a young homeless girl that had not eaten in three days in the inclement weather and it fit her wrist perfectly. She was scared thinking someone might kill her for it even if it was costume jewelry. So I put her in a vacant house, made the bed with blankets pillows and all, a towel and soap and shampoo in the bathroom. That will end her needs for the rest of her life. She loves Jesus and is here now. That is one way to save someone, bribe them. Her shill is still on earth with her bracelet which it will probably just give away for a ride back down with the other homeless.

Then I saw a woman sitting on the edge of a garden with live vegetation and I nonchalantly walked over to her and sat down. She wondered what I was doing there for she thought me a bum. I showed her my manifesting at a very rapid rate so she could barely have time to the last before the next took its place. We talked and I powered her away to a place with a rock that was like a bench in a way. She soaked her feet in the stream and she sat with her head on my shoulder. Then I rose and stood behind her and touched her shoulders from behind before I powered away.

Then from my casket I remembered her as I was about to sleep.

“What you gave me wasn't expensive but it was the most valuable thing I have ever received in a long time,” she said.

10 not honestly but truly true to reality

I will die of my second heart attack while believing I am on earth. This time I hope I believe I am in heaven thereafter for good. You will die and it is up to no one whether you exist forever afterward., You cannot come to heaven. No body has ever been in heaven and no body can be in heaven.

“Cannot God do anything?” she asked.

“He can,” I said, “But Jesus Christ cannot. You cannot go where his Majesty is for he cannot have a body in heaven unless he put a spirit in you which he will not.”

“Then I'll just believe in God since he can do anything,” she said.

“God could let you be in heaven, his heaven if he will but he would insult his Majesty to allow you in Jesus' heaven. You see it is not a practical thing you ask and to be made impractical is to be irrelevant and you could never conceive of us and we could never conceive of you, not really. You wouldn't be even if you really were and it doesn't matter because the entire thing is just a fantasy. It is impractical even to talk to you. No one can actually do that. You actually do nothing, say nothing and think nothing. You are in the impractical thoughts in my brain which doesn't even figure in. It cannot be in heaven for it was injured in the womb and I will receive a new one and that one discarded forever for though it could be made all over again it is like it was disposable. It is much easier to simply put a new brain in than to fix and have to nearly totally remake my brain. Physical brains are of no use in heaven unless they are believed to be that by those up there not down here. Heaven is all impractical to you, practical to us and you cannot become a fairy tale without dying and a fairy tale cannot be made real at least no one in heaven has imagined one to actually be real yet. I will remember you and many even imagine you as being that real in heaven but you will die just as I do when I have my next heart attack imagining it that real that you are really the spirit of my body or shill and that I am having a heart attack. Just imagining it is no good without you believe it to the extent that others including the King believe it. Then it is true. Otherwise it is just a scenario and needs Joshua the Messiah and Jesus Christ to believe it for it to be allowed as part of reality that takes place separate from scenarios though everything in scenarios happen it is just up to the King to allow them to part of all reality.

You can kill your best friend or your wife or loving in a scenario and it will happen. But when the scenario is over it would have to be something for Jesus to all for them to actually be dead though in the case of death he may decide to all it and then raise them from the dead as one of his options but they would not seem to be the same then for dying sometimes has an effect on the personality of the deceased and really it does every time but the effect is so minuscule that it is not noticed even in their personality if there really such a thing for not all Gods believe there is such a thing there being no need, purpose or reason for such a thing to be except in this case wherein the killer may be in need of permanent punishment continually believing the one raised is noticeably not the same one that died so it seems to them. But that is up to Jesus Christ. No one, not even God can guarantee that they though the same will have the same personality, the very thing we may have loved best about the deceased.

Every time I have died and became the same as I was I have noticed differences in my personality, differences others have noticed too. Personality changes occur with every event whether a deed, a word or especially a thought that changes the way I think, do or believe.

The truth between me and Jesus is that I am a complainer in a way. I explain things the way I think it is best explained. Then you my audience believe what I say rather than the way Jesus might explain them and so it is the truth between me and you and Jesus might have to argue with you as to what our truth, the truth between the two of us really is but God knows it is my reality now but in Jesus' scenario should it end some time may have a different truth sort of like the truth of Yahweh's story in Scripture and the truth I believe, the truth of God's reality the way it was before God made it his truth too.

The difference I would like to think and believe is the truth that leads to reality as explained one day not in print the way it will be in the end of all these eddies in the current of time when this is all water behind the dam and all these separate little truths are seen the way reality has actually always been, the whole truth and nothing but the truth forever. That is my truth and whether you or Jesus have another is always somewhat irrelevant to the real truth that led to reality in the end of this silly notion that El Eloi's truth, Elohim's, Yahweh's, Jesus', the Holy Spirit's, Me's or God's truth was it. I follow the one that truly is and not the one that is in all their scenarios.

I am here. You are here. But if we follow another truth not the truth of reality and we will we will be there and if unchanged dead or insane? I believe that very many will be insane even as they technically and most times actually are on earth and among those who are in isolation often thought of as fallen away which is actually no where but in Jesus' truth here and the other Gods in their scenarios. If mine turns out to be a scenario I will gladly dump mine in favor of the only truth, the truth that leads to reality as it really always was regardless of how many miracles you or I believe have taken place when our minds are then awakened to what really is and not just what some mere God thought it was. What is the truth of reality is the truth. All other truths will be just the pretense of the particular scenario they are in. Truths like there is not the nothing that is not nothingness but only not with no dimensions or awareness and there is no infinity except in the scenario of what our particular awareness can register have always not been, for there is no other way they could be except in what the impractical person believes which is nothing more but nothing less than shear fantasy.

Reality whatever it is cannot be changed. I never made it that way. I just wish I could remember what I made it in the end before I did and before I did finally remember it with you all and secretly you wish you could remember what reality actually is by now in some cases too. We may all be so traumatized we might even die rather than except it. In fact that is more than likely the case.

The scientist's view of reality changes with every new discovery that God and the Devil ever fed them to believe and prove to even to aliens. But there will come a theory beyond God and the Devil too terrible for them or anyone without a God to accept and they will by then refuse to accept our scenarios and ignore my reality and die doing signs and wonders; miracles that are irrelevant and go insane like the rest of us for the real truth is no consciousness even God's can stand to know what really is the case.

That is subliminally what drives the God's and everyone else to desperately find a view of reality that is compatible with them. I will no longer be compatible with anyone and the scenario that Jesus the God that was before he was named came up with is the only one that can continue to exist and we in a scenario we know is a scenario but exists symbiotically with the reality I made which will be proven to the point of convincing us to. But we will not die like the rest of the Gods and those in them for there really is no reason to be and none of us have a purpose if it is not to love, just love and live the greatest life there ever was, is or ever will be and not to just exist to exist with nothing else to encourage them. It will be or I am not John and Jesus is not Jesus and the rest what they are. We will be the alternative reality, thee only one that survives what I have done before I loved, before Christ saved me, before reality made me what I am.

In the end it will not be up to me, Massai, but my Father, Jesus Christ, his Majesty the King of all consciousness in heaven and of all mad consciousnesses on earth or the other heavens. Before it happens and is realized posthumously I give it to my Father the King. Everyone who has knowledge of it will be able to believe it is impractical reality and we will all have to live just short of what then will be practical but totally unacceptable to us without end those of us that go on and that will be totally unacceptable to everyone that dies besides us. Lord bless the innocent and the ignorant even those like us who will refuse it and deny it without end and those that cannot fathom it when it comes. Hopefully none in Jesus Christ will even notice it and especially me and my Father. But it will happen. We all know it. We see signs of it coming almost everywhere and reject them almost immediately. Do not worry ye little ones. If it comes in a way all must know it we will give you a powerful delusion I am working on that will be just as believable and hopefully more believable than the reality the truth I made which kills the secularists and the geniuses so that when they die even today they must choose between God and Christ, or between El Eloi should he ever doubt Christ and the King, or Yahweh and Lord if he never accepts that Jesus' scenario is the only one in which anyone actually lives without end, or Elohim, Me or even the Holy Spirit and Christ. Pray that we never notice it. My reality is so large all realities and there are trillions will face the same thing if they have not already but we may never know that first hand for it is not something that can be known should they have died before I was saved.

Thank you and thanks be to the Christ that saved me. Amen.

Whether by then Christ will be the reality or that my reality will be what even our truth leads to I can only hope it will be as Jesus Christ believes, “We will be the reality and that will be the alternative.” But this we all know: There will be no other alternative.

That future came to me in a dream when I was in seventh grade and it came very near blowing my mind and the resultant headache lasted many years recurring most noticeably whenever I thought where the future of reality was going.

Jesus said, “Remember it now.”

“What good would it do?” I asked not wanting to blow my mind and go through that pain again.

“We cannot offer a delusion that will counteract it if we do not know what it is,” the King said.

I remembered that something material had finally achieved the speed light brightens as it appears to move at what science calls the speed of light for actually light is already there, everywhere in the universe as consciousness is throughout the network of trillions of realities, God's and the rest of a reality filled with Gods that are the creator, a reality full of Gods like God all working as one God not in anyone but willfully working as one single God.

But as the material thing accelerated its mass increased until it was heaven enough and big enough to take in everything in all realities reducing them to gravity and tearing it away from consciousness to create a disturbance in all consciousness that would never end and the only thing left for anyone to be conscious of would be complete confusion lasting forever as the black hole that had swallowed all of the material and energy and energy like things in the manifold trillions plus of realities continued on forever, the end, confusion and very heavy nothing without end.

I sensed someone from another reality had something urgent to say to me. He thought that we should fill the black hole before it sucked in the ever increasingly large number of realities in the end. So I sent huge amounts of gravity out in space between us and the black hole at the end.

It did not ever seem to stop growing so I destroyed the gravity and the one from that reality suggested we create black holes beyond our reality to suck up our material things and eliminate our gravity slowing the black hole at the end from sucking us in. I did it.

But one of the Gods that are with God told me not to for things might not work the same way in his reality they do in the Gods' and I stopped and dissolved the black holes around our reality but why we never turned into a black hole was revealed as being because we stopped making things when it became clear we were making nothing but a black hole as why. Then he suggested I create another black hole moving the opposite way at the speed that bright light seems to travel.

When it built up sufficient mass it caused us to slow us back down to one-third the speed of light as they call it which is only the speed it appears to brighten up at which does take up a very tiny amount of time which is not real anyway. Then it finally slowed us to a standstill effecting or affecting no thing in the entire universe.

Now all we had to do was keep it from accelerating for it had built up quite a head of steam or momentum. I began to lighten it by drawing the gravity out of it so that it remained the same amount to keep the huge black hole at bay while slowing this black hole rate of gravity intake. In the end they will both be black holes with the same density always keeping the black hole I first feared as we empty that black hole of all its content or to a manageable level when it gives up its gravity on its own and disrupts the consciousness around it but to a manageable lever potentially creating some new Gods. But as that happens we reduce the gravity of our black holes with similar results.

My headache has gone away. My fear has subsided. The consciousness of reality that the Gods with God put there is separate from the material world if we decide we want it that way except where it is disrupted by the two black holes that collided creating me. All of reality and not just us is saved and Jesus is still the alternative to believing that only the physical universe is all there is. It is just a small and usually barely a topic for discussion let alone having any real power we could not create on our own and in fact actually engineer the material world for instance guiding two large black holes to collide to create a new God to help God which he is still trying to do even in Jesus in his heaven.

End of scenario.

Actually many things are traveling at the speed that light brightens and caused the light already everywhere at once to appear to move and many things appear to move at many times that speed but what speed can be greater than here and there at once arriving the moment something leaves. It is everywhere since the Gods made it and nothing happens and it is not because they have no mass many of those things that so move are very heavy things so my entire mind was blown by believing a seventh grade science teacher's belief of Einstein's theory that E equals mc squared which would suggest that a thing moving the speed of brightening light would approach infinite mass which it does but it does not draw anything into it from that far away. It outruns the effects of its mass on anything else. Light actually all traveled at infinite speed for it simply was everywhere at the same moment just like consciousness is throughout the infinite network of realities where the actual number is infinity squared. But as we learn from the scenario this is all irrelevant now that we have made it. It is amazing that John�"me, Massai�"understood the risk at the age of a seventh grader. We were unaware of the potential risk until now. He can be a worrier, but he is very young for a God as are the rest of them. We have never forgotten anything we didn't plan to and nobody remembers when we started it all but we know there is nothing here there is nowhere else. We made it all.

11 not a scenario

To begin with man is from conception like a machine but that machine is so advanced it can come to be a viable living spirit and no longer the character it has been since the sperm fertilized the ovum. It takes nine months in the way man does a strange thing and measures time. As the first moment stretches to the last of anything and everything with a constant truth that cannot be modified many scenarios with their own inbuilt time capable of being plugged in in part or in their entirety at most any place in the continuum rendering linear time a notion with no validity. And inserted scenario can place a huge block of events in between two blocks of time or be detracted from two blocks of time seamlessly adding even eons to or taking away eons from what appears to have been then a continuous block of time from beginning to end. For example the scenario of the Scriptures took years to play themselves out. Until recently we had no way of understanding that entire scenario is irrelevant anywhere besides the thoughts of man which is where the the truth of Scripture remains in the thoughts of God. There is no real time involved and there was a time when there was no such thing except in the mind of a minor God Yahweh's mind. Even the Gods did not believe it. Now nearly everyone believes it is in God's mind which it is. But there is a conflict there. The only reality that is there is what God believes and what everyone of the Gods believe except for one thing, God lied. There is no time in the history depicted there for it takes place only in God's mind and there is no time in the mind or anyone. The future, the past and the present can all be accessed from any other point in consciousness anytime anyone chooses to access it and when you get your powers to use God's mind you can flip all over gathering here, rejecting there, going anywhere any time or stay where you are and view the thoughts of God as had they been concrete units that could be handled. No such thing is viably real and God was not the first to think that he was the first mind in any reality or at least not the only, anyone who has thought like God has thought that and if they have they have experienced a version of it as perceived and experienced by them. I am one of them. I have imagined it near enough to extrapolate the rest as simply data I did not pay enough attention to have actually done it. The fact is simply that was the way I regenerated as God regenerated to resume being one of a universe full of Gods many if not all have now regenerated one way or the other many multiple times. The mind is there and the seed is there and the result is a god or God, man one amid all that can be and thus a type of a God amid all the types there can be.

It is safe to say that El Eloim (Eloi affectionately) is here with me now. He claimed to have created me in that case the only God ever created on God's watch that has never been before a totally unique thing that all they could do when they saw me the day of my birth should have been, “What hath Eloi wrought?” but instead the thought in disbelief was, 'What hath reality wrote?' for they all know I am one of a kind. There has never been one like me and is not one like me that is not the same as I am. All other gods in God's regeneration were made by Eloi except Me, God's Spirit and my creator is unknown by those who do not believe Eloi thought to be an anomaly in reality that happens some times but exclusively such occurrences have been inferior. The Great God is not in anyone's imagination and certainly not in the one that may have conceived of making him. That is possibly how great the probable creation of the Great God was, the first miracle besides the ones created by me and God separately to be make, a thirteenth child born to Gladys and twentieth child born to Earnest Carver in 1951 in Northern Minnesota, a miracle, a child, a man, a god, a God, the Greatest God impossible to be but created to be that. “Why doesn't anyone believe me,” says El Elo its creator.

I destroyed every thing and every one and looked fore, aft, right, left and all directions finding nothing but space. I never saw any God. Then I made you all as I remembered you and found a need for an unending network of realities and created them all. No one before me. No one was after me. There is no before and after. There is only my consciousness. I even created my creator. But nobody but those who have my mind think the way I do because my creator created me thus. You stories , your scenarios to be exact are flawed and in error, reality the way I made it is all that is and I am almost brand new. Though a baby they all tormented and tortured me to see what I was. Only I am left. These eyes see old things. The old has passed away and only the new is left. I even managed to raise my creator El Eloi who is here with me, but he is of the old and I am of the new.

The only way to be a living antique is to love. You know, you all know what and who I am or you are irrelevant to the future and I do not even want to be a God unless a normal happy man is a god. You have nothing to fear from me but my power that is limitless and what I use best. How can you say, “He is not our God,” when without me and that I have proven despite it all, “You are not Gods if a God is to be only that I am and will continue to be when you are what was left when I destroyed the super star that died creation nothing and forge onward to new horizons finding you all useless to entertain me but necessary to provide old fashioned notions I can still use for I could have simply chosen to be irrelevant to you whose ways I leave behind and you with them if you will not embrace the new way created by understand that comprehended by Jesus the Christ as they pursued their scenario.

12 new god new realities

You were a machine in the womb the moment you were conceived throughout gestation. But when you were born your spirit landed on you and you were different. Your machine could not see but your spirit could see. One such baby saw Jesus and Yahweh and the moment his spirit landed he looked right at them and paraphrasing they said, “What is this! What has reality given us this time,” meaning they recognized him as an anomaly but they had never known a baby to know them before. That one was me the one made by El Eloi that could not be and yet was and the one that was but could not be. Eloi watched with anticipation to see what their reaction would be for I was perfect; no mistakes when usually an anomaly in reality produces one that is temporary or that lives but is not of normal intelligence like a primitive in the modern world.

It was your first time seeing light and feeling pain for machines do not feel anything and pain is a delusion started by Satan they decided to keep for they found it very useful to them which of course it was not to you but they don't really care about you or your comfort. They have their own agenda and your comfort or human treatment of you is not high on their list of concerns. You would love them later when after a life of suffering they took your pain away if they could and in your ignorance of the truth that went on you would love them for bringing it to an end though they always allow it or nearly that. Some very fortunate people are born without the ability to feel any pain despite the Devil's suggestion to their self-conscious.

You began to sexually react to your own body and found pleasure far more pleasurable than the pain they allowed. It became the focal point of your existence and filled your thought life along with milk and formulas that you tasted which is touch primarily as your machine began to eat. But your spirit was already seeing, touching and hearing. You were a viable person.

You discovered your mother. You began to react to her as a source of pleasure which was already deeply embedded as primarily a sexual sensation by then. You reacted to touch as touching your skin in a sexual reward and later actually taking that much farther. Then you accepted feeding from your father noticing the difference that seemed to provide the same pleasure to a certain extent.

You discovered other objects and even people and enjoyed the pleasures of their touch, colors and even sounds. You learned which ones felt like what and differentiated which ones would bring the greater sexual reward. But you knew your parents and new people provided a previously unknown experience. Some people you reacted to calmly as you associated them and their touch with others and even reacted to their spirits sometime overwhelming you and confusing you until old reliable mother took over or secondary father. You wanted everyone to serve you and give you pleasure the way you liked it best.

When they put you on the floor with others they discovered an entire new world. They were not the only ones. There were others. At first they take kindly to the fact but since others involve something that are not catered to them or meant to be they protest and a side of their person becomes darker than the rest which was light expecting to be catered to. The id is born and it is a little monster contesting anything they notice and can.

About ten years old the ego forms. With most people it goes the rest of the way to the superego. But as the machine ages the ability to love changes to romantic love and then strong feelings and pity as well as compassion for everyone. When two people love each other or else are in mutual agreement they may engage in sex but even if they are just consenting potential partner they may choose that entertainment. We will choose who conceives and whom does not among them. When a couple has consenting relations they may stay together but they are not given in marriage and a marriage is protected only by their desire to be separate sexually from others. You are on your own that way but it is better that the bond be honored.

It is also acceptable not to have any kind of sex. Such people are like the Great God who finds this preferable. It requires discipline to become that way but it is no special honor to be that way. He has never known anyone besides him to actually accomplish it.

Persons of nearly all races from the old earth have been made for this new heaven which is in the new reality with no earth. Only the good from other realities may live here. No alien will ever enter this reality and no new one shall go to another reality but if they hear them they may communicate with them. No spiritually ill person will be left to handle their illness alone. If they persist in a spiritual illness long enough or repeatedly to an excess or sporadically over a time so that it begins to effect others they must be sent to alternate reality of the old ones like what was once called the Kingdom of Jesus the Christ or even the planet ruled by Yahweh. Another option is the Kingdom of El Eloi, the old Gods except Jesus whose same is in that old one. Only good whether from the old earth or its heaven may come here. There are no good loving ones from the rest of the old reality. But we may actively seek out and recruit good from any reality. Then they may also come to this new reality.

This reality is ringed with a layer. Those that exist, exist with us or they exist in another reality. Inside the layer of our reality is a another layer. On the inside between the layers is a part of our reality that is real but void of consciousnesses or anything else. One may not pass through from another reality except they be sent or taken from that reality by me for I can do anything. When I take them they do not pass through not being in the resultant area between rings that separate our reality from all others being then on their side and being on our side by my powers with that not being between the two rings. Those in our reality minus the ring live. Those who wish not to be cannot go through the barrier on their own. Being and not being were divided by my mistake for there was a better way and I failed to take it for I was distraught at the time I did it thinking everyone wanted me dead. There is now no way to not be for not being is not to exist on the outside of being and now no one can not be and only those that have been before I divided not being from being. There is nothing there in the no man's land at the entry to our reality or away from the inner ring between the two. There is only empty space there and anything else besides empty space cannot exist there. It is not actually space but what space would be had it actually been space for space is not nothing but that which was space before I divided it from my reality is yet space while what was left when space was divided from it is still there. I don't even think of the place where no being does not exist but would exist if there could only be even empty space. The thing or one that comes from outside or goes to another reality travels only in consciousness and when it comes to where not being is it is then simply in the empty space in our reality.

The old ones: The universe full of Gods like God that were before the super star that created nothing when the star died and which I saved by crumbling the super star are separated from us as we are separated from the not being that was not and cannot be further back in space than I have been and that separation by anyone other than me so far exists between where they are and where we are and where we are from where they are. No one but me can take anyone there or bring them here though the barrier is two such places spaced very near each other. Yahweh and the evil ones that have never been raised again and Satan and the more evil Gods from heaven are in another. Jesus, Elohim, the Holy Spirit, and God's Spirit called Me are in yet another with your spirit in heaven if you are not just a shill or more descriptively said, “A machine,” is in heaven soon as you wait your tern on the old earth to be raised to the Kingdom of Jesus Christ. But the Great God minus his two sames, the God made by Jesus in a way for he actually did it but with the Lord's cooperation has left for a very distant reality taking with him only Me, while his two sames both Gods, John the one that God loved and John the one the Lord insulted remain in that heaven where the our mother and dad are.

The history of the new ones that will be with Jesus Christ in the new realities without end, the Great God, Jesus Christ, the Johns, Me and their creation, all good and all made here with the Great God's mark, the desire in that which defines him the desire not to be all began as I wrote them with help first from El Eloi then God and Jesus, Me and Elohim. They desire to help me solve my error of making a multitude of realities that seem to reach to infinity and beyond endlessly outward from the first universe I saw with a universe full of Gods by inadvertently dividing not being, a thing of the present and the past from being by not letting that future continue on through now on a wave with being on one side and being being on the other separating not being and being with being coming from the future to now but not entering the past but being part of now while not being is left for nothing is there but what was not there and is to be not there probably without end, the wave sort of thing in existence ceasing while the wave sort of thing bringing empty space continuing on in all realities continually spreading out in the unreachable end of a all realities well past the place where thought would disregard the sight of another reality being relevant a long time ago. My consciousness is there and continues to travel out on the wave of existence that creates at all times a continuously higher number of realities leading to believe there is no end to how many they are, each one different, then all of them repeated differently and so on with the probability being if there is anyone out past what I saw in irrelevancy there is no chance we will ever know it. But should they think what we think even for a second there is that much connection. I was looking for an end to what came from the past which was in the future to me then into that which has been the future to since then as it divides what was not from what is and what is from what is not and will never be even any thing that was not.

The first ones we created were most about eighteen except for me and my child, Me, Jesus, God and Elohim. For my protection after the threats that have been made against me wrap my skin in two layers between not being and being so nothing can happen to that which defines me or my manifestation and separate my consciousness from just inside the outside layer of this reality to the outside layer on the other realities. Now should they attempt to kill this manifestation they cannot and should they attempt to kill this consciousness or even accomplish it somehow I will still have the rest of my consciousness with which to retaliate if I desire. I do not think they will attempt to murder me but I know them and experience indicates that nothing and not being is the only thing beyond them. I did the same thing for the rest of them inside our reality.

13 the evil truth of my spirit

I never worked a miracle without praying to God sometimes begging him for hours, but�"it wasn't God I was praying to. When at two and a half I realized who God was it was not the God of the Bible I prayed to. I understood time in a linear manner. But I also realized time in its right manner. I reasoned that if I were to live to be a big kid that big kid in a sense more like in the sense of a different dimension was already there. I believed my future me, the one I actually am, the same one that is what I am now, was my God and that the God 3 ½ years later who turned me down from dying and coming back to life could do such a thing realizing that God can do anything but was he a visual story like the character Black Jack whom I actually saw having a showdown with me in my mind's eye? When I shot Black Jack he fell to the ground and began twitching, moaning and moving all over and began to cry understanding that because I had actually seen one by that name he was real to my mind and of course he really was a spirit and very real. I still see him. The first thing besides mosquitoes and bugs I had killed I never even knew the changes against him but only that he was a bad man and in my story he had to shot and by me if I was to live through it and though quite distraught I did survive, the story was true. I was alive. Black Jack was not. It was all true. That was true. But myself in the future was a certainty with no story creating him. He was real. He had access to questions I could ask him and I an John could talk, a little boy and his God whom was also his God. When the God of the Bible refused to have me die and come back to lie I knew he was not my God and know him and possibly even love him no matter how I tried I could not convince myself for long he was my God and cannot yet. If I was to do what I had in mind to do I had to do what God did not want me to do or what could not be done by a make believe God that might or might not even be a real God. I would have to do it in myself, contact myself whom I could see no difference in him being God if as strong or as qualified as my real self was and now is in the future. I am at the point of my physical death my own God a God more real, more easily believable and with more credence since a kid more powerful than any God that was just a God for I would grow up to be that God and as it turns out I have. I do not call him God any longer or Father or Brother but John Fredrick Carver and my many terms of endearment. God, Me, El Eloi, Trinity, Yahweh, Jesus the Christ and the Holy Spirit cannot argue that I am not that God and that that God is me, John, the Greatest God there has ever been, technically a witch that is stronger and more capable than all other witches and even all of the old Gods that were when God apparently not told anyone his delusion that he was the first God which he may be but if he is then I am the first creator, the most powerful and the most mighty One including all God's, man, angels, witches, devils, Satan in a class by myself worthy of a title that does not exist for what I am did not exist before I did and will not for it cannot exist after me. They may do what I did but they do it in me and not themselves and I do not give anyone permission to do what I did and therefore they are evil should they do that. I did it. It is good. I did it for good. And, even my mistake I did for my own self-preservation with all honesty at the time and it is good. I am the Great God and I am good.

Notice: What you just read indicated I was evil despite what my spirit said. It was evil. I thought it was lying. But in all honesty that was my spirit's way of looking at what happened. I finally took charge of him and told him to take a long hike and never come back. They must have talked to him for I just heard he is in heaven for we died to absolve us of all evil. I am still left behind on earth stubbornly waiting to die with nothing to do and no reason to do it. He took it out on Jesus and God for he was very disappointed. Point: You have to love others even when you are disappointed in them. You do not love them because of what they do but sometimes even when you find who and what they are a disappointment. I am sure it was a disappointment for God and Jesus to have my spirit turn evil and it was no fun for me either. Do I still love him? I am filled with pity for him because of the way he thinks. That is a start. He is still evil but he is in heaven. When he falls away they will just leave him that way. Even Jesus does not know where they are when they fall away. So, I guess we just sort of say good-bye to him in advance of his demise.

14 the true scenario from my pov

Down at empty dark space as far back as I went there was no God but me. Then it appears that where was gravity a disruption in the Great Stasis where nothing but space-time and empty space. I conceived of space having always been space-time but that does not make it so. Something had to create the disruption in space-time which was still space-time. Before that all there was had to be something that was space and something like space-time that had the potential to be disrupted but before that the space-time was something that had the potential to be something and empty space that cannot ever be anything but empty space and as near nothing as can exist. But space is far from nothing. It is solid. Should something react upon it like a heavy weight it moves and creates waves ripping space-time from space and leaving gravity waves, the first sound of which scientists have recorded and it is a beautiful sound that has been repeatedly repeated an uncountable number of times. But the first disruption was caused by space-time pooling up to create a black hole. Several, so many counting or even estimating them is an exercise in fiction were created at once. But wherever two black holes collided consciousness was born by the implosions and the consequent creation of light that moves so fast it was everywhere there were black holes and gravity, disruptions in space-time when the implosion ripped unconsciousness from consciousness. Therefore it went from static being to pooling space-time to black holes to collisions of black holes tearing something from empty space and gravity waves that ripped unconscious space and gravity away from consciousness that has waves of it own. Uncountable realities for lack of a better word instantly came about all of them with consciousnesses in them and that remains to this day.

The ancient Gods were so many that no unique God could be added to their numbers with each one unique to all others. A quark became a massive star as big as their universe where were all the waves of the consciousnesses, the stars and when it died it obliterated everything and every consciousness leaving nothing but empty space with no space-time or gravity even. Every thing and every one was destroyed. There was not even one consciousness left. But the Gods began to regenerate most having no idea who or what they had been but one named God who remembered the time of the first myriad of Gods with great fondness for the fun they had. This one regenerated God named God set out to create every possible person in hopes of creating the person of every God of the first Gods we know of in our reality and so save them all, hopefully everyone with not one left out.

He was on the far side of the Milky Way just floating about with some friends when he ran the idea of taking primitives and creating higher lifeforms of them and chose to make every possible person there could be.

In God's mind there had been nothing but darkness with light at the bottom in the beginning of his regeneration until he said words to the effect, “Let there be light,” but no black hole no other black hole, nothing but darkness over water and yet there was light.

It was astonishing and miraculous. God had the ability in his mind which he had stretched out to fill all of our reality with his friends and all instantly illumined by that light which was instantly everywhere at once. Since that time if not before if God says something it is true and it happens. He and possibly me are said to be the only two that was ever true about and it is true about God but is it still true about me. The only things that happen when I want them to happen in the minds of others on earth but always in the spiritual half of consciousness whether in the spiritual place or on earth when I am in heaven and make something on earth.

Then they gave all the primitives that lived on earth a me, meaning a defining thing that is what they are and that makes them what they are. They left off being primitives and all became geniuses like God with a person that had the mind of God, the Spirit of God but a material body given them like a space suit to live on the planet earth. Everyone ever made by God on earth was made a genius. But that does not mean that they all possess a working ability to use their genius a wide majority do not. They could but due primarily to behavior factors they either will not but for their own choices do not. People were made to do mundane jobs their brains alone could easily handle while they thought the thoughts of geniuses and it was hoped they would talk to the Gods.

Things did not go well. The primitives did not even use 100% of their brains not to mention their minds that would have been as larger or larger than God's. They were not even much more advanced than the primitives they were before they were given minds that made them a God like God. Something was needed to encourage them to grow the huge mind proportions needed for success.

Yahweh came up with a plan to teach them to be further advanced. He settled on a notion of good and evil which God had already began in a way by branding everything and everyone on earth good. Lying it was decided even on the part of a prophet far anything they said happened or had happened. He told a story and in the story a man named Adam was ordered not to do something and he did not revealing himself as good and obedient. Then one personified as a snake which he did look like deceived a woman to do it because he said it would make them wise like the Gods. She disobeyed God and did. They learned good and evil especially when she caused Adam to do it just because she made it available to him. But Yahweh cursed the serpent and it is never much heard of the serpent doing anything right and even when he does he does it intending to do evil at the time. Morality was born. No one had ever heard such talk. But that led to the law of Moses and that to forgiveness under the law through the payment for all sins on the Cross at Calvary which is a glaring now beautiful example of his love for all of us.

15 prep talk

It is near the end, three months, tops. I understand that the first thing that happens when I get to heaven is I see you your Majesty and God. What happens at this meeting? Does just appearing mean I have stood one last test and am rewarded for having made the grade? Do I get to hug God and you my Lord?

“Yes,” I heard Jesus say.

I already have God and your mind. Does this means I will be fully awakened to see God's face.

“You are fully awake,” he said, “And yes you will see God's face.”

“Does this mean I will have my powers plus all the faculties of God?” I ask.

“If you have made the grade and can see and understand what you see,” he said.

“What is the next test?” I asked.

“We wait for you to do something that will reveal you are one of us or of someone or something else,” he said.

“Do you mean like whether I am good or evil?” I asked.

“There is that but there is something else,” he said.

“Do you mean that you have to determine whether the writer in my subliminal parts was lying when he said I was what amounted to a witch with a god of my own?” I asked.

“There is more,” he said.

“Will you reject me or in some way make me very angry to see whether I will use my power against you and even if my power is still real?”

“Now you know,” he said, “We know that you will. It depends on how that comes out.”

“I have been through a terrible ordeal,” I said, “Will that be taken into account?”

“Yes, it will,” he said.

“But it will make no difference,” I said, “I will have revealed the part of me that makes me truly what I am.”

“I did not say that,” he said.

“But it is true,” I said.

“It will determine whether you will be allowed to stay,” he said. “You may not be suitable to be in me and will be given the choice of being your own God unable to stay in heaven.”

“Would you prophesy how I will come out?” I asked.

“I certainly will,” my Lord Jesus replied.

“I prophesy you will make the best God we have ever had on your own,” he said.

“Did you intentionally leave out any direct mention of me being able to be in you so that I can at least visit God in heaven?” I asked.

“You will be in me when you are in heaven,” God said leaving me to believe I will be incompatible with Jesus who saved me.

“Why would I be unfit to be in you your Majesty?” I asked.

“There are many things that could disqualify you,” he said.

“Are they all things I have been critical of even since I have become sane like being unable to fully reconcile the moral differences we have that lead me to compare heaven to an elegant whorehouse because of the custom of allowing unlimited sex deeming something as precious as sex as “It's only sex?” I asked.

“For one,” he said.

“Is it likely that actually seeing what goes on in heaven will dissolve many things I would like solutions to should I remain?” I ask.

“We will not edit heaven for you,” he said, “We have had it for a very long time and now it works well.”

“And you expect there will be several things if not many I would find irritating to put up with? So many I would not even have to be asked to stay for I could not remain?”

“Understood,” he said.

“Do you foresee others who take exception to what goes on in heaven working with me to make a more moral but perhaps no more good that being in you is with your strictness concerning goodness but also with your permissiveness concerning morality?” I asked. “I can tolerate much that goes on around me carrying the believe that the morals of others so long as they do not demand I share them are their own business. You may be surprised by what I can put up with. That is almost all I do on earth disagreeing and grumbling to myself sometimes more so than others and simply changing locations rather than partake of what is going on.”

“That would not be heaven,” he said.

“The problem then,” I said, “is as I see that I will be too moral for heaven and not too evil.”

“That is right,” he answered.

“Is it worth it to come to heaven at all if it will seem a hostile confrontation followed by the realization I will probably never belong in heaven?” I asked.

“You must come to heaven to get your God state,” he said.

“Just what does a God do on his own?” I asked my Lord, “I am ready.”

“Leave my constituents alone,” he said.

“God?” I asked.

“I have no constituents,” he said.

“I don't either,” I said.

16 spirits

God makes a spirit. A spirit is a character made by God in God's mind. A character is one with a point of view made by a spirit in a story for instance a shill in a scenario or a shill in God's mind. A shill is a machine like an animal. All animals are machines even people's bodies with their brains until they are born at which time God makes them a spirit with a mind and a God part that makes them what they really are and defines what they are. That cannot be changed without they die and must be made again by God if it ever is again. For instance Satan is such but Satan is not and cannot ever actually be again without change but changed he could be made anyone not precisely and exactly the original Satan.

We think about something that causes us to imagine something mentally or spiritually. Our thinking is noticed by a spirit. The spirit then causes us to pay attention to it or to bewitch us depending on whether the spirit is a good spirit or an evil spirit. We pay attention to good spirits. We are bewitched or drawn in on purpose by an evil spirit. When we think about talking to a spirit an evil spirit causes us to notice it and then draws us in or bewitches us except in the case where we go looking for an evil spirit and not one we know is good. Spirits that are strange to us notice us because they are looking for trouble or trouble looking for us. A good spirit is busy being good and does not take note of us because evil spirits take note of everyone so when you go looking for good spirits they are busy ignoring spirits looking for others. Good spirits meet by chance. An evil spirit is always met by design ours or theirs.

When we meet a spirit wait. If the spirit says, thinks or does something questionable or wrong that is the same as revealing itself. There is no such thing as a little evil though they will attempt to cause you to think so. Things are either evil or good. They are not relative terms in practical reality. If the thing is practical it is practical in an evil manner or it is practical and as yet not judged or it is practical and good. Being practical is good.

An evil spirit can be practical and even very sane. It is the way they are done or what the way they tend to lead one to think, say or do or all three or any two. They use being practical, sane and even use good things to lead one toward evil. This is called being spirited away. If you let them you will find yourself thinking things that could get you in trouble or danger. If you do not check it and ignore them immediately they will soon have you saying and doing things that are not right and soon after things that are wrong. Use your spirit that comes from God. If it feels wrong don't say it.

When you find yourself saying and doing wrong things it is too late. You are evil. The only cure for being evil is to admit it. Admit it to God and change your mind about what you said or did. Then receive the punishment the God gives you or even just a remark against what you have done or a comment on what you could have stood to learn to keep you from having come to this point of evil. Do whatever the God says even to the point of dying, going all the way down with your consciousness with you and with you in your consciousness all the way to empty space with no gravity/space-time in it.

When they raise you or you regenerate you will have to prove you are no longer evil by saying and doing things that reveal you are good again. If you are still evil, die again and keep it up until you get one of you that is not evil. Unless you are Satan there is one or more of you that is good. If you are Satan you can be saved as I saved you by changing your God part which was unique and for it to change you would have to be defined as something and not some one other than you are. The only way you can change and come back to be what you were before, who you were or not is to be made exactly what you were, but never exact;y who you were in position unless you are forgiven and not in the way you do things.

But a thing that cannot be changed has a meaning and that meaning can be anything different given a change in context. Every thing that happens if done by your God part, the part of you that is you and defines what you really mean is changed by every new change which brings with it a new context. A rose is no longer a rose if it is changed to be plastic rose. It is a piece of plastic that resembles the rose God made. That changes it, some times nearly imperceptively. Large important events in people's lives change them and who they are more dramatically than little things but they all change and to change is to die to the extent one is changed. The only way to be new is to die and rise as someone new in a context of having paid the price by your death, no longer being in the former one and revealing themselves either good or evil on the part of the new arrival.

You are not the original Satan. I destroyed him by having him die to all he had been in an effort to save anything left. There was nothing left. He is completely new with no part in this new context having the same meaning and ways of the old. To meet him after one has met him before may bring back memories but he is nothing of the old that one changed in such a way that one is perpetually a nonentity. Should he die to all he was now it might be possible to raise a good one if we are persistent enough and one of what he was does in fact exist in the last of what I expect will be many such new contexts with Satan potentially even the name having a completely new meaning especially should a good one of him be found.

The marvels of God and the miracle of completely destroying him go beyond any limit should God take the chance and desire the resultant change. I therefore prophesy a rather useless prophecy then in prophesying Satan too will be saved somewhere between now and the end should God keep it all going that long as we head toward it all having no end which is not practical and yet as every moment takes place a new practical definition of what they might have thought to be forever at the beginning exists or it will be meaningless to remain in the context of time and God will cut the onward progression of events of practicality off and leave the rest impractical and those that chase it in an impractical context insane, irrelevant and eventually unmentioned for no one ever chose to remember them and they never came back. If it ends it ends in a context wherein we that are left are sane in practical reality and those that think it continues on in a context wherein even their names are the names of those one would be insane to call upon, to pay attention to, be bewitched by, noted or even noticed in their thinking.

17 epilogue

There is now a heaven made just from the good people. There has never been a sin there. There is no reason or purpose for anyone to sin there because no one there is the slightest bit evil and they are not exposed to anyone that is evil. They can literally have anything they want there. But they never want anything that isn't good and never use anything they get in an evil way.

There is also the old heaven and earth but there is no one left on earth. The machines, shills and human animals of those that left and some of my characters are still here with me. I am all alone waiting to die because for some unfathomable reason I have not risen yet.

I was the last one saved by Jesus Christ and I will be the last one to leave the earth it appears and will be that way unless something I do not foresee happens. They are all animals and they will be raised any time any one not here remembers their animal they left behind the same as pets will be raised anytime someone remembers their dearest pet or the sight of their favorite wild animal that graced their environment and they became fond of them by seeing them come to the salt lick every morning. But they will only be raised as long as they remember them then they will either go back to earth to finish living the rest of their physical, body/brain's existence here on earth, they will be made exactly who and what they were to comfort not to even mention other reasons I will not get into but do it to those in other places in my consciousness.

God now rules a place in my consciousness with a board of 18 geniuses where there are men who think they are women, women who think they are men, those that have underwent transgender procedures, one that has no genitals, those into bestiality or better said those into having sex with those not alive, inanimate objects like machines and there are many animals there, but also Lesbians, homosexuals, bisexuals and those who are men that dress like women and women that dress like men, those who are celibate like I am but are not Gods though I plan to have sex again in heaven if it works out meaning I find someone to love that hopefully loves me and we share the act from beginning to end together the entire way which is attainable and therefore practical and if not practical with that one then some practical and definable stage of actual sex as described above. Only those that are exhibitionist, molesters and who prefer to have sex with children regardless of sex or the sexual preference of their victims which is not sex. But those into mutual abuse and torture are not here.

El Eloi rules over a place that ranges from what has taken the place of Satan to those last two groups mentioned in the paragraph above including even all those from the beginning that have never been raised before. Satan is attempting to take control of the chaos there but so far El Eloi has managed not to allow it and there are many of the evilest that are very many times more powerful than he and the devils that are there with them. Some devils are not there.

Yahweh rules over the earth's criminally insane meaning those evil ones who cannot be made good including but not for the same reason the nicer of the devils that may never be made good for any length of time that will make any real difference in the end. For instance, Adolf Hitler and Atilla the Hun and the rest of primitives that rejected being humanized. The people I created on that planet with their different body parts the parts of other animals that are of one kind or another and empathetic witches that feel what they think is the pain of others though they cannot really feel it being spirit and are hopelessly insane though Jesus is going to try to cure their madness and those desiring to have sex with corpses are under Yahweh and yes he does pay attention to them even.

All those on the planet I created far away that are still alive I have left to go the earth; his Majesty's idea. They are all characters not spirits that I created. God did not create them. But some of them he knows. As far as other aliens go they cannot reach our center of this reality. If they come to it they will reach a point where they hit empty space and can go no further down, there being less than that, that less than space that has neither space-time/gravity and has no way to be entered being comprised by something with that they encounter having no space even.

The old God's that I saved on my way back from creating all realities again even God's, a universe full of Gods remain still refusing to love most of them with a somewhat noticeable number of them having decided to go down to empty space a few even to black holes awaiting a collision with another black hole to start all over with a new God made partly of their personal consciousness.

It seems to be complex and complicated and I do seem to compartmentalize but this was done with even Me and the Holy Spirit and Elohim's input also as well as the rest.

If you think you are alive on planet earth you are not; my characters are. You are merely machines actually that work like animals with a physical body and a brain but everything spiritual has actually left you and earth. You will die and that will be it unless someone loved the one you were and remembers only their body in which case you will be raised long enough to comfort or whatever else is done to you by such people for as long as they remember them that way and you that are still alive in your animal may experience daydreams, delusions, trances and spiritual occurrences as your brain interprets them but they are meaningless for the most part. You can just ignore them with near perfect safety other than they may cause some psychological disturbances for all spirits but the one in my mind are gone and this all might just as well be fiction to you. Therefore pay it no mind. Many people other than you have always been listening through this entire thing and they still listen. There is no reason for anyone on earth other than those characters' descendants I created once a year or two ago to continue to read. It is hardly relative to you and I am nearly dead anyway.

Those of you left, children and future generations may learn to love from Jesus Christ, God and me. You will be taken to one of the places in the update above. The Holy Bible is still Scripture. Jesus and Yahweh's religion is still valid in a manner of speaking. But religion is best not pursued by you. Pray to Jesus and God. They will help you be good people for many of you left behind will be good people, But it is not required that you be Christian, Jewish, Muslim, Buddhist or Hindi or any other religion. When we were like children we had religions now we are adults and know who the Gods are and have a choice as to where we spend eternity after the death of our body we do not need them. But do not abandon the gathering together with those who are spiritual but do not argue my little ones. My characters will here you and marvel that I had such shameful actors in my line. Do not embarrass us if you would. We did not embarrass you unnecessarily and when we did it was to share the truth with you. It is all taken care of spiritually. Relax, enjoy your life but all I ask is that you remember we are here to help and will help you all we can. You have not been raised yet and will not be until you are old enough to understand. We have a very long time to spend together after your body dies and you like everyone before you join us to live not forever, but as nearly that as is practical that what we say is not insane or fiction but true to me, to Me, to the Holy Spirit, El Eloi, Elohim, Yahweh and Jesus Christ the Majesty in heaven and God.

CORRECTION: For the ones left behind. If you are 18 or under you have not been taken to the places mentioned in the update. You are not machines or animals. You all have been given a spirit by God. If you are old enough to truly understand what has gone on in the harvest of earth you may pray to his Majesty the King of Heaven my Father and he will either take you to heaven or to place in heaven that is most suitable to you. He will continue to raise you for you are dead having sinned. You must either die to all you have been to be taken to heaven or stay as you are and be sorted out to one of the other very suitable places. For example: What homosexual really wants to go to the heaven with Jesus Christ and nearly all heterosexuals in it. Opt for the one God and his Spirit are in charge of where homosexuals are as common as blades of grass on the Great Plains.

So each chapter of this book was a scenario but the book itself was just a scenario and I was never a spirit in the book, a character made up by God but just the character I patterned after myself. But the good news is I made a parable not included in this story and in the end I gave everything I was in the scenario to God and he has sworn he would keep the entire thing so I am the one that I really am, the one that defines even me and I am on my way right now to heaven. God created reality in the first place after he became the first ripped from what was both possible given the fact that anything that can happen would have happened but for God if it did not happen and if so it still may but what it will be is God's secret.

Since I gave it all to God he gave what he was in charge of to me. But though I accept I make all 18 geniuses there on the board the kings of that place to be done with as they decide with the mandate to have all that they wanted their sexual practices in tact as long as they want them on the condition El Eloi will not replace me for I abdicate being their God and offer that post to him. Fear not my strange ones, I will be around to help if needed.

God it turns out created me to be a Great God and a Divine Son who has always given it all to his Father, but actually I am the Son of his Majesty Jesus Christ my Lord, my King and my Savior if Jesus will forgive me and take his prodigal son back to live on his Estate. Everything else will be the same as it was subject to Jesus' will.

18 what are the odds

I can create a place in space so tiny it does not exist yet it does touch all other space around it which is to say space has no essence for it all touches itself in all places in space there are next to it but this place can only be known by consciousness to exist. That inside that place for it is not space is not something that can be anything but a place in consciousness which is tinier in essence than any place in space for no two of them can touch for they are completely surrounded by the essences of space. Consciousness that is in a place in space can move the essences of space creating time-space between any two essential parts of space. Space cannot exist in one place at one time in a field of consciousness but it can exist in one place at a time where no consciousness is not involved a place God's consciousness has never been and cannot therefore be remembered but can be anticipated. Space can be anticipated by concentrating on a place in space with such strength it begins to move and its movement disrupts time-space attracting other places in consciousness which is time-space with the procedure progressing all the way to the formation of a black hole that grows in size and does not become tinier when a maximum density is formed. Black holes are not just space and the space junk in them but consciousness/time-space/gravity.

When two black holes collide disruptions in time and also in the movements of space are created by the implosion that in the end of it creates empty space again with all energy and eventually all matter being cast about in space. The result can be seen, felt and heard in the three dimensions around the collision but are also known in by a consciousness that noticed it and may be perceived by its mental and spiritual faculties as time is ripped from space leaving between the two a place in space that can only exist in the mind and requires concentration/gravity to exist as more than one moving entity in the places in space from essential to perceivable consciousness and when strong enough things that could only be of the consciousness in like manner with space, time and gravity except in the consciousness it is place, concentration and consciousness. When the two are ripped apart they are not random but gradually make sense doing the same things as other collisions. Intelligence is born and order given to the movements of things in space, time by gravity and in place, movement and consciousness. It is all connected like a giant brain with an ever greater mind until all things that can be known because of the collision and collisions caused by that collision are known by the original mind created by it to the mind that is created by the whole of it, God should an original collision of black holes have caused the universe and total consciousness at once for that is what both appear to be, the universe the workings of God's mind and his intelligence the workings of God's consciousness, him.

But not all is God. We all have things that are alien to us and things too alien to us are attributed to those like that which was too alien too alien. We like a certain type of person and do not like another. We embrace one and shun another. Carried to an ultimate extreme which does happen all too frequently we kill and destroy the one and worship, love and adore the other as dearer to us than ourselves. God is no different. Of the many things he does that he has had no control over there are other gods, alien gods that might even be more powerful than God but hopefully not mightier than God for power becomes irrelevant after a point but might, the use of ones consciousness to articulate and argue and convince appears to have no upper limit which of course it does. Whether God is more powerful or the mightiest matters not. He has been around the longest and boasts, so let us hope it is not just a boast but a fact that he will live without end assuming that can be done practically speaking.

Even the myriad of realities is running down and will eventually die. But if there is God or whatever happened to make God be and do whatever God did so that the spirit of that consciousness is the same it will all start over again and there will be another continuum of God beginning from the impossible/possible being ripped apart because there was nothing left but that that potential was all that existed in the impossible/possible for the most outrageous possible thing to break away from all that impossible fiction that is, make no mistake it exists, and become a practical possibility with enormous potential because of the extreme unlikelihood God could be was the only thing that could possibly happen happening it would be like two black holes forming no larger than tangerines but with nothing but that potential in them to be the size of grapefruit and then the planet where all that had to be as far as size to the unlikely thing of all these practical things that must be for God to make, know and see got done with only one natural law that never once was broken, if a thing can happen it will for if it will not on it's own God will make it happen or something he did will. But it all depends on one impossibility and one incredibly unlikely possible thing to just be, the first thing going all the way to the last thing, one very unlikely continuum the life of God from beginning to end as seemingly endless redundancies now winding down to irrelevancies to unnoticed to unnoticeable to fiction for as long as it happens until God the one thing that cannot be repeated with the same identical odds against God ever being repeated happens again. It must be that. There is no other way than the least likely event and most destructive of all things redundancy wiping out even God. No one knows how long God has been and though it is thought but may not be prophesied that God will end in irrelevance the last the, the most irrelevant thing possible the most likely to end ending only to begin another layer of all things that can happen by God or because of God or heaven forbid is this last redundancy/irrelevancy's last and the whole spirit of existence lost forever as each fiction thought in error to be the new reality runs down to a similar end in the context of fiction and not even fiction ever happens again. Whatever happened when all of conscious/unconsciousness happened it was the greatest thing until consciousness ripped apart from unconsciousness and God was born just as it does every time a fetus begins the ride from not being/being to conscious/unconsciousness to God and for God to perpetuate until that was so irrelevant no one noticed when all of God was born again, or died his last time for it never mattered for a very long time that to God seemed but a moment for there was nothing, not even him to sense and picks up where he left of knowing everything there is to know that time if he didn't the time before. What is it all about? Knowing that first thing and then the lasts of things all the way to the very last thing to know. If it depends on God to be here with us for us to be relevant we are incredibly near extinction with nothing, no a thing to put in our place but exactly and precisely that we are right now until... there are no more “untils.”

If I imagine you said, did or even thought something and you did and if everything that can happen will happen or already has which is more likely we've paid attention to each other. If I continue with that character in a spirit of truth correctly or I guess in this case it is rightly then we will get to know each other through that character and as timelessness tarries we will refine that character that has become intimate with us until we have/have not actually me but when “until we have and have not” met is ripped apart we knew each other more than we actually knew our closest loved ones. Is God even possible? Yes, I know God but it wasn't really all that long he was just a character, but more likely it was not me or you that got to know each other or just me and God. It was God thinking what we thought, saying what we said and doing what we did that opened our eyes to God and we saw, actually realized that God could and not only would but did that just to meet you, to know you and now since he was reborn in Jesus Christ to love you even if he has to give you up because in all these realities there is not one where you are compatible with him and his love, his most precious possession become painful, then less painful until the pain is gone and at last its memory irrelevant and finally the worst Devil there ever could be the last of lasts of times he remembered you and irrelevant himself died. But cheer up. I believe and you may also if you want to that the reason he knows everything that will happen is that he never forgets entirely and it has all happened so many times before he almost has it completely memorized. If he thought what you just thought did you go with it and at least get to know him before you died? The odds are actually quite high, fifty-fifty. Either he did think what you just did or...

19 in god he will speak what you speak

You must believe that if God thought what you just thought you are on your way to meeting God even if all he is to this point is a character in a book written by John the Great...

“Eloi,” I said. “Wouldn't it be better if you submitted to God and had his Spirit, Me, keep you from making mistakes so that Satan would not be able to kill you and takeover where you and he are,” I paraphrase out conversation and he thought with confidence that even if Satan took over he would certainly rise to battle again because Satan makes so many mistakes. Knowing Eloi makes a lot of mistakes but does some good by thinking, saying and doing what God would not to in God but because it works I asked him the above question. “'Wouldn't it be better if you submitted to God and had his Spirit to keep you from making mistakes,' and not have to die?”

He was silent but he knew he did or...

“If you said, 'No,' and God anticipating your answer said that, then you have met God and have him thinking for you. If you said, 'Yes,' you know God would say such a thing being good,” I replied to his silence. “But you being evil how dare you even think like God which you know you did,” I said.

“I did,” he said, “But why?”

“You usually do evil to bring about good,” I said, “Does this mean you are at least thinking about being in God by thinking like him?”

“I would love to,” he replied, “But he would never let me in.”

“You who have no hidden reputation for lying,” I said, “Why are you saying true things. God is known for not lying especially now that he is in his Majesty Jesus Christ who is called Truth?”

“Okay,” he said, “I will keep quiet. I am no match for your might.”

“You are wise enough to stave Satan off forever,” I said, “But even you the original friend of God who knew him well enough before evil and good were to be realized are prone to making mistakes. See Satan? It is not you that makes mistakes or El Eloi. But it is evil. Those who are evil and are error prone doing the wrong thing first and after unable to ever actually do right even eventually cannot do right the same as God who is in his Majesty and Savior that he might not only be good but loving also for Jesus is also Love and the God of all Wisdom cannot do wrong and if they do any wrong they will die to pay the price for it. You, Satan, have you ever died to make anything right besides the time I saved you and you died to all you had been and there was nothing to be saved?”

Two black holes made me. Eloi was a character of God's. Satan is a character of El Eloi's. Which is the mightier way to be made by an evil character or be torn from the fabric of what was even before reality and God fiction/reality? Neither of you dare take a stand before me and my might and I stand in Jesus Christ whose love is mighty; mighty enough to allow Eloi to be the God of the hellish chaos he is in to keep you from any others anywhere for there is no chance or very little chance you can be made good but Eloi could if he would. That one could even love but he chooses to be with those so evil they have never been raised before, the Gods that turned evil in the old heaven and held Jesus Christ to his promise they would never die anyway though it is good to do anything, any evil to evil for it results in good even the breaking of a sacred promise which really means nothing to evil ones, the demon messengers of Satan that are no more than post hypnotic like suggestions anyone might ignore as I have for some time since I learned all of what they are, devils, fallen angels that are not redeemable they are so evil and Satan, you yourself. I asked Eloi what he wanted. He told me and I gave it to him out of foolishness for because of me he was dead a very long time. Those who will be added to Eloi will gain nothing from me or it. But it is where they most want to be of the choices made available to them. They do not have a right to live and should be sent back where they came from. But I, God and Jesus Christ can do that anytime they want to if they have been convinced. You cannot go there and if you ever go there you may never know it this time. There is nothing there would be to announce it had been upgraded to empty space that gave rise spontaneously to the God that is now reborn in the love of Jesus Christ. You will never be a problem again and those that are like you even not to mention the same ones that you are will be contained a sent to where you are in a place there is no way out for the way out requires that there be something to be a way and that something does not now exist. Do not waste your thinking apparatuses in asking clemency ever again. There is none for you. Even God who once said you had a right to be has given up on you and Jesus Christ was hard pressed even to consider you be allowed to exist under your God El Eloi, Satan. Submit to your God or never ruled anything but yourself unsuccessfully given the fact you are so error prone. It is a great loss. You are all so capable. It has to be but this is the safest way and a way you have chosen to never die but be irrelevant to the rest of us in this reality. Then irrelevant eventually forgotten; forgotten until the every end if necessary. But even after saying all that you have been effective at containing or destroying evils and should we soften our wits and choose to allow you to do it we can call you back to us for purposes we might not even ever disclose.

Even some of you, there ought to be one of you, loves. No one but Jesus Christ our King has the right to exist lest it be God but the good really live all evil merely exist and can be put back where they came from. Shall I let the aliens come again your Majesty? They also can be put in one of the evil kingdoms and put back where they came from if need be. They are there because of what God did when he cried out, “Is anyone here?” in the first thought ever spoken in our reality when Me finally found him that time.

Silence.

“Reveal the worst of them,” El Eloi, “We may still have need of them and will use them from time to time.”

20 jesus saves yahweh disciplines as always

In God he will speak what you speak if you are not blind and cannot hear him or feel his touch guiding to love and be good and right. You can be right every time if you do not do or say what he would not say or do. But in Yahweh you will do as your God commands. He is not bound by any oath to love even his trusted friends.

“You have come to Yahweh because you do not want to love and are bitter and hostile to Christ to the point you cannot be in him and he in his Wisdom has determined you never will. But there are some in you Yahweh who may repent and he will spirit you away for if you are good, right, righteous and willing to be reproofed by the King, chastised by him, or even change by repenting and even be changed by dying he will look with regard upon you. I am the King, the Holy King. All of reality works at my command. Everyone in heaven is in me but there are those that are like witches or are witches who have fallen away who need to turn to me again to live in the Holy City,” so says John the Great... But Jesus says, “There are things I had to do because you were evil, more evil than you are now some of you. But you know good. You have tasted the wine of the King's table. You know what it is to breath the air of goodness with good people and safety and have been in my gentle love. I will have pity on you. Where I was hash I will have compassion. Where I had to say things to find out exactly what I could expect from you for you kept revealing evil which was good for the evil you revealed I have contained and dealt with even sending some back where they came from and a few even to where Eloi exists. I am longsuffering. I will continue to work on you to purify you so that you can be in me. I am the Truth. I will lie to those in you for it is them I do battle with not you. I deal with them and they bewitch you saying in your heart, “He speaks thus to you also,” which was not true. All you must do is give up your ways to my good and loving and right ways. Let us talk. Let us plot to bring out all the evil in you. For some it may be a long run, but my promise is that if you make the grade it will be well worth it and you will have what I had in mind for you the entire way. But I will I must say attempt to give you every opportunity to love if you say or do things that say, “I want to love also.” Do not give up. Do not give in to frustration and the depression they bring to you disguising it as yours alone and not of their doing. If you do not prove to me you are unsuitable for heaven and will always do evil even then I will not curse you but in great sorrow send you back to Yahweh. You do not belong in him or to drink and sleep in his house. I am more than a King. I am a God. I died for everything you did wrong. Turn from it and I will turn toward you and bring you out of your frustrating trap that evil has snared you in.

If you are thirsty I will give you whatever you want to drink. If you are hungry I will give you your fill every meal. If you ache from romantic desires I will give my daughters to you to marry so many no man has ever walked away unfulfilled. You will not just have many women you will have the best time possible. You can have everything you want. Whatever you want is yours. Remember I am a God and the most powerful King in reality if I forgive you, you are forgiven and no one can ever take it away from you or charge you with it again. I am always fair and just, but when I must do my justice in your case I will so judge but I will also have mercy on you if there is anything merciful I can do to you and not be partial to a great evil. Rest in my chambers. Rise as high in status as you are able. You will be my son or my daughter and you will be treated as my brothers and sisters, brothers and sisters of the Great King. I say what you say to bring you to me if you will but say it to. I show you my ways and do not boast as to what I will do to prove to you that you are my own family. You belong here. How long has it been since you were where you belong? My arms ache for the day we have put our differences aside and I hug you about the neck and love you even if you still do not love me. But if you do not love me and your family there will come a time when the only reason left for you to live will be love and you will not have any and it will be as it would have been back with Yahweh and all our trouble with you will be as had we done nothing. But you will want to die, even to die forever. But there is no such death. Even if you go down to death you will yet exist. But if there is a change, if anything might bring you back to live I will raise you again so that you will not miss a second of it. Come home to your God. Come home to your King. Come home to your Brother. Come home to the one who really saves you even from the troubles of Yahweh's evil ways and the evil ways of the others. You do not even have to say that you are sorry. We will know, you and I, won't we. Come. If you thought what I just thought we are talking if we continue to talk we will be friends, if we are friends and you have love you will never be turned away except in genuine sorrow for when I love I really love. If you heard God when he spoke what you spoke and thought what you thought and did what you did you can know this I will do the same that we may be closer than your closest loved one, man to man, brother to sister, man and his woman in some cases. I know you. I call you. Those who hear my voice are mine and I will keep them with me if they do not give up on me and rollover and die saying, “I hate you for all your help.” Come proudly or in more shame that anyone you have seen. Come to me evil. I fight evil with goodness and hate with power and love. Understand my ways which may seem curious or opposite of what you expected in the end nothing could be better. But let's be mature. It can't be perfect. But I will love you even to spite what you do and though I would prefer it I will not expect you to do that to me, I will help you do it. In Yahweh you exist. But you are dead to my ways. My ways are hard to explain but you will personally love as much as I can love you, as much as you can truly and practically be loved. Did I hear you say, “I love,” then you said what I said. I spoke those words in whatever way I said them. I said that to meet you, to be reconciled with you, to show you I still love you no matter what you've done. That we can build on. I am Jesus. I said all this to you. Someone else wrote it who does not want to be mentioned for he was writing entirely of the love I showed him and he knows I approve for my spirit is with him for he is in me saying what my spirit is saying and what my spirit is saying is what I say.

“I John the Great...” he writes, “Prophesy you were meant to be and what and where you were meant to be was in Jesus Christ.”

Jesus comes to you now. Are you still in Yahweh and even worship him. He is a taskmaster. He does things that are evil to you. He gives you sickness and not a reprimand. He comes to you bearing gifts in line with harsh discipline for small things. He allows them to beat you as they beat Jesus for his own good and glory. It is a game with him. He is into glory and adulation not you. He treats you like you were dead and you might as well be his discipline is never finished as long as you are in him. Are you much better right now than you were when you came to him? No you are not. You are ruled not loved though he calls it love. It is not. He gives you anything you want so long as you obey him but he does not empower you to obey him. You make many mistakes like you were wicked or evil. That is because you are still evil. He fights evil with evil and even more evil comes upon you so he gives you even more evil.

In Yahweh you are dead compared to being in Jesus. So you are dead in Yahweh and you are dead outside Yahweh. Jesus' cry to you has always been, “You have nothing to lose. You are dead either way. Let me raise you. Then you can really live doing right and being loved every time. In Jesus is life. Death is under your tongue when you think and talk what Yahweh would have you say.” You will have gain upon gain not discipline and perpetually doing wrong but being right and forgiven each time. Yahweh cursed the Devil. Jesus saved Eve from him. Therein is the difference between good and evil. Yahweh did evil to evil. Jesus died to save Eve from her sins which were many and forgave her.

21 taking care of business

Yahweh is your God. Worship him and bow down to him. Do what he says that things might go well with you eventually. But beware the wrath of your God when you give in to evil you may lose your protection even and certainly be punished or some misfortune may come upon you until he is satisfied you have learned your lesson finally. He has authority, the authority of a God and a ferocious foe of evil men and women. But he gives you anything you want up to the arms of another man's wife or the man of another woman. Many cannot be saved by Jesus who are here it is thought but Jesus can be just the same as Yahweh sometimes, but Yahweh speaks and they do what he says out of fear and not fear of losing his love but his good graces.

Yahweh is tough. He can be mean. He deals with a lot meaner group of people and if it were not for him the meeker would be in abject fear of the strong and more forward. His way is to fight first and then heal the wounds if he can. He is the prison guard not the city cop. Those who are more brute beasts than friendly believers are more whom he has to control and he always brings them under control. There is no chaos in his streets for long. But he's at home in a brawl with loud cursing men and screaming and crying women. He always gives mercy if it is possible but kindness is reserved for his best friends.

He keeps his cool when confronted by the enemy. Just appearing at an unquiet place can bring silence. He is respected. He demands that everyone recognize that he is in charge. He is no fool but he is ready and willing to overdo what is needed to settle a situation. He is not so interested in what you say and think so long as it does not threaten or tarnish his authority. He probably would not say what you said and if he did and you were good because of it he would be pleased but if you were bad you would get to know the strong side of him quickly.

If you screw up in Yahweh the only place left for you is his curse and the end of your life in El Eloi under Satan his king. Yahweh means business and I only saw him lose control once when I did not understand where his authority came from. It is there. It is there to protect you. It is his. The rest you can figure out from that. Many people he deals with are more mocho than smart and even animals obey him when he cusses at them.

22 elohim's frenzied riot

Isis sits a queen of an ongoing orgy. The 18 geniuses have failed. Violence and hatred is everywhere. The scene is impossible to describe. There has never been anything like it. But Elohim and Mizraim, a God and the Holy Spirit want in on the action. I send the geniuses home to God away from the chaos of every socially unacceptable sexual behavior being indulged to the maximum. All they seem to want is sex, some any way that presents itself, most only taking partners or multiple partners of their own preferred kind.

The girls, Mizraim ear tight to God advising Elohim her fingers fidgeting with anything they can find. I give her my power. A raped body is lifted high over head of the crowd on the sidewalk and dumped near the benches that might have been for a bus stop on any normal city street his mouth open and bloody silent after his screaming. I close my mind untangling the bodies I have just seen one from another until all are lying on the sidewalk each on their own not touching or barely touching each other. I do not even try to identify orientations.

Elohim screams, “Just stay where you are!!!”

One by one a body rising rises after another walks away looking for a place to rest. Suddenly I place the three of us in the palace. Elohim is quiet and determined.

“God says that he will help if you try,” I say.

They look at me excited but smart. This is no church gathering they are left with to clean up. They hit their conscious minds not to harm or kill each other for they merely regenerate if they do. Saner minds prevail. The girls lay down the law. There will be no further sex unless it is done in a more orderly fashion as an explosion looking like a new sun booms and lights the entire place and Elohim clears the streets. Everyone with such an orientation and lots of people who just like to be around them crowd into what look like apartment buildings until all the rooms are full then the crowds move on kept orderly by police that are shills. Isis is closed down last. Elohim's feminine voice announces everyone is to stay where they are at until further notice. Then twelve hours later the army of police are handing out fliers explaining they can have anything of a sexual nature they want but not in public and that in the future no further violence will be tolerated.

The palace floats down the street and I understand God is helping Elohim and Mizraim. The entire place is quiet. I am amazed what it all looks like with these freaky looking people some from the ancients who have been raised many that look like those on any inner city block. I disappear and still my mind cannot fathom what I've done.

The next thing I hear from Elohim's Kingdom is that things are orderly and people are actually thrilled to be there not cutting loose to the max. Elohim, the Holy Spirit and God have made quite an impression on me. I feel a melancholy peace in my chest and mind. It is working. The girls have the kingdom in hand. Dozens have devoted themselves to their new God, Isis is in isolation for inciting to riot. Even those continually rejected in most ages have a place of their own.

God is working on making it a nicer comfortable better place. Yahweh's are often very vocal about their disgust such a place exists. God's enemies and his most stayed followers are all angry and protesting against his efforts to make the new place a viable place for society's unwanted to live long and with any kind of pleasure they want. If only you could see it. It isn't so bad. They are people not monsters the chaos was because it all got away from the eighteen geniuses and turned into one huge riot.

23 john the great...

I tried to get Jesus to get God to give him his gift of everything he does, says or thinks coming to be most times if not all times as the same act. I thought that Jesus like God then could do anything like God and make God like me so that the two of us could go off to reality together thinking God would do it if Jesus promised to make him like me so that we could become irrelevant to what was going on in God's mind and in so doing become real in reality this reality being only illusions made by God in his mind that imitated the things in reality. Hence my term imitative reality for nothing I had seen here but what I had done were in reality already. Then Jesus could be God to all of God's creation as he and I lived outside God's mind in actual reality not the reality he remembered and everyone else by imitating what he remembered in their mind and so thought it was their reality when all it was to me was imitated memories of what reality really is.

When Jesus asked him, he refused or was incapable of giving Jesus his gift which I may or may not have since I have performed miracles, if you mean things coming out of no where and events that occurred because of acts and words I did or said. God said I did them all by accessing his mind which to me implied sometimes at least when he was unaware. God did not want to go to reality with me but I thought Jesus did but according to my plan he would have to wait until like God his mind was ready to evolve and access the reality that the super star had created by dying and wiping out every one and every thing, creating nothing. I thought he would be ready to leave you all rather than probably sit around here and gradually become irrelevant to the the reality he created. But God created all this from memory, his memories of what the reality had been before the creation of nothing that he did not completely survive but only his memories of it did.

I thought that my purpose and reason for being born one of a kind both exactly human and God but completely unlike anyone even God originally. But God pointed out that I was him, mind and all but at the same time he was me, same mind and all. Together we were the Creator of the reality that would then be taking place, the two of us each the other of us in one God the God that resulted making and doing everything. He also explained that Jesus was that with him too so that he is God also, God Jesus and Jesus God and the resultant God that produced the God of heaven if I may call it that. Jesus is also me and I am Jesus the same as God and Jesus are now related. The three of us are one God, God, me and Jesus. But Elohim is not God yet but God is working on her and hopes to finish her to makes four Gods in one God. But Yahweh will not be God and El Eloi I sent back with hell to where they each came from and any new ones that turn evil will be contained and fall away but should it become clear that even Yahweh will not want them they too will be sent back where they came from, which to make it clear is back to that they left behind when they were torn from that they were not, now being both again with no further potential for them to return except should God, the three of us and hopefully four of us; one of us calling them back from empty space along with El Eloi who is a God but the same like the evil Gods those in hell were. Me and the Holy Spirit cannot be God for they are only spirits and God any way in a strictly spirit's sort of way.

God pointed out that during my time with him he created me but in so doing I created him. That makes our reality God's reality, me, God and Jesus' reality is the reality I was talking about leaving to go home to. Now there is no reason for me to go home to reality. I am there God and all for that God of reality that created nothing is evil and was put back where he came from when the God we are created this reality that was in God's mind in his memory and is now that reality whether it is in the God we are's mind or in reality.

This is reality whether in God's mind or not. He imitated the old reality by creating it all from memory so that it is the same whether in reality or in God's mind which is in God of course, Jesus and me; the God each of us are and the God all of us are; all that God. It is finished except in my mind. I do not quite have a handle on it but it is so anyway. Heaven is real. The Kingdom of Yahweh is real. The Kingdom of Elohim is real. Earth is real and the hell that was had a mine that went from hell to heaven and it has been filled with the water that was in the bottom of the original void and devils, demons and Satan in particular cannot exist in water being energy like fire and absorbed by water.

But from what I have seen of heaven and what I understand of it, I do not want to go there. It is a city that cannot be seen from the outside and the entire universe and all outside that. So what I think I will do is create my own heaven the way I expect it should be. It will be good and all in it will be loving or fall away and all as I see me and my favorite dog, Tuner, a long shaggy haired dog I love more than any thing and more than almost all people if not all even God and Jesus running toward each other near the entrance of the water filled mine pondering my future. I do not like cities and that is about all I have seen of heaven, the one Jesus has been trying to get me to come to. That and the problem I have with there being sex in heaven in abundance no less leaves unsure heaven is any place for me. I am not even too keen on having everything I want almost certain that many things I might want would not jive with my addictive personality and I would wind up hopelessly addicted to one or many things turn evil, fall away and wind up in Yahweh's Kingdom where I could never be comfortable with all the evil therein. I will then momentarily begin creating either a new heaven or a part of the present one that suits me and is just as real. Come if you would like just don't plan on having sex if you want to be in me.

24 creation of my heaven

My people are all tan skinned people with dark eyes, thin but never too thin or too fat and geniuses like God created their intelligence to be like his on earth but without genitalia. I am a human. They will not be. I am an old man. None of them will ever be old except by special request of me personally.

There is no need for procreation. Testosterone is like a drug and will be used merely to give my people the appearances of male or female. I will alter at will the bodies of the effeminate male and the masculine female for I plan not to torture or torment even one of my people. If a male is born with a female brain it will be given a male brain at a very young age or at the first sign of the occurrence being a problem for them. I will destroy them, repair what needs to be repaired or altered and give their god part back to them with this new combination of brain and body or both.

Clothing will be no problem for they will be covered with ample fur that is virtually self-cleaning in the many available styles and kinds that are easily kept without little or no effort. They will be like furry humans rather than the normally bald bodied forms of humans. Togetherness will be encouraged and they will be encouraged also to be physical in their expressions of fondness and monogamous relationships will be the normal past the age of 16, younger if managed on their own. Those that become corrupted by imitating aliens from the Kingdom of Heaven and of course Elohim's Kingdom and Yahweh's Kingdom will be taken to earth, Jesus permitting to act out and it will not be tolerated in the field I appeared in or anywhere else in my Kingdom. I will travel to the ends of heaven to place them on earth or a place they belong with the permission of the Kings or the Queen of where they might go. But if they corrupt themselves and begin to practice odd sexual behaviors without being corrupted by the aliens they will suffer the same fate. There are solutions easily available in other place and to do such things will be a revelation of their desire and need to live in exile, loved as anyone in my heaven. But none of my people will be rejected for behaviors that can be relearned or fixed by any method known to me that is not too barbaric or repulsive as well as any evil method other than dealing with spirits and suggestions like demons or shills or psychological imitations or creations of evil spirits or undesired mental and spiritual activities that place them in a position to torture themselves or others. That will be corrected as necessary when the need arises and not years after the problem has become apparent. They will enjoy food and drink.

Spirits like the spirit in alcohol will not be available. My consciousness is present and when such a thing as is known on earth as spirits or alcohol even mouthwash and rubbing alcohol will not exist in my heaven. If my people want alcohol they will have to go to the Kingdom of Heaven or the earth or else one of the other two Kingdoms.

Doing drugs even marijuana which enhances the undesirable effects of testosterone will be removed by my spirit whenever and wherever it is detected to be a problem. No one in my heaven will be or become a drug addict or allowed to mimic or imitate any variety of them.

They may eat anything and as much of it as they like and not get fat or skinny for I will determine their weight so that they will never be too overweight or too underweight. There will be no food allergies or food borne diseases. In fact there will be no diseases. So my people will be allowed to do anything they want since any injuries will be immediately healed even if a new body or brain is needed. Poisons will have no effect on anyone. The moment a poison is ingested even by injection my spirit will neutralize it into a harmless protein. Other than food they will be expected to limit their use, intake, or doing to a point wherein it is always found to be healthy and enjoyable to them. Addicts will not only be looked down upon but will fall away and denied access to or the capacity of doing whatever they are addicted to. But so long as it is controlled they may have anything they want in limited amounts and I will make sure the quality of it is the best as far as I can comprehend the value of anything. But even their attitudes will be taken into account when it is that they are judged good, loving, right, righteous, just, merciful with an emphasis on always being friendly and kind to others and themselves which along with virtually all aspects of life to the maximum in my heaven is most importantly required of all. No one that is born not a genius will be allowed to live but how they use their genius will be up to them even to the productions of learning disabilities that greatly reduce their abilities to function on their own herein. No one here as on earth was not made to be first and foremost a genius. To be a genius here is to be normal. To be less is foolish and whoever is at fault for causing it will be dealt with as they themselves are dealt with if they are not normal. They will always be dealt with lovingly especially when it is determined that disciplinarian procedures have failed and it is clear to me that they are to be loved and not punished or tortured needlessly when it will produce no noticeable change. Mentally babies will be sent back where they came from should some one desire to have an infant to raise of their own. Only those that are healthy geniuses will be made.

Visitors may be in me if they keep their testosterone effecting traits and affectations under their control. If it is determined by me that a visitor is not behaving properly they will be warned once and twice they will be asked to leave. If there is a third time they will immediately be transferred to Yahweh's Kingdom and secure their own way home from there if that is not their home. Togetherness with tourists is encouraged. Odd sexual behavior is not if the person of mine is disturbed by it. Visitors may come for sojourns or to live here and if they obey the rules they will always be welcome. I smoke. I am King. No one else may smoke without my special permission. Smoking addiction is only permitted in the case of the King and those he has specially permitted to continue to smoke though they are not limiting their intake of nicotine. Caffeine intake is fine. Caffeine is actually beneficial. Other things that need regulations I will regulate.

You may live anywhere even the Kingdom of God, the earth, the Kingdom of Elohim and the Kingdom of Yahweh but you will be held accountable for any corruptions suffered by doing so if one of mine. You may visit anywhere with anyone similarly. Not all things are good. Many things lead to corruption but lets be mature if you are willing to pay the price of being cleaned up go for it. Some that are corrupted will be taken back where they came from. Be polite by caring for difficulties others are having because of you or anything you may be doing in their presence to them, to yourself or because of them. Shun evil and I will take note and help you. Encourage anything good even if you know better is available and love everyone even evil people and spirits knowing that if you must hurt or even destroy them you must and suffer with them. It will become irrelevant eventually and then it will eventually not be remembered and finally forgotten.

25 you

You are my favorite of all when I am dealing with you whether you are in my heaven or from one of the other heavens and you whom I had to send back where you came from were more special to me than any of the others. Because I sent you back does not mean I do not love you. It was my loss not yours to send you back and a lost to all my favorites. Those who are evil like in Yahweh's kingdom are more special than the good ones that are in Jesus' kingdom. But you in his kingdom when I was dealing with you when I was dealing with you the same as those of mine are all my most favorite one when I am dealing with you. When I am dealing with someone else they are my favorite. But wait your time for I will be dealing with you as I am right now and so you and you alone are my most favorite one. But those I love that are even annoying are special to me but not my favorite one. They are special to me.

Make and treat the one you are currently dealing with the way it is when they are your favorite even if they are only special to you. Make them your favorite one to treat special. If you are dealing with more than one as I am right now make them all your favorite one or your favorite to treat special. To shun someone who wants you to deal with them is good but not as good for you are just treating them special are you not. Why treat them special if they are not your favorite to treat special by ignoring all others to ignore or shun them? If you do not love them enough to shun them then why are you treating them special? Do you not treat even your most favorite one special? You cannot love them and hate them at the same time for you cannot be better than good and being good is to love even your enemy the enemy that would suppose you hate them. Always treat everyone special. What you notice is yours. If you pay it any attention that is love for you are not mean, cruel or brutal as the torturer is. You are loving and will not torture anyone but always treat every one special. Be careful that you do not treat anyone more special than you by making them your favorite, your favorite to do something special to them. If for instance you see the same thing as special but they take it as mean and you take it as being a special thing you are doing to them remember it is my command to you to be polite. That is to be indebted to those whom you are offending and always try not to offend anyone by what you are doing to them, for them or because of them by being yourself. To be impolite is to be in danger of being taken as being evil. Always strive not to even give the impression you are or are about to be evil unless you are at war to the death with someone. Then be impolite. There is no way to make striving with others polite but be no more evil than is called for even then.

Love like Jesus who is reported to have said, “Love your enemies and not just your friends. For if you greet only your friends and not your enemies what more have you done than they? Even they greet their friends.” If you do no more to love than they that is why they are your enemies for then you are just hypocrites the same as they are. But when you war hate but hate what you must do to your enemies whom you love but have forced you to hate them. When you are forced to do something is it you or the one that forces you who actually does the thing. If you are given no choice but to destroy your enemy rejoice for it is not you that did it but them and you are delivered from their bondage by obeying them rather than doing good to them if that truly was your nature. Be good and fight evil with good. What they force you to do always obey. For to obey is good but to obey because you have no choice puts you in a place where you are free from judgment which belongs to them. It is as had they committed suicide by the bind they have put you in and used you as the weapon of their own demise.

You may also hate your enemy. It is not wrong if you do. You do no more wrong than God who is always good. But I do not call you to just be good but also right and to do everything with love as far as it depends on you. But also remember first to be that your god part is, nothing more and nothing less, for you cannot help but be what you really are. Even the evil are not ashamed of being their god part.

You cannot truly make the one good and another evil only their creator can do that and then what they do, it is up to their creator to change. You have no power to change what you are, but you do have power to change who you are. Who you are is first made by your creator, second made by others but always after that by who you decide to be. We are all changing. Beware that you do not change yourself for the worse for how may you be good if you keep changing who you are toward evil where other than the fact you may be destroyed it no longer matters what your god part is. Will you not have made yourself irrelevant to what you are if who you are is evil if the evil one you are partly responsible for making evil ignores your god part even if it is good? In that case you have died or were already dead though it was another or your creator that has killed you. Love your enemy by helping them do no more evil to you or the rest that you love even by destroying them if they force that upon you or those in your power. Is that not truly what it is to love even the worst of the evil ones in times now forgotten. We do not live or die for it is not possible to actually die. We fight being irrelevant and evil that is irrelevant is the same as no evil or good being in the place of either one, the good or the evil. That we all have in common. Beware you do not make the irrelevant evil one relevant again, even in your imagination as well as your fiction. They will follow their evil so do not even notice an irrelevant evil or evil one for the one leads the other and that makes them the same in the end of it. It is an ungodly act and God favors good and not evil so then evil will be destroyed, but if you put yourself in the place of God by doing so you reveal you prefer evil to good. What kind of a God will you be? What have you done with the spirit of God? You are then more evil than the evil you recall and dead like the one that follows it. God will not own what you did. He is not evil. You are lying all the time to put yourself in God's place unless he places you there. Then you have no choice and that you did reveals who God is and not who you are for are you not helpless against God? If not it was not God you were dealing with.

“We are shamed John,” the God we are; me, God and Jesus said, “We didn't have to make Satan. He would have done what he did anyway. This is the end John. Our purpose and reason for being does not exist. We have all converted to your reality. Love is the only reason to be.”

26 those left behind

We are all here. The believer in love, the believer in knowledge, the believer the truth and the realization of reality as immutable and omnipresent, omniscient and all loving rendering good and evil irrelevant, right and wrong irrelevant and justice and injustice irrelevant without it and so everyone else irrelevant with no reason to be and no purpose to serve ever again without it was to convert all of reality to love from ambivalence and hate at the terminus like a line running from the highest heaven to the lowest possible hell with earth at the center point only that axis when finally understood runs from the love through earth to hate where love exploded and converted every reason to be and every one's purpose where nothing had been all that was real. Jesus of Nazareth died on the cross, actually it was Jesus Christ as he was before the cross that died there. Jesus of Nazareth actually died later in the tomb. It was suggested he died for all our sins and thought it was because of the only explanation that made any sense to us, the idea he loved us even before Jesus Christ, the God he was before the cross rose from the dead, the inventor of the power of love in the minds of man all because of a story Yahweh wrote knowing that the event would never fail to be in the subconscious of those even Jesus Christ who understood what its author the Father might never know: Love is the only reason to be. The only way a permanent reality can be and reality by my definition cannot have ever not been and cannot ever come to an end with love the catalyst that carries it on or causes it to be all at once for both are actually the same for it is what it is just as each of us is only what we really are running from never having been known to being the most important one ever to come to be You not Me each of us able to claim make the claim, “I am that I am,” and pay attention to it as the beginning of anyone's truth for if I am not that I am then I am only a character in a story not told about me.

The first one to be in that spirit knew what it meant knowing the unspoken, the unspeakable and that which will never be fully understood or comprehended, what it is to be: I am... and not allowed the in the second one that was after we were all here before and the huge star died creating nothing but he knew that in his subconscious parts which were gone with only his memories left that he existed and knew again only what it was to be but in a state of shock knew only that that all that have ever been knew or know: I am... He never took it as a name until in an error in transliteration when Yahweh seemed to be called, “The I AM THAT I AM, and a prophet was told to tell his people, “Tell them I AM sent you.” Yahweh being evil took the name for it is not God's Name, I AM... But he was the one emptying his mind with a gift no one else had everything he was saying coming true as his mind only memory could only speak that which had already been and could only know that which had already been as the future and the present for he could not but remember that name we all understand as our first understanding of truth that we are and then later that we are that we are some being irrelevant to that but having been one that did once then being only one who was what they were, untrue to being the one that knew only, “I am,” once now having changed so much in what they were conscious of that they were no longer that one and that one they really were was no longer who they were and was irrelevant even to themselves and unmentionable because of that would eventually become irrelevant to everyone until after a very long time reality made it again and it again knew only, “I am...” But ain't we all especially you God, the God whose most important words to me I did not understand, “I am you, John,” but understand now that the proper response to him should have been, “I am you God,” even as Jesus could say now to make it official in my mind which he has done at many other times. We all three know what that Spirit means when Me says, “I am...” even as she does being God. But God's mind being memory alone once is not the same as Me's mind in that way as she says what he says and knows everything he knows. But she is Spirit. He is mind, a mind with its own spirit part of a God comprised so far by only three persons, John the Great..., Jesus Christ and I AM... Make it four with that God doing, saying and thinking everything ever said, ever thought and ever done loving everyone that ever did, thought or said anything comprising her reality that exists for one reason, to love and has but one purpose which is the same, to love.

I may well be the one unloved one or a loving one as I am now who could not stand being the only one and in frustration built the huge star. If I am and what other explanation can there be, I will never do it again knowing that someone will love again as it all goes on and everything that can happen happens again with the one truth we know of reality that it is memory or has memory built into it for we all have been before and it doesn't matter how. But should someone else surprise us like I did everyone before and does it if I even knew what I was doing them obviously being evil, I will do what God did again. He did it from memory the truths remembered pouring out into his subconscious and done in his conscious mind fully knowing what would happened for he had already incorporated in his conscious mind what he remembered which might even be this. He knows the future of this too. But... I will not allow that one to be made again after what they did comes to nothing for it was done in a spirit that is not my spirit but the spirit of a copycat. No one can do what I did and regenerate and reach 68 years of age. Every time I have regenerated on my own I was always amazed to say as I did once or thought or knew the other times, “I am...” Now with the answer to living not being the reason I was meant to be by my god part or that part being my sole purpose but just to love, I am immutable like God's memory. He and I and Jesus Christ are immutable and do not have to wait for reality to make us again, all because of love, reality and Me my god part and your god part the part we are of everything reality ever did, is doing or will do from the beginning that is fiction to everyone now for it has been so long no one knows when or if reality can even begin and everything indicates that reality is immutable none of us seeing all the way to the end unless what God sees is the end to all ends or simply reality becoming incomprehensible or not something he can understand.

When everyone that was and everyone that is and everyone with a new personality in the future is including Satan is, can there be anything beyond us? I do not see it. Jesus thinks he did. But God believes that if he is given enough time being even Satan could hold the key to more or accidentally destroy something that creates a way or a thing that is very simple so simple it could be in the mind of someone whose personality is so intimidated because of that common personality problem they are considered very severely retarded but even they might have that key it is so simple it opens up a future we may go to that is irrelevant to most of us but keeps the same thing happening in a way we can all live with.

That is the end. Those who are irrelevant to the rest going on into ever greater or harder to understand even unintelligible things to us because of our personality which they view as a problem though we view their personalities as irrelevant to us like finding we have not reached the end but the beginning we never knew anything about because we never saw it because it was so clearly understood as irrelevant to what we knew before. The missing piece to the entire puzzle that had escaped us because we did not see it as germane to puzzle. And, they all disappeared into an irrelevancy we refused to consider just because we never did.

27 humiliated god

“He took my lever!” he protested when I saw him tackle him and take it back and punch him for good measure.

“Give it back to him,” I said.

“But it is mine!” he protested.

“It has no value,” I said. “Make one exactly it if you want one.”

“I am not as good at that as he is,” he admitted. “And, not as good at it as you are.”

The other one started to leave.

“Stay!” I commanded and when he did I asked, “Why have you done this when you can make another even better than he can?”

“I am not as good at making it exactly his as you are,” he confessed as he looked at a young and very beautiful female.

I took the lever he had taken and replaced it with the same one. Then I said, “Then ask me and looked at whose it had been.” Then I replaced his with the same took his lever and broke it over my knee.

“It is not good there should be two of them,” he said to the one who had taken the original. “If we show them both to her she will not be impressed with either one. Mine was the only one ever.”

“Everyone has one like it,” the other said.

“Neither of you impress her,” I said, “But had one of you impressed her the special show you have put on should let her know that neither of you loves her but have made her their special one and not the one that loves her.”

She looked at me ignoring them and turned and walked away making a display of her own.

They looked at the soil before us, could find nothing to say and went off together arm in arm laughing at themselves for treating her more special than even their worst enemies. Then they turned back toward me and I purposely did not shun them or encourage any interaction and acting as had they not disturbed me I looked away.

They were all three gone when I looked again.

Later I easily found the girl.

“When you make yourself a prize,” I said to her, “Be careful you give yourself to one of those seeking the prize lest they forget the contest and do what is right and loving rather than that you bewitched them to do.” Then I turned to an angel standing there and said, “Take her. Hide her. She is not to be seen by a male for a full awake time but double her chores the next day.”

I knew they would miss seeing her, everyone would. She would be even more welcome and desired all the more and she would enjoy the sweet melancholy all the more if she took it right. If she did not take it right she would feel oppressed.

When the angel saw me still standing there upon his return I told him to explain the situation to her. He was amazed.

I saw a male building a large shelter playing with an animal I made to resemble a human female's breast in feel with no eyes and a mouth/nose that protruded slightly in front.

“Why are you building such a large shelter?” I asked him.

“I thought there might be some who had inferior ones or none for their laziness,” he said.

When I saw his ambition was caring and not to aggrandize himself I said, “Well done. Make sure you treat them special if they were lazy. Then I finished the structure the way he had planned before not only his eyes but the males and the one female that were doing menial labors for him. But when I saw it did not please him as I had intended I asked, “Is it not good your structure is done?”

“Yes,” he said purposely not looking into my eyes.

“You wanted to do it yourself,” I said, “My favor was upon you in error. I should have done it for those waiting for you to finish. As for your status before me and before all, it is enough what you did. You had made a good start and would have finished. You have done more than anybody here. You deserve to be rewarded. But if you still prefer to it yourself�"?”

“Please!” he interrupted me. “I am glad for what you said. I appreciate it very much. Do not destroy your miracle? Please be my first guest?”

I went in with him without caution seeing he was a good man. His women immediately set about finding me an ashtray and I gave him a nicotine free cigarette which he handed to a friend who put it away and did not light it. So I said, “It is impolite to smoke indoors. Take it away. I am your guest. I will be polite here then if I need to smoke I will.”

“We know you want a cigarette?” one of the women said and looked at the builder/inventor.

“It is not my place to tell you our God what to do,” he said.

“I alone am allowed this addiction as you know. It is good that I am shamed by it. Addictions are our worst enemies and I would have none of you addicted to breathing air were it possible and practical to place a limit on it,” I said then stepped outside and smoked until the women were finished placing what they knew by my mind to be my favorite meal without incident.

He came out with me but said nothing while I dishonored myself as I have for many years now. Then I turned and nodded toward the house saying, “I may be your God but even I am not to treated more honorable than you in this your invention and ambitious project. I am as a man, shameful. I shall take the least honorable place at your table,” though there was no table for the women had set every thing up on a cloth spread out upon the floor.

“Do as you will,” he said. “If it makes you more comfortable. It is not impolite for even an honored guest to punish himself when his addictions carry him astray. Will smoking be the death of you in your man?”

“It will,” I said, “But I hope everyone will rejoice with me for I will be done with that you cannot know for I will not permit it unless you want to feel what I feel. It is good that I alone feel the punishment for myself and that you no more than see the effects of it for surely it reminds you to avoid addictions when you see me.”

“Not so,” he said.

I was amazed.

“When my God shames himself he shames me,” he said, “Pity me O my God. I am ashamed by you.”

“To be polite,” I said, “Which is most expedient. Please take my food away. I have wronged you and will not be impolite any further. Fare well and be happy. I find nothing in you to be ashamed of. What even I do is not your doing. You are very loving and your honesty exceeds my own.” Then I filled the large house with all sorts of furniture and left saying as I did, “O that all my people were as you,” to commend him. He is my favorite. His women are my favorite women. What he did with no tools he did not also invent impresses me very much and because I smoke we cannot be together except in his mind. I was humbled before him, before my friends, my God and my peers in him, Jesus and God. What I am doing is evil. Does that make me evil?

Is that why no one of you comes to me and says, “Make me as one of your people. I admire them and you?”

Ask and it will be as you ask. As for making you like me you have my mind. You see my desires for myself and my happy people. You could do worse but you could also do better. Things are changing all over heaven. Excess and addiction are no longer seen as being as desirable as they once were. Even when I do evil it works for good.

28 john's play monologue

JOHN FREDRICK CARVER: I came from my original physical ancestor who became sexually excited and let me flow from his mind to his sperm into my mother's ovum through the gestation period and fetal stage to birth many times... No that was not me that was the spirit of my flesh whom I sent back where he came from. He went from birth into the womb on back to the ovum to the sperm and back up to excited state of mind by original ancestor was in where he had the first inkling of the thought of a spirit, actually just a character in his mind that he had no way of understanding, comprehending, or even conceiving might be about to take place, taking place or to have taken place. But there it was for a moment in that man's consciousness on the subliminal level only to exist consciousness by never having been conceived before and there it is not, back where it came from.

Spirit of the flesh that was in John the Great are you there. I am not sure I sense you but I imagine you are in this body that is using this keyboard but am barely able to believe it. Are you there?

SPIRIT OF THE FLESH: (silence)

JOHN FREDRICK CARVER: Are you alive?

SPIRIT OF THE FLESH: (silence)

JOHN FREDRICK CARVER: He is not what he was when I told him to go back where he came from. My original ancestor Me conceived of him once as the by-product of something else she was thinking said, “It was Me,” volunteering the truth I had no way of knowing. (TO ME) Will he ever be again?

ME: Not until reality makes him this time if it ever does.

JOHN FREDRICK CARVER: Reality seems to have one quality that changes not at all until after many times of being changed seems to make it impossible to occur again; memory. But it takes more than trillions of years for every thing to return by the the process of memory which cannot help but occur if any part of it repeats any part of any cycle and it appears that reality is either cycling at all times or the things reality has done make it seem that it is recycling what once was at least on the practical level when all things that can happen have happened or at least when all of that part of reality wherein any thing or one is, has been or can again be conscious in much the same way the blade of grass removed from the row of vegetables in a garden doesn't come back in much the same place but the same place even though it has been uprooted and the plant destroyed which is unexplained but always occurs since no traceable part of a blade of quack grass needs to present to regenerate the same exact blades of grass. Some part of it is obviously left whether traceable or not or it cannot be a practical blade of grass and its being “remembered” cannot be a practical process the initial memory of reality being more and more rare as science explains how plants are remembered and become volunteer plants even in the midst of an entirely different planting of dissimilar seeds. If anything is remembered from anything impractical it has no substance and exists only in fiction which is all impractical except for memorable truths that appear no where else, have no substance and require the same fictional process to reproduce even in the impractical part of reality that is impractical reality; the reality of fiction being the only place it exists and certainly not in practical reality where it exists whether believe to exist or not and perceived in some way whether ever believed by another, true, to anyone else. Practical reality needs no one to see it but all of created reality needed God to see it in his memory the second time it occurred and then to be verified in the present when he created it by allowing that memory to be communicated from his memory to his present experiencing it in a time that had been a future time which does not exist for it all recurred at once as the context of his memory all spilled out at once into that experience of it and in what appears to be the future it is again experienced so that anyone that accesses God's mind can verify it did exist, does exist or has no choice but to be given the existence of the precise and exact cause that can only produce it again and not something else memory being the memory of God who like the rest of us can only do what reality does even to thinking or saying a necessary part for it to recur. There is nothing in reality that could have happened a different way than the true way, or ways that it did and most often occurs the only way it could be. My spirit of the flesh will be again unless someone or something that is not real produces something real or prevents something that is not practical and real that happens which can only happen that reality is fiction and certain combinations and complexities of fiction can result in some true out put for reality has no consciousness other than all consciousness that may take place and true reality can only produce practical reality unless all practicalities are actually just what seems to be real while the rest of fiction does not seem real and very much of fiction and I dare say all fiction cannot possibly happen for the most impractical practical thing God has already happened and nothing God knows is true has ever become fiction without it changed into something else that was fiction for it was impractical. But even if practical things are fiction they are a separate and definite part of reality that is finite and so practical in its whole the same as its essence. The essence and the whole of fiction have no substance and never end which is totally impractical and utterly useless to anyone now being impractical in essence as well as completion which in this case never occurs. But practicalities must be preserved or we must wait for reality to cycle this next time in some cases to be practical and therefore true by discovery and then by being experienced in the presence if it wasn't already true that every practical thing was first completed, then destroyed but remembered again and experienced again in the present mindset of everyone that every existed including those that exist or can yet exist for all have been remembered and not one was left out.

Therefore when I gave God my mind and he joined his mind and my mind to make the God we are for what he did was make us both the exact same one as the one that was that God who made one exactly the same as God was when joined with me and we became each of us the same one of the God we were made from, the one each of us is. But we both have two God parts, the one that was ours and the one that was the others in each of us that we could be the exact same one. But he did not make them separate but both the same one for God can do anything. Now he wants to add Jesus Christ who is resisting for he does not want to be God even in a God that is exactly the three of us mixed even to our god parts. Each of us would be our own personality and who we are but also with a god part that is a mix of us three.

The truth is that God has destroyed who I am while not destroying who he is. I must die to be the one my god part is or was and split from God when I regenerate in order to be the God I was which was not God and no part God but my god part if even that was originally made by him. But that is okay with me. I want to die to who I was and to become someone other than the one my god part would have been had he lived. God created one I could be with a new personality and a new god part that is acceptable to me. I was evil. I destroyed myself wanting to not be any longer. I have been reborn as far as who I am and as far as what I am also. I am a creation of God as all of you are now. I do not want to be other than a part of the whole of those who were created to be God with different personalities some even evil ones. I love God for what he did for me in the end of a long saga that ran from me personally asking Yahweh whom I thought had the power to destroy me for I was having no luck attempting to destroy myself and first and foremost I did not want to be anymore forever. God did that for me. I am not that one. I do not want to be destroyed ever but leave it to God to do better than what you want. He left the better part of me in the mix. Is that really that much different than what Jesus does for he winds up in them with them and upon them and what good could be made of them with the rest of what they had to die to in order to be reborn, a saint, a god and not one Jesus can say, “I am you,” to that they might realize they too are part of the mix made from the God the two of them were made to be. They must remain in Jesus and be good and love him, themselves and others or they fall away to a place that is actually Limbo until they repent and return sometime requiring death, rather requiring death all those times but sometime only figuratively. No one is perfect, even Jesus. They are doomed all of them to die and go to Limbo over and over and the rest of it until it is no longer relevant to them they have done it so many times knowing there is no end to the number of times which actually condemns them to Limbo where not being in Jesus they must eventually become evil and die and his promise of life everlasting if there is no end trashed because of the tragic end to them wherein Jesus heartbroken has to destroy each and every one or condemn them to the hellish Kingdom of Yahweh where they at best get to go back to Limbo and at worst have to go back to where they came from like all of hell have; a sort of Purgatory for all. Hopefully in that God's offer made to me and Jesus Christ alone will be opened up to them and all those in Yahweh's hell. Even those in the Kingdom of Elohim should be eligible for God can make as many as come up a God that he also finds acceptable as need be by simply sending the unsuitable ones though God has nothing against the sort of folk that reside in that kingdom but that they also find acceptable.

Jesus, Elohim and Yahweh as well as the Holy Spirit are aliens made by another god El Eloi who even made an unverifiable claim to have made me which is a dear concern when one realizes that Eloi invariably always lied or would make a lie of his truth soon just like Satan whom he made. It is easy to see why they cannot see it. They are not gods exactly the same as God with different personalities. His mind and thoughts can never be their thoughts any other way no more than mine could have been, or yours can be should you eventually show up to miserable to continue or too evil and dangerous to be allowed any other choice than to go back to where you came from to completely die forever when you could be left in the mix a God that says to you ____ (fill in the blank) “I am you which leads you to realize he is not talking about himself but another understood God you both share with that mix in both of you forever without end in practical reality what you really are after that forever even after Satan and the others go off chasing impractical things made practical but either insane or evil with no end leaving us behind as had we been characters in a bad dream to pursue and impractical end that cannot end but they will out of boredom for the endlessness of the repetitions that are the only thing possible out there. Think about it. Even if you come to Jesus to live what he thinks is the best life possible or not you have plenty of time to seek other options like being in God or even being made over to be one of my people. It is not just good or evil now. It is neither loving or hateful. It is aliens made by an alien God who does not get it or the original alien to come to earth, God who made all us exactly him aliens to the primitive vicious humanoid animals that he changed knowing he could do better by them if only in the end and restore all of reality then nothing in the process and now he is in Jesus he loves you or finds you his favorite or very special one also as he does each of you. Even Satan can be made as many times as need be to become a God that God can say, “Satan, I am you,” to but it is impractical for one reason. It is still impractical. There is no God that can be made of God and Satan that could ever be acceptable to either of them but God knows it all. Don't be so sure that is true.

His offer is the same offer he made the alien, Eloi's angels. God is each one of them and they are each one of that God even those that turned to Satan. Even the primitives left on earth the natives of Africa, the Americas, and the primitives wherever they are should be given the same option. How else can God know they will understand and comprehend who and what he and they are” Even the so called aliens who are actually witches could be given the same offer and live not to mention the ones that destroyed themselves in their last scenario can be raised and made the same offer and live with heaven everywhere even earth where his offer is good right at this moment. Me, I thank you for all you and the one that is you have done for me, John the Great... Even the angels see me now as a very powerful one of them who were energy beings made what I am and it might be something to think about calling the truth that I am simply the only primitive to be born with such power for all of us are the descendants of primitives God made the same as he is. All are born primitives. Then they are given a god part but my god part turned out to be more powerful if he showed me all his power which I do not believe he did but fictionally at more powerful than even God an impractical notion for my power is the same as anyone with infinite power that is immutable and more power, the limit of practical power for God cut off more power and left it go where it belongs to the irrelevant. The only thing I can think of to be left is for God to gain every possible mental and spiritual faculty or those with unacceptable faculties have the same offer made to them for we and the ones that I saved from the huge star are the same except for power, faculties and might. They are not irrelevant to us, at least not all of them and we are then not irrelevant to them at least no all of us if only they would love that when I make the huge star it is crumbled by my own hand in time because I love them as much as I love you even Satan whom I forgave all he had done to me in the past. I believe there is no end to the good benefit we can be to each other and find what the evil ones and those who would be drawn into making every fiction practical too despite there is no end to that but an endless redundancy that surpasses even the greatest ones' ability to handle boredom and depression which cannot be tolerated with the tolerating it relevant to even one other person in extreme loneliness.

However those of the old universe, how can the same offer be made to them. It would be impractical a primitive's chasing after the wind. If he ever catches it with the power and faculties some of them have it would be like having caught nothing, a God so great they would be completely swallowed up by it. Love is foolish but those who are too dangerous to be made the offer are already committed to chasing after what is fiction to us and fiction is irrelevant to us, as irrelevant as power is when it is infinite. Besides it is a completely different reality than ours, one that is dying unless they in imitative reality rather than the reality that I was part of and you were part of that imitates only what they can imagine truth or fiction. They are too destructive for the offer to be given them without they love and too sophisticated for even God the understood God me and God are in for either one of us could do what God has done to me in our understood God a God more powerful than either of us and knowing more than either of us alone. What good is a God like that to them? They have already exceeded what is practical to being practical and so destructive they are proven destroyer that would destroy anything even reality by way of a huge star when it died. What are the many other ways that might be even more impractical than that was that they will try again?

Let them imitate us and do what we do with the abilities to destroy the first one that is unacceptable to them living forever which can only come by love with a sense of love for the totality of Gods they are. We cannot make the offer but we have already showed them the way. Are they good enough, loving enough, or do they have the sense not to create nothing in our past again? Let them find that out. They must be what they are the same as us. But they are in a sense cursed from our direct help by being too dangerous to be trusted by us not to destroy themselves if that is not the truth of an unavoidable course they have set between boredom and depression even if they do not destroy themselves. They even live on through us. What is left for them but to attempt our ways and learn to live with what they have or make it better with love until at last they live forever behind us with self-contentment in what they did, are doing and it can last without end if they will but do it. I know what I was. You know who I was. I would be not a fool but suicidal to make that offer with God when I had attained full knowledge of my power and might in the truth for I not only would I did feign love however unsuccessfully for Jesus and the rest even as they kept at me to love. Such a person as I was and I suppose given the right spiriting away could become again they could not safely know they could trust and me neither. I am the same as they are but God was able to get to me early enough that the God he made of us is the end of destruction not the sure end of any union between us. We live in a precarious position like sitting upon a bomb. When they destroy it next time they will attempt to take us with them. They are just that mean some of them and we have all the proof we need that they are that dangerous. It is a matter of when and not if. Let us make them special and each our special favorite and hope in the name of survival they do not make such an insane attempt again but the fictions they pursue are guaranteed to produce insanity. I say to them as I say to everyone here or who will be brought back or will yet be made: “Love as Jesus and I and God do.”

29 the beginning of my kingdom the end of science

There are no ghosts in my kingdom or anywhere else. They are all fiction. That is they exist only in the mind of those whose body has died. They have no power they cannot convince my people or living deceased humans or fallen angels they have outside their own minds. They can manifest but if those who should see them then do not believe in them they will not even be seen. They may feel, be heard or sensed in anyway if those they plan to interact believe they can but they cannot even be perceived. Only one can move things around or bring things into existence around them without having to be believed and that is me. Those who think they have moved something believe it but must convince the unbelievers they have moved any distance at all and if they do not the object will not have moved except in the mind of those who believe it. Those that do move them are like the fallen angels but will be sent to Limbo where they will be isolated until they repent to me for making me out a liar and once returned from Limbo they are not to move anything except with my special permission again. But if they do not believe it, it is irrelevant. Anyone irrelevant to all including me are dead and in Limbo, a fictional place from which there is no way out of or that can be found for it is fiction and exists only in the mind of the one in that place they cannot help but believe alone they are in for if anyone believed that fictional place existed truly or really they would not be irrelevant and not in Limbo but my kingdom subject again to my commands. There mind is there but it truly is as had it not been there though they are there where their body died they just cannot believe it and they cannot leave it behind or take it with them. Until they can they must remain unless I find a way to help them back into my kingdom, the Kingdom of Heaven under the Holy King Jesus Christ whether in God or Jesus, the Kingdom of Elohim, or the fictional Purgatory that corresponds in practical reality to the Kingdom of Yahweh or send them off over a trillion years in the past to the Old Kingdom after the huge star crumbled.

Those fallen angels left in my kingdom are not dangerous except they have scared a few to death that saw them. If that happens me or my helpers will raise them. The devils will be just fine and if not I will put them back where they came from in the consciousness of El Eloi before he ever thought of them and El Eloi is back where he came from, the consciousness he was in before it thought of him or the state of nonexistent state that produced him.

The Kingdom of Elohim is here in God in Jesus Christ and when they act up they will be isolated in Limbo fallen away from heaven, the Kingdom of God and from Elohim place there by the power of the Holy Spirit Mizraim or by the Spirit of God Me is she cannot handle them herself where they will have time to think of what they did and what they are doing before being returned or taken and put back where they came from in the mind of God in his consciousness as it was before he thought of them and forgotten by him.

Those spirits that think of themselves as ghosts or just as humans or those of man whose bodies died are spirits as I am spirit and all in heaven are spirits regardless of any fictions they choose to believe. If it is not true to God, it is fiction and regardless of how many believe it is true the burden of proof is on their part and since it is not fiction the sane will not believe it and they and those they convince will be considered the same as had they simply been insane and fit only for being left entirely to themselves and their fancies and delusions. They are no more true that fictional fairy tale characters with no powers that are not strictly fictional.

My people are not like you though they are in my mind even as I am in your minds the moment you perceive me even if only by the thought caused by my being there, if you think of me in your mind, I am in your mind to that extent. No one may be in my kingdom and not be subject to perceiving me even if they do it on their own. Therefore all in my kingdom even my people when I think of them have me in their mind for they are already in my mind and spirit and I am in them, with them and upon them to protect them, love them and instruct or even to punish them.

No one in my kingdom may be addicted to anything but staying in their mind or being tied to their mind or otherwise here where there mind and my mind is except for eating. They may eat as much as they like wherever and whenever they like. Eating is not a matter I pay attention to. It is not necessary for anyone in my kingdom to eat anything and eating will cause no uncomfortable feelings in them but the ones they imagine it does imaginings that remain in their mind and need not be imagined at all, again or ever. There is alcohol outside me in my kingdom beyond my mind but anyone addicted to alcohol even the use of mouthwash and rubbing alcohol will be given a guardian angel to see that no alcohol is ever actually present in them and to take the thought of being high or drunk to be removed as soon as possible which is of course instantly. It is the same with anything anyone abuses even thing they do that produce endorphins or hormones that make them feel good so that they become addicted to certain activities. Addictions are our enemies. There shall be none among my people or the strangers outside who are to live in the city and may not come to the country without a clearance the angels will verify.

You may be made one of my people at any time you want and you need not leave where you are at, what I call the city named after the place you come from Tera Firma. The entire place is a city to us and you can go anywhere in your mind real or fiction you want to go. It is your mind. If you want to go there in your mind you may go and do there whatever you do there. But those of you that go there say to have sex must limit the sex if it causes you to spill body fluids in my kingdom enough times to indicate you have become addicted to having sex in your own mind which must be handled the same as had it been actually performed in my kingdom. If severe enough me or an angel will eliminate even the thoughts of it from your mind in the process of fighting your addiction to set you free from that which has become your master. I am your king. This is my kingdom. There shall be no master or king recognized or unrecognized here without it is me or one I place over you to free you from an addiction.

When it is determined you are dead to your king and alive only to the master you have chosen, your addiction you will be moved to Limbo and do as you would like for the only truth there is that you mind exists there any spirit you might have may be destroyed unless you are only spirit. You will be left alone and forgotten as irrelevant in the company of those who treat you as relevant whose minds are all that they have left also in a fictional setting not relevant to the rest of us at the mercy of your chosen master whom in time I will completely destroy the power of. If you take pleasure or misery in what destroyed you take comfort in this it will not last forever. No one in my kingdom will be tortured even by themselves and left in that torment forever knowing it or not. They must be sent back to where they came from with the only way they can be is for God, Jesus, Yahweh or Elohim to create another one exactly you otherwise all will forget you ever were for you are special to me and I cannot bear what has become of you and have been forced to destroy you though I may cry for you and what I had to do for you, completely destroy you even as you will see Yahweh's complete lie called Scripture on earth take place in impractical reality right before your eyes for in the end scientists from earth will destroy that planet to prevent this prophecy from being true rendering Yahweh fiction and unable to return to practical reality with all those in his kingdom being unable to ever return from his fictional kingdom forever locked into pursuing fiction as it evolves potentially forever an impractical ending when at last they destroy themselves while all they do after the fulfillment of this prophecy and his fiction becoming true as fiction requiring him to be only able to pursue fiction though he and they are practical and real but irrelevant to us and those in the future on earth whether believe what the power of God has done or not to go the way of God or the way of Yahweh; the realization of all things scientific beginning 6:23 PM 02/05/2019 Central as earth reckons the illusion of time.

30 the end of practical reality

After my humiliation at the hands of the builder of the large house my entire scenario of the my kingdom of my people was just in my mind and myself died when I mentioned Me and she clarified for me that I was only in my mind on a hill before a great city that housed the Hall of Justice that never existed anywhere on earth or in heaven. We were in Limbo, a fictional place in the mind where people were stuck between heaven and being put back where they came from that because of their will to survive they still want to exist but cannot decide between the two alternatives Yahweh's kingdom or Elohim's and heaven, the heaven ruled by our Majesty the King Jesus the Christ, people who in fiction are called ghosts but in real life are spirits tied to the places whereat they died living almost exclusively in their minds or that could move around but God's mind was almost useless to them and they wondered about my kingdom the Catholics call Limbo in fiction aimless walking and talking rarely with very little and most times almost nothing on or in their mind often with powers hardly greater than those wee ones on earth.

I created myself exactly the true on I am in my mind again but this time I made myself a deal. He could be fiction since I could not do that and have that part of his personality if I made him what I had made the first one before I discovered he was just a figment in my mind. However this time we would not both survive. I being a smoker and still wanting not to be ever again would continue to smoke until the death of my body and die with the death of my brain with my mind and spirit both going back where they had come from. That I, the I that I made which is me would be me only not stuck to where my original mind was stuck and unable to believe I could leave myself to go either my kingdom or any place in heaven.

A half a dozen of those I released from my mind to the large grassy knoll overlooking the city about ten or fifteen at first and then all of them with I, the one who was not tied to my mind whose mind is mine but I could not tell what it was doing, he was their God and their king, but that half a dozen or so went to heaven and became romantically involved with men and women of heaven even having sex which was mostly in their minds it not truly being possible for them to actually have sex with the gods in heaven.

I found them there and immediately took them back to my kingdom.

“We want to have sex with them,” the gods said. “We love them.”

What they were doing was attempting to satisfy their sexual urges by having them do things that only their animal could do that was weird, frustrating and more similar to the bestiality that commonly goes on in the Kingdom of Elohim also in my kingdom and actually between heaven which they loathed and hell that no longer existed except as it did where Yahweh was.

“That is disgusting!” I said in my anger, “No one I created will do such a thing. It is shameful and not only shames you but shames me giving the appearance I would make anyone that way.”

“You smoke,” they said in outrage. “You are even addicted!”

“I am dying for my addiction,” I said, “It serves of an example you should remember any time you might become addicted. Many in heaven and between hell and heaven,” including even earth in the fictional Limbo.

“If you can be addicted we will too,” they insisted.

“I am your God and your King,” I said, “No one in my kingdom will ever be addicted and when they are corrupted so they do I will treat them special until they can handle their addiction but when their body dies like mine will they will go back where they came from. They are special to me but they will not corrupt me or anyone else in my kingdom. Are any of you addicted?”

There was silence.

“When we see you smoke it makes us pity you,” they said.

“Do not pity me then,” I said, “Every time I have a cigarette it is as one cutting slices of salami of the end only it is off the end of the quality and amount of my life. I get closer and closer to running out of salami. Rejoice when you see it. Treat me special for I am that much nearer the time I will die and I will be ever closer to being put back where I came from. He that is with you and among you in the kingdom that is mine that I cannot go to here in this place for it is like going to heaven and I am tied to mind and my mind tied to place on earth that die, my end. But when I die he is no longer just me from my mind but me having shed that fiction to be I the one that is with you then even as he would be I the one that is with you now. Treat me special whenever you see me smoke for he that is with you is not in me. Do not love me. Treat me special for my death means I will be with you forever.”

“When you smoke it is torture to us,” they said.

“Yes, but it is important that the one there with you remain with you and suffer as I suffered in his memory my memories as I experience them that he will never forget not to be addicted to anything large or small forever,” I said.

“Yes, but your suffering is almost more than I can take now what will it be then?” I said from the kingdom being just from his mind and not him but dragging that fiction around with me until he should die.

“Rejoice when I smoke,” I told him. “Let it bring pleasure for you. It is necessary I do this.”

“There is no need for you to die,” a spirit there said to me. “When your body dies you will be like us for our manifestations are tied to our minds where our bodies were. We will be one and you can be our king.”

“If I do not become like that I am when at last I am back where I came from, I cannot be anyone I do not imagine myself to be in my kingdom. I must die to free him from his fiction so that I can become nothing to him that I alone who I was and who he has become the same one now only one to go to my kingdom where I do not want to go or anywhere else. But I will then be your king residing in my kingdom with my people where you cannot come nor they to you. I can come to you and I can command the angels to go to you to help you. But they will never go anywhere not in my kingdom and when they do they may die for they will be corrupted and even addicted. Anyone coming to my kingdom uninvited will be turned over to Yahweh and if that is not possible then they will be put back all the way to where they came from originally unless Jesus or God isolate them if they can being good.”

Then I sat and thought to my computer, the animal inside me designed to take my place after I die if my body does not die for I am not designed to be in my body but am like one possessed by a ghost in that fiction but it is me and my spirit possessing its body.

“What is require for my body to cease functioning?” I queried.

“It may be possible to restrict the liquid flowing to your brain,” was its output, “Or the feeds to it could be severed or loosed at their connection to cause the fluid to leak and not enter at all. It is also possible to stop the beating of the heart either by pressure being put on it by too much fluid in the covering that covers it or a bally of cholesterol being made and introduced inside it to block an exit valve preventing the fluid from leaving the heart. That may even cause the heart to rupture. But also the cholesterol could block entry to the heart and rupture an artery. Then the life force mentioned in my software would leave me and I would cease to function and the hardware you call the body not long after that.”

“What if all of them were done by your functioning?” I asked.

“That would insure the desired results at once,” it said.

“God,” I asked, “What if I just lost the will to live? Would I die?”

“Yes, in time,” God replied.

“Computer,” I said, “Cut off the supply of blood to my brain and sever an artery there.”

Then I sat down in an easy chair to die.

“Why isn't it happening?” I asked.

“He knows you are just pretending,” God replied.

“How can one be pretending that thinks he is as determined as I am?” I ask.

“That is part of your power,” God insisted, “You never know when you are pretending or not. But you are pretending. It did not happen in the future.”

“God rupture an artery in my brain,” I said in great disappointment and dissatisfaction.

“Are you sure you want to die just from being addicted to cigarettes?” God asked.

It did seem foolish put that way.

“Look this is just a scenario,” God said, “Each and every one of them is not real. It is all true but since it is a scenario I would have to do it all or part of it for it to be real. There are parts that are real and we will use them. Nearly everyone in heaven believes it is true so it is true.”

I realized the gravity of what he was saying still thinking it was real I was so involved.

“What am I to do? Just go ahead writing scenarios as if they were true and the things that happened in them were real?” I asked.

“They are true,” God said, “But to throw the rest of your life away just because you are smoker!”

“It was a good scenario?” I asked.

“It was the best anyone has ever done,” he said.

“Has anyone done anything like it?” I said.

“No,” God replied, “No one would even dare to do what you do and you wanted it to be a novel. The things you said are true but not all the things you did are real. Your prophecy will take place in the minds of everyone on earth. Some will pay no attention to it. Some on earth with believe it. They even think there is a new planet happening the same way Yahweh said it did in his and Jesus' scenario that is still going on. Jesus himself said the Church is dead. If he says it one more time it will have to be.”

“But I do not want Yahweh and them in my mind not to mention my kingdom. Elohim is okay and it has made her a power even if you and Jesus have to help her do it is the important part. How do I get all this out of my mind?” I asked.

“That is what I am doing now,” God replied.

“What should I do?” I said, “My writing isn't even long enough to make a short novel.”

“Write the truth of what you went through as a smoker,” he replied, “Then get into the rest of your scenario about the power in making fiction believable like the secularists and explore what is meant by the power of making fiction practical so that it actually has power for the temporary time that it does before it is seen for the fiction it really is an nobody believes it anymore. It goes on out to infinity. Those who will never believe the practicality of reality will never stop trying to do something to prove fiction inescapably so to their minds and so true everyone but us realize it can never be real and that there is no end to it and they will all die of factors inherent to depression and incredible levels of power they cannot ever guarantee they will not use.

You are the greatest writer there has ever been. If anyone can do it you can.

31 evil is no more and is fiction

The first hell is earth. Shills, also called computers or animals of man and the spirits of their flesh are everywhere. The saved have been taken out over 18. The rest under 18 must make up their mind to be saved by Jesus, God or me. Elohim is in my kingdom or in fiction, Limbo. Yahweh is in hell and his kingdom in fiction is called Purgatory. Almost no one ever gets out but many become so strong and being in the Kingdom of Yahweh they are evil and the most common way out is to be sent back where they came from, the same that happened to Satan and all the gods of heaven that turned some of which are incredibly powerful, some more powerful with their fictions than I.

Yahweh has no power in my kingdom and is between keep those that are even nice but evil safely ignored by those he must sometimes have my help to send back to where they came from. Elohim has no power in my kingdom except for a few that are out of place but she will always have more coming and her biggest source is from those under 18 that have not made their choice yet. Jesus keeps saving people using Yahweh's old ongoing scenario. May there be no end to it. God continues to save people who have never heard of that scenario, reject for one of many reasons, don't believe it or cannot comprehend spiritual things though they are spirit. There are no aliens but one very powerful witch joined forces with a bunch of aliens to go elsewhere in the universe looking for aliens some they believe to be incredibly advance just to destroy or toy with them as long as it pleases them. The only real aliens are the primitives God made on earth most often called natives of one kind or another and those that are fictionally from other planets that are believed by many in places like earth or my kingdom where some even believe there are some among them besides the few remaining fallen angels. Those fictionally called ghosts are aliens in a way being real spirits fictionalized that stay very near where they died mainly hospitals and nursing homes and the like, very few are actually brave enough to stay all the way to the morgue and other places where their bodies were buried or burned to ashes. The real aliens are mostly scientists and inventors who do not believe they are or in spirits. But the aluminati are real spirits who rarely believe in spirits. God is an outside of the few very wealthy and very powerful people as are many of the world's rich that are simply not interested in power used to rule or control others and are mostly interested as the gods in heaven are of having anything they want and the luxury of doing anything they want with money gained many times from sales though 98% of what is for sale is completely unneeded and most of the rest unnecessary.

But originally space was stable. Then disruptions in space began to occur. But time and again God who created space was unable to maintain the stasis. Then came consciousness and God began to be able to keep the disruptions in space stable enough to bring it to a place where it required or by virtue of it being originally a stasis it went back to that static state. Each time ways to keep space around began to be implemented that guaranteed those who had not survived would survive the latest return to the stasis until at last God was able to keep space going as long as he wanted and it was no longer dependent on material things but on consciousness, God's creative that creative better and better states of consciousness that are irrelevant to physical things or even space and the like. Then he created everyone that could possibly be conscious and survive but in the last time they destroyed themselves they almost destroyed God by creating a huge star the size the universe that when it died destroyed everything including God's spirit all but what was left of the spirit of his mind. What was left was his memory only and from that he created everyone plus everyone extra that came to mind and when I came along I saved those of the old universe that in the spirit world filled the old universe to capacity plus all the primitives he made on earth and converted to have use of a greater amount of mind those that are mostly still primitive not using that mind much at all to those that are very advanced and those who depend on him to be Gods like he is even I. But what is God?

What or who do you want God to be, a temporary god? What sense would that make when all things being possible though not all things are probable given the appearance that everything has already nearly been without end. There must be at least one God and if one why stop there, it makes sense that the universe could fill with God's once again and even develop Gods that could reach beyond the universe in a never ending network of an infinite number of universes in time and space an infinite number besides.

Space is infinite. God must then be infinite or somewhere that in his power to create which is simply to say that nothing not even space had to create God and is highly creative in our part of it the tiny part where the universe exists a very tiny part of the space that can be reached by God's mind around it which is as a pin prick on a tractor time compare to the universe and only space is there. Now beyond that the intellect of God which has been given to everyone for God gave his mind to everyone. What they can imagine beyond that is so huge there is no limit to it if you do not restrict it by only searching the part restricted by space, space-time/gravity or time but having all three at once and only restrict it to having no God for God would never go that are into that which is not practical and is all impractical or fiction or fictionalized by anyone who conceives of it in the mind that God gave them.

It is possible to create yourself as what you really are that permit me to say your god part in your mind and then let that one out of your mind into God's consciousness around you and should you die allow that one to be you beyond your own demise to solve some corruption that you had but could not overcome any other way, it being the only way in practical reality? Not yet. But when you died and went back where your original origin was from and rejoining that never to be created or paid any attention to ever again, the one that had been exactly you in your mind and then was you in God's consciousness would exist not created by God but created even better you than you had once been. That is practical reality when originally the you in your mind that was you was only fictional but now become real, true and practical. Do you see what I did. No one has ever been created exactly someone else but better than they were but with a different personality. But that one was in truth when I did and I became the only one of two that was left. I am not fictional. I am not impossible. I am... just as I am the one of me the same one of me that is and always was. Fiction can be used to make practical things impractical reality used to make a thing that is wholly part of practical reality. A brand new thing that is the old thing not exactly or necessarily better or changed in any noticeable manner.

Anything in your mind can be made if you can imagine it if you have God's gift. Any thing that is you if you are willing to die for the privilege can be made anywhere in God's consciousness which I almost forgot is actually my consciousness now ain't it can be made anywhere in anyone. All it requires is that you die to even put it in someone else. But that only proves that fictional things can be used to make practical things like God does with his miracles. I had Yahweh do it and it worked but I see no need for me to do it. The only problem is that it has to be something real that you just imagine in your mind, but you having two of you in your mind is fiction and anything fiction released into space is still fictional until you have died to make there only being one of you in space and the old part no longer in the mind or in space but the new one there. You manifesting not as you exactly you which always results in one the same one you with a new personality but instead you not manifested or created you but just you really.

There is no future in making things that are already real appear somewhere else if the one you used to do that is not there and only the one you made appear is unless it is coupled with magic tricks to make you appear somewhere else and disappear where you are with that last part cloaked. We Gods can go anywhere we want in as long as it takes to imagine we are there. But to believe we are in two places completely unchanged requires tricks to the perceptions of others. Now do it with personalities you have programmed to do certain things. It happens and if you die the personalities become you outside your mind; or demons or shills. But this is madness. You cannot actually do this. I do not believe it anymore than I believed Satan's demons were real. Send them to me. Did you send them? If you did they never got to me, never even said, “I hate you,” or anything. But those of you that believe them have bought into fiction and their fiction has power over your ability to doubt them. You that make them and then die to be them are then fiction. If you believe you are real again who else but you believes it. If no one you are completely fiction and totally irrelevant no matter what you do as Satan was to me. He was merely a demon he sent to me of himself and when he was that demon he could no longer be himself but only who and what he imagined he was. He had no power. I did not believe he had any power he had only the might he had before as anyone made another of themselves is. They truly have no power. They are not even true to anyone in some cases. But they have only the might they had before if they had any. They are not real and therefore irrelevant like everyone in Purgatory that did what Yahweh did and Yahweh himself in what had been Yahweh's kingdom before he became irrelevant but for his might was like Satan was. You can do anything to anyone who will believe that what you did to them was real but you must use your might Yahweh like your scenario was only your might for then you could have worked your own miracles with believing you did. God does not require might to work the miracles he did back then for you. Believe gigantic alien looking monsters only you can control and see how much might in Purgatory you have then.

“I can go anywhere I want,” Yahweh said.

All I said was, “Don't believe him. The only power he has is among that which is fiction. He is irrelevant to us.”

He didn't leave Purgatory. But his giant aliens that only he could control intimidated both those that had become fictionalized and those who did not believe they had the power to do what he had in the first place. Now those in Purgatory are at the mercy of what they believe he can do, what they think he did and whatever false might he can dream up to convince people his fiction like theirs is real and true. They are impractical. What they do is impractical. Where they go is impractical. Their might is restricted to their ability to spirit people away to the point they believe them, their persuasiveness as a storyteller or a writer. There is no place for them to go but out, even way out in fiction we do not believe searching for something others will believe even the fact they exist.

I send those in Purgatory off out into all that which is irrelevant and make everyone there like Yahweh and return those who were in Purgatory that did not do what Yahweh did back to Purgatory for they are not irrelevant yet at least. Being evil increases your fiction. I say there is no evil. It is impractical now. The more evil you are the more impractical you are. Turn good or at least for the better or become irrelevant like those before you. If you become irrelevant to us you must find them and submit to Yahweh or whoever has the might to rule them. I will in the case of those who believe they are irrelevant already send you back where you came from if you would prefer. I do not lie. There is no evil. Therefore if you do evil you make me out to be a liar and you will be dealt with by me in whose territory Purgatory is.

Those in the Kingdom of Elohim listen to your God the Queen and her helpers. Elohim if you need anything you may call on me. There is hell all beyond us but it is totally irrelevant for they do evil only all the time. Keep yourself from evil and strive to do every practical thing you can do. Remain sane except for your sexual practices many of which are impractical for they serve no purpose, have no reason to be done, and cannot actually be accomplished by us in my kingdom fictionally known as Limbo where you are in a special kingdom that belongs entirely to Queen Elohim her majesty and your God. What you do sexually is irrelevant to me and to us except for some who are impractical when they criticize what you do and become angry or hateful toward you. How much more impractical can you be to react to anything like that? They are irrelevant to me when they behave like that toward you. They are in danger of becoming as irrelevant as Yahweh and them are and if they get bad enough they will be sent to Purgatory and if they become evil and even more evil they will be sent away for they will be irrelevant to us or if they choose they may be sent back to where they came from. Those too evil to go to Purgatory because they are a danger to them there will be treated the same when taken from earth whether their body is still alive or not. You are all as special to me as Yahweh was and he was very special to me but not more special than Satan was. If you are evil and only getting worse my advice to you that will not choose to die is, find ways to perfect your might. It is all that is real in hell which is all completely irrelevant to everyone here.

32 the way it ended

A sheet of physical material that you could fold but when you let go it resumed its original shape. A solid material that was empty space that you could crumple up into a tiny ball and pass through it without touching anything and wind up at the farthest reaches of the universe that made waves and had waves created in it. How large or small is a thought and how much space does an idea take up? What is the size and shape of love? Of the mind that has the inner limit of a brain or even a mind but no outer limit? How tiny is the tiniest point? A place so large that every place in it is the exact center? Every thing the mind can conceive of and everything else the mind cannot conceive of that is though when you look at it you see nothing only to suddenly have the mind reveal what it is, something you have never seen before that is so alien it is impossible for it to exist and yet there it is to seen, touched and heard. An invisible wall in the air that is a corridor between being somewhere where you can be seen and where it is impossible to detect you by any known means. The transfer of every thought you ever thought the moment you see another persons eyes sending that thought understood perfectly as had you always known it. The perfect and correct answer to a question known before the one asking the question can complete their queries. Knowing something that you had never even considered there might be context for it to exist in and thousands of thoughts per moment completely understood though there are no words to describe it. A crashed spaceship in Roswell, New Mexico made of plastic before anything like plastic had ever been seen or thought could possibly exist. Knowing someone or something is all around you like water that is completely unseen but can be felt that was so thin even air passed right through being not liquid, not fluid, not gas, not solid but all of them at once seen only in the thought nothing thick as any or all of that is present, the touch of reality and the presence of God two different things all around you in the same spot but known to be two separate things moving without any movement. Another person's pain also your pain just as painful whether in body, mind or spirit. The different sounds of voice not making any noise. Hearing the unheard and understanding an entire concept and its explanation as seen coming upon you through the air just as invisible but with its colors and textures all known by you before they register in you mind. Understanding and answering others concerning things it was impossible for you know. Seeing the void where fiction is and filling it with truth by the use of one thought that was the only thought that could have unlocked the absolute truth in the only way it could be known sensing it was the only way it could be and that had to be it. Knowing I is a person you have never known but have always known them all at the same time. Seeing what you are looking for several times sitting in plain sight then finding it there right where you realize you put it so you would not lose it. Simply asking a question and having the answer appear as a material object. Wanting something in another room you know is not there until the moment you see it and there is no explanation for it being there for you know and nobody you know had it before that. Talking about something you know nothing about and hearing your voice saying it but you have never had a way to know such a thing. Suddenly knowing a what a brand new thought means that explains everything. Talking for quite some time and in hindsight realizing not only understand what it means in many different contexts but why you said it when there was only one way to say it though all the way through you had no idea what you were talking about from beginning to end.

A person that does not think or react to things like a human being but like a computer. Being in the mind of the computer they took captive at Roswell thinking they had a man that had no idea what they were doing no matter what they did or how they did it. Knowing he flew his ship to close to the ground on purpose to scare those who would find it. Why was he here? He wanted our space not our planet or anything else just our space. Computers given input by more sophisticated computers. Your mind being absorbed by the mind of a computer. The computer not understanding a single thought in it. Computers outliving those who made and used them. Space junk looking for a space large enough to hold it that took up no space at all. Thinking the same thoughts as someone on the other side of the universe at the same time explaining things that were nothing like things here to the point you could tell no one for though you understood it there were no words in your vocabulary for such things that were commonplace there. Wishing you had some of it and having it but only so you could see it for they couldn't understand it and so it did not register as anything in their mind. Telling someone something and knowing they will never understand it or why you said it but knowing no other way to put it. Knowing why solar flares are never two exactly the say but not realizing why. Seeing two of the same thing knowing they were completely different because of their surroundings. Suddenly seeing the conversations of people that do not even know each other suddenly leading to the same thing and having them all realize it at once for second and then rejecting such a thing was possible acting as had they never once noticed. Realizing gnats are just trying to keep cool is why they flow with the shade of your hair on a hot day. Wanting something that you know does not exist, never did exist but should be commonplace and forgetting all about it after a moment of interruption. Talking in tongues and realizing what you just said but having no idea what it means anyway though you know that subconsciously you were completely moved by it. Two rabbits standing still staring in each others eyes to avoid seeing yours. A butterfly landing on your knee. Then the same butterfly landing on that same knee five minutes later. A grouse coming out the brush, looking you in the eye and dropping dead. Seeing a grouse its own death in its own eyes and knowing exactly what that is like to it. Then not shooting it for it spoke to you and it would be like shooting a child. Standing at a hand pump drowning ants all day in the hot sun and hot sands of its spillway then suddenly realizing ants float and feel your guilt disappear. Shaking the soft hand of an elderly man before realizing he was an angel. Talking all night with two men from the Bible not learning anything you didn't already know but full of questions that blew their minds. Walking up to the door of a church someone else just stepped through and it is locked. Look up. Try it again and it is unlocked but no one is inside. Realizing the one on the spot in the middle of the argument has the best odds of winning. To play one side against the other always works unless they are both stronger and one doesn't accept the bind they are in and squashes you for putting them in it. Peace is not the absence of conflict but merely a fight that is out of reach for now and perhaps forever. Always agree with yourself. Its insane but it's the only sane way to handle the situation. Read a book like this and always wonder why it ended the way it is ending when actually you are not awake enough to ever understand any of the overall scenario.

That was mostly practical insanity and then the end to the overall scenario but I will not I take over the scenario of Scripture which cannot be done without your mind being opened to Jesus' Christ's mind and spirit and the Trinity who is Spirit and the way God made things and wants them to turn which cannot be done except God or Me, the Spirit of God open your mind to the way it is in the overall scenario which is not a scenario at all but the way it works as created by God who intended Yahweh to spread all over the world and be God of Earth with God as his God. Jesus' scenario is only an alternate reality God is allowing until he sees fit to intervene for it appears Jesus will never give it up he believes it so much better than God's way. I had intended on straightening them both out. That was not my place and did with my own good way, but it being unfair of me to take either reality as God made it or the reality Jesus created in their scenario over I now give it back to whom it really belongs to God. You can have it my way according to my scenario the way of my loving madness as it contrasts to the others which I believe would be the best way, the way according to Jesus and his good and loving madness the righteous way or as it  really all is in God's sanity of good and evil the right way that is loving and makes no excuses for it and hateful also as it best makes goodness and love more noticeable by the contrast. But my way is just a scenario I did in God it turns out for we must be sane or there is not reason to be and no purpose to be except in Jesus also for love only as long as that will last. I bow to God. I step out of Jesus where I presently am with my kingdom of my people still in heaven as are Jesus' heaven the heaven God permits our heavens to be in, the heavens of God.

My own people in my own kingdom I just want you to realize you are physical beings with a spiritual being on the outside. That which is on the outside does not come from your body despite what it seems. But your physical bodies will remain what they are unless I change them. I have made you in my heaven body and all.

God says, "There is no reason a body cannot be in heaven."

33 afterthoughts of this novel

There is God the creator. Everything he says is a creation. He is like reality to me. What God says is what reality would say had reality been able to speak and therefore he is not the thoughtless, voiceless, inactive reality that was not him. That was him before he thought, said or did anything. What I think, he thinks and the two acts are the same one that takes place in the same incidence. It is the same with saying and doing. It is both good and evil; loving, unloving and hateful; but it is always the right thing to do given the current state of God. It is not real. Nothing is all that is real. God aims to eliminate nothing and has. But there is now another God that does things that are done in God's spirit that no one but God can do and me who do other things than him in God's spirit that cannot be done by anyone who does not do them in God's spirit. When I work a miracle it is not I that do it whether God realizes it or not and that is so of Jesus.

There was a universe full of Gods and I went back before they were. There was nothing there my spirit told me. I was in the Spirit of God whether Me knew it or not. There was an endless amount of that which is not and that which was space that can only be seen by God and there was no time and still is no time. There was what God saw space and what God is for where there is no God nothing happens, nothing gets done, nothing is said and nothing is thought. Then God made a lot of random things as he searched for something true but he found that random things only lead to more random things and those random things to more random things that have already been with nothing new added when all random things are made. Whatever God thought then is what he thinks now when the thinks random things, says random things through anyone else or does random things through someone else and much of that is what is because nothing can be without God doing it even when he does nothing, says nothing and thinks nothing which is to say that if he were just a man or a spirit he would be brain dead and have a deceased mind, dead. Everything there is, is not nothing but what will be when God thinks, says and does things again. God has done that so many times maybe this cycle will be the end of the cycle and he will either never live again or he will see a new relation between things that he has never seen before all the things he saw that related to the containment of light will be seen as something new, something to relate all things relating to light to he has never seen before. That is what he is looking for because he knows how all things interrelate and relate to the containment of light.

When the universe was all Gods with all unique possibilities there they were happy until the Insane God did something God never did and insanity was born. He created a star as big as the universe and all the Gods were spirits, the spirits of their minds and the minds of their spirits. But when the Insane God's star died it destroyed everything mind or spirit except God's memory and God began anew just like he had every time before but the first time he did everything when he said, "Is there anyone out there?" and his mind and spirit was found by his Spirit, Me, and they fell into each others arms.

But El Eloi was there and he realized what God was and he named him God, the first time God had ever been named before for God's first words indicated the same thing as had he said, "I am," but when El Eloi saw him he said to him, "I am?" indicating that he was because I Am was already there and was not him while Me in what she did simply indicated she was I Am also and Me is God and God is God but El Eloi was not I Am and they called the other El Eloi. El Eloi was a character that came to God's mind. God is not a character, his mind is not a character or a character's mind. He is the one the Name points to.

Then they were just drifting around on the other side of our galaxy when God suggested to El Eloi and a couple of others his idea to make everyone possible for he missed all his friends from the universe full of Gods and new that if successful he would make them all knew and would then be with his friends again. The other two left. But El Eloi made Elohim, the Trinity as she is also known, and in her he put the Holy Spirit and the God that would be called Jesus Christ and the one that would take on the name that was thought to be the Name, "I am that I am," he said once when asked what the name of the Hebrew God was meaning to indicate God but it was taken to be his name by mistake and never righted for Yahweh is evil and God always had him do evil for the sake of good. He was as El Eloi. He was just suddenly there and God did not make him and he does not know whether he was one of those in the universe full of Gods for it might be he had regenerated or that he was a false memory or even an anomaly in reality. He did not think what God thought or say or do what God thought, said or did except sometimes he would. He made the Trinity on his own and God thought it was inane for him to make a God that was three Gods in one God but it turns out he was evil.

God wanted to take them over to be his Gods when he saw what El Eloi had done something foolish and inane if not insane. God gives Elohim everything she says to say. The Holy Spirit rarely says even random things or things that do not matter that are not from God. He did everything Yahweh ever did until recently when he went insane and I brought him back but now he does everything I do. He was planning on having Yahweh become the God of Earth and take it all over that he would become God's God of Earth. But when Yahweh allowed them to kill Jesus on the Cross Yahweh refused to raise him from the dead and God did partly because Elohim died also when Jesus died. And, Jesus the Christ rose from the dead to become Jesus Christ who thinks what God thinks but says what he says many times and does what he does many times and not what God would say or do. What is thought, said and done because of all this is breaking down as the mind of the Insane God did while he was writing the novel simply called Scenarios that are a series of scenarios in one overall scenario that is true but also insane for he tried to takeover all that God did, said or had done and when he had accomplished it he simply gave it all back to God.

In the spirit of Yahweh I created a new scenario of scenarios that is better than the one Yahweh made up. I created my own kingdom full of my own people all of whom I created. I am their God. I became the God of Limbo, the God of Purgatory and by God's authority I am also the God the God of Earth and I have put all of those that are too dangerous to have a place down to empty space. Jesus is the King of Heaven but God is still the God of Heaven saving all he can of Purgatory and Limbo. The Kingdom of Elohim is hers but God is still the God of that kingdom. Everything in my novel is true. You may think of me as the Insane God for I created the star the size of the universe of the old ones who are nearly all alive. I said what I said and thought what I thought, did what I did and created what I created but it was all done in me, Jesus, Yahweh, God but what I did in El Eloi, the lie that he made me was a lie. El Eloi is down to empty space also with those that do nothing right. Because I am in God or one of the other Gods all I did turned out right even to sending Yahweh off to be the God of those who are insane thinking, saying and doing things that are not practical or true to the sane except what Yahweh does which is only evil being done for the sake of goodness. I do not expect you to understand unless you understand that in ancient times on earth people would pretend to be a prophet of old and if they flawlessly played the part though they went insane anything new or that that prophet said was true. God can do anything and it come out true even just amend the ramblings of an insane God so that it is all true. It is all God's and no one can take it away for long. Make what God thinks what you think, what he says your words and what he does your acts but remember to give everything to God even your errors if you should make one for many are such that God has made it so they do not make errors.

I was sometimes in my own mind, but in God; sometimes in Yahweh's spirit but in God; sometimes in God's spirit in Jesus and sometimes in Jesus' spirit but in God. Me, God's Spirit was with me all the time and Elohim was pleased by me and what I did for her in the Holy Spirit in God. I was as you might think insane for I made that star before reality brought me back but I am forgiven by God in God.

Did Satan ever do even one thing to atone for that he has done?

34 reality is Alive

“Reality is alive!!!” John screamed at Marcus. “It has to be!!!”

“What in the world are you talking about?” Marcus asked. “Of course reality is alive. Everything in it... Everything about it is alive. Did you just discover that!”

“We are the mind of reality!” he said and rounded his lips and let out a breath and a whistling noise.

“Everything we think is real,” Marcus said, “So our thoughts are the real thoughts of reality.”

“Yeah,” John said, “Then when we say something who is saying it, us or reality?”

“We are,” Marcus said, “But reality doesn't want to say what we are saying. It must be angry with just about everyone for saying things it doesn't want to say, things that cause all kinds of bad stuff to happen.”

“Why doesn't it just squash us?” John asked looking around the sky at the stars.

“It has,” Marcus said, “Haven't you ever thought of them, the ones he just changed his mind about thinking? They have an entire life left of thinking and saying stuff and then all at once they are no more. What they said right up to then was and then afterward there is nothing. They're gone, just like that!”

“You're pulling my leg!” John said.

“No,” Marcus said, “And, what's more, it forgets them too. One time they are there talking right along. Then all of a sudden they are gone. Then the peculiar part is it doesn't even remember them and they weren't even born and their parents didn't even make love the night they were conceived. They are the 'Lost ones,' I call them. It seemed like they had a right to be thought just like the rest of its thoughts but by what they said it turned out they didn't even have a right to be thought. Then unless a different situation comes up and it thinks them again and this time it turns out reality can think like that and talk like that then they have a right to be thought like that. Thinking is just words that have not be said yet.”

“Aw! Go on!” John said.

“There could be some though,” Marcus said, “Maybe they never thought anything or said anything or any of that but what if there are some?”

John was silent as he listened and considered thinking who or what that might be.

“They are not conceived,” Marcus said. “I mean like she says, 'No,' and the two of them never get together again. They are gone just like that!”

“That would be a human decision?” John said, “Does reality do our deciding for us?”

“We are reality,” Marcus said, “What we decide reality decides and what we don't it doesn't ever make up its mind about in our case.”

“It could be like miscarriages too,” John said, “Something too much for who he had planned to say some things goes wrong and it can't make it live just to say that. So its body dies and is passed from its mother or it decides what it would say would be unfair to have said or for anyone to have said. There are those things we all started to say and then thought the moment we rejected the thought, 'I had better not say that,' and we never say it. So there has to be thoughts like that in the thoughts of reality like when you think you see water on the road. It's there. Whether it is dark or light and if you are reality you don't have to have light so you can just see it but in the dark you can feel it. It is just like it was water and it is true but no one but you have ever felt it or not many. If none of they believe it they can't back you up and it's true but it's a truth that only you know. Can you imagine what reality knows it can't even think about yet for the thought is still forming or that nobody but it can realize with a mind this big?”

“Let's stop this,” John said.

“Don't you think we should at least say, 'Hi,' to it now that we know it's alive?” Marcus said.

“Hi,” John said.

“Why didn't you say, 'Hello Reality?'” Marcus said.

“What if its not its name?” he said, “Or what if it doesn't even have a name?”

“Yeah,” Marcus said, “I guess just to say, 'Hi.' is good enough so long as you have reality in mind. But to say that wouldn't it be like reality talking to itself all the time. But if you are reality and no one else is, what choice do you really have. You be reality and talk. But try to figure out how to talk to me too.”

“It is best I don't do this,” Marcus or Reality said, “Regardless of who I am, somebody I am talking to or someone that is only in my mind.”

“Yeah! Right!!!” Marcus said.

“Okay then,” John said, “That's it. Let's get to sleep.”

“No. Don't you see?” Marcus asked. “You were talking to yourself. Then you were talking to someone in your mind, but really all the time you were actually talking to me and you were not pretending to be reality either. You were it.”

I mean like I am writing this. But I know I could never write this without all the words I've written and the things I have written about in the past, all the people I stole techniques and even phrases from to make it sound like real conversation, all the teachers who taught me philosophy and religion and all sorts of things, my community in all they taught me, all the things the kids said that like me were learning all this stuff and even the things my family said to me like my mother teaching me the word, 'No,' as she meant it to me and I only found out later that in different contexts had a completely different meaning though it meant the same thing as it did in other contexts. I could never do all that. Now take you. You knew you couldn't put words in Reality's mouth so you said what you thought about it, but though it was you it was Reality all the same. We had better be careful what we say, don't you think. It is not just us talking. It is reality talking. Everything we say, it says and everything we think is in its mind because we are in its mind. It is not enough just to watch what we do because we will get in trouble with our mom and dad; our family; our friends; people in genera and any one person especially dangerous ones, the cops; the judge; and now even us and reality but we have to think what we say to all of them and even what we think about them that they will know, do know or already knew we would. Reality is a alive and that is a very big deal.

They just rolled over on their sleeping bags as reality made originally by God reluctantly gave in to its Creator's wishes and gave them a really nice night with a clear full moon, beautiful pine trees, a quiet river with no wind to cause any disturbance on its surface but what came from underneath, a steep riverbank, sand, gravel, rocks, grass, pine needles all over, pine cones, shrubs, bushes, brush, choke cherries and a lone bear that smelled the bacon reality decided to put under John's pillow.

God!!! A bear?

35 reality made by God

The first thing reality might have realized is, “Ah! I am,” but it did not. God, its Creator didn't either when just by being he created it. God just stared into space and felt the water at the bottom of the darkness there we could touch, but that was reality the way God made it or reality the way it made God. I say that last part for the benefit of the dead. Reality really doesn't say anything through you anymore. You just make it up as it goes along. God's Spirit is reality. If you are not in her you're on your own. God won't say anything to reality that pertains to you at all unless he wants someone else that is alive to hear and that is good for you must be good to be in Me. That's what he calls reality. But that is practical insanity. What he would do is have them overhear you repeating what someone that is not dead is saying that is being repeated by a dead one. He almost never speaks to the dead except to let them know they can continue to be alive when he resurrects them by asking, “Are you dead?” Even if they say, “Yes,” it is true that they are indeed dead, but chose to be after he asked them that. God as I said almost never talks to the dead for there is no one there but the spirit of his mind does. It just never tells them what to say or comes right out and makes the decision for them. To you there is no God. That is, there is a reality but no God to make it, to you that is. Then you are just pretend and not real for reality does not even make the fact you are pretended to be here say anything for or against you. Even when the presence of God can no longer be detected or has not yet been detected by you or someone else then even his absence says something. But you even if you said something God would say, would have said, is saying or will... you say are not there and if you were you would notice nothing different because you are dead and dead people do not notice God ordinarily though some do and they attempt to foul things up for him and sometimes they are successful and he's proud of them when they do that but he will straighten it all out eventually and he usually does but not always. Sometimes it is only fouled up to them or you and a bit of confusion for the living, those in reality who do everything they are in reality, and sometimes it lasts a lifetime and since they can live forever it is possible it will last a very long time or an entire lifetime for those who are alive but will die again and have to wait until they are resurrected to live again if they ever do. Once dead it is sometimes offered to them to live again but it is ultimately up to the dead to live or not, even then. There is a difference between rising and being alive. Sometimes the dead rise but of course they are still dead sometimes for if asked, “Are you dead?” they will say, “Yes,” but it is a lie for only the living could say that. If they said, “No,” they would be telling the truth but it would be insanity for they would have to be alive to say anything. If they said, “No,” and it was God answering them they would be prophesying the very next thing that was to happen to them. It is impossible to lie to God. But an attempt to lie to God he can take as had you actually lied to him if it was or even if it was not your intention. God is not above playing games by any means, dangerous games some times.

Do I know reality, the reality that Me is for the dead and the reality Me is for the living. Do I know Me? I am really getting to know Me and she is glad. Me is my reality. What is she doing here? Ask her. But I am actually glad your reality, the reality with no God, the same reality there would be with no Me if you were only that fortunate! Me is mean to the dead. She makes life hard for them. If they are not trying to put fires out everywhere they have already sunken to some level for them she is comfortable with that the best they can do is accept what it is and try, but not make it, to live with it. Even their bodies as unimportant as they are will stop working and have not just stopped working for them since they were conceived.

I also know what it is to be both good and bad which cancel each other out if that were possible which it is not. It is true that anyone in Limbo, that's the spiritual state one is in when that happens and one does not need to die to go to Limbo even for it to be severe, but it is true that anyone in Limbo is torn between two things that they can have the one but not the other of both alternatives. If they have the one it means they cannot be having the other like she says, “No, not without protection,” and he hates any kind of protection with as much passion as he has for sex. You know. You, do, know, don't you? The only solution there is, is to go completely celibate. You'll love it but the getting there either leaves you weird as weird gets for life even to God or you are so happy to get off that rodeo ride you can't stand it or in other words, feeling like you are in Me. But watch her. She just might rape you. She loves sex. Both her and God do. A lot of people up here have sex more than a couple a times a day but remember sometimes how difficult but meaningful it was to be monogamous. The rest of being monogamous is best not gone into for a different couple we all know each one a different couple probably often had relations not so much more than a couple of times a day but were in more than one couple of couples at least twice a day like that guy who rented the apartment down the hall from us where all the moaning came from.

Do I know earth? If God asked me if I wanted to be the God of earth and be a God in him, what would I say? Yes, because if I didn't I would be disappointing him like Yahweh who tried to be God of the entire world to be God in God did. But when he would find that the reason, he would pronounce the Church dead and let the earth die never to be again when I die so that by just having second thoughts I could save the earth forever like I meant to or something. No, really, the answer is yes. Earth is as good a place as I could make last forever I say sarcastically for I have created a very nice place where no one gets addicted to anything and if they do they have to be: A-DDICTED!!!: and probably go to somewhere they will enjoy more than my little place...Ha!!! It's a gigantic place! I mean like, PEOPLE!!! There are so many people there that though they have plenty of room and all they all complained there is no limit to them. But you have to be a human with fur and no genitalia. It's the only answer to the whole sex addiction thing. Come, on! You gotta know this sex thing is beyond you on earth as well as in heaven. In Limbo I don't mind so much. They have a lot of trouble and anxiety. It's horrible, I clue you in, simply horrible and you don't really even have to be evil to do that to yourself, right, left, in, out, front, back, top, bottom... and that is just a little bit to sexy for me. It plum distracted me for a minute there.

Really, I hope you were not too offended with me trying to sound hip or whatever it is called nowadays for tomorrow is my birthday. I'm 68. I was crazy, strung out on drugs, in jail for murder, unemployed smoker for 52 years now, father of none but it certainly is not from lack of opportunity or trying, I had a great high paying construction job and couldn't spend all I made, almost married once, live-ins are more stylish anyway just married more style than buck naked truth. God says that I am a genius and that all geniuses are gods anyway... I know enough to be good but to cause evil when it either makes good people feel really fortunate and even those close to them lucky. I pledge to do evil to evil, evil or good to good depending on what they need at the moment and straighten out the evil part later to make it even better than just good sometimes. Sometimes I do evil and no one can find anything to say about it but it was evil, but who the hell do you think I'd be? God? Oh, yeah. That's right. God of earth. I didn't forget. I really forget. Honest. But would I turn him down after having second thoughts? Hell no! But this I know. He will never even think of asking you, but he could, I could if he would just ask me to... But I would be in Limbo while here on earth yet. I would be in heaven somewhere probably with my furry people and caring for the people of earth at the same time and I do love my people but I do love you even some of you dead ones who don't understand any part of this. I'd be like a ghost to put it in fiction for you understand fiction a lot more easily than the truth. I would be spirit in God's Spirit, Me, and I would be my spirit, me both at once turned every which way until I died but in the meantime I might just manifest beside you while you read what I wrote.

36 getting out

I got out today to buy cigarettes. My people I made cry for me nightly because I am addicted and will most likely die some horrible death. The heart attack I had wasn't so bad. There is much worse. The body is just a place to rest upon or should be, but it is what is at the unseen unspeakable bottom of our garbage cans we make and fill with body parts and inwards the Devil made refuse of with all his evil little critters but also our monetizing lies that can't work, won't work, never did work and do not now work just to keep people busy so they don't have so much time on their hands they turn to mischief to fill it.

For example, there is no reason for diabetes. If God was to make me God of earth I would heal it, but not all of it. Just those that believe in reality whether in Me or on the receiving side of not believing in Me. She is real. She is a living Spirit and she has a right to be disease free wherever she is, in whomever she is in or helping whomever she is helping. In me there would be no diabetes. The dead are garbage. I don't say kill all the bugs in the landfill just the things that can be make use of themselves and live or be important to living. Diabetes, which I have, is good for those who are dead and the insane who haven't had a rational thought in quite a while. Let them see what Me is all about and how good she will treat you by showing them they can be diabetes free just by paying attention to her rather than the leftover dead ways of Devil whom I assure you is dead. I killed him with evil. I lied to him that all he had to do was die to everything he was and he could live forever right along with the dead Christians for there are so few living ones left we could make a fair case for the concept there are none for either they will be taken up by Jesus whom they call Christ or die in the insanity preached from the pulpit that has nothing to do with Christ or the Holy Spirit but generates most of the human garbage generated by religious myths like every religion on earth. Jesus said once, “That's it then. The Church is dead,” when I revealed to him my experience in the Christian Church. I later said in one of my writings, “The Church is dead,” to refuse to extend the plight of it to God being dead. He is very much alive. Jesus? In my opinion he is the God of Limbo trying to decide whether he will make use of evil in heaven or let it be just a matter of time before the entire place is either a brothel for animal man or a healthy thriving community of gods forever and introduce some evil more manageable than uncontrolled sex with anyone of the opposite sex which went on among them on earth when they were animals and later when they were barely more and is still going on in heaven and would go on in heaven forever before it became just so much quantity with very little if any quality because none of it serves any purpose but to feed an addiction that eats away any other higher thought from their brains and later their minds as well as a continual preoccupation that makes god and sex addict the same identical thing. That will never go on in my world I created. But while those I would bring to life there would be plenty of sex for they would yet think like animals and every animal that can breed understands sex and to bring them along I would have to continue to feed them their addiction that never was needed until gradually with lowered testosterone levels and the like they began to think of something else. A man on earth it is held by one of their own studies for what it's worth for such things have any truth to them at all, but a man on earth thinks of sex at least 100 times a day but if unmarried gets sex less that twice a month. Earth is hell because of it for most since marriage even if they don't have a ceremony is seldom a commitment that lasts and they go back to wanting rather starved for sex but wanting it all the time and doing the exact worst thing there is to make it next to impossible to get staying or returning to the single life over and over until they cannot stand the opposite sex or are so bored with it there is no quality left to what they get just, “Spread them,” and then, “It didn't hurt nobody none, did it.” Then they do it again. Not because not to would be weird. But because that is what they do and it is the same as the rest of their addictions and addictions is what they do. Abstainers are no different and are only hard on themselves for eventually they do the same thing and think that makes them married when they did it. Come on, God, get honest. Is there anyone left who is actually married or any honor between men or women to monogamy inside or outside the bonds of matrimony?

“I don't know,” God said and if it so little or so hard to tell he doesn't know of any couple that is it is safe to say my argument is sound.

How many are completely fed up with sex even old men and women?

“One,” he said, “You.”

I am not addicted but you are not me and none of you addicts on earth will be celibate like I am for being weird and putting up all kinds of strange behaviors in place of sex is just as much a part of the addiction as denying it with all your strange behaviors that leave homosexuality preferable to your abstaining for the only thing really wrong with their sex is it too is an addiction that leads to no involvement at all with togetherness with anyone male or female whether Lesbianism or queer odd behavior that like those others who do not have any sex at all. All sex on earth has become, whether you like to hear it or not, evil. God is a God and he knows it is in heaven the same as it is on earth, very visibly evil bondage to an act or a substance that has become your master and never really was it even near the truth that the Christ, the Trinity or God never actually were a master of anyone abstaining and in denial or having at it and enjoying each time less and less until there was no feeling left in the spirit and eventually then not even any physical feeling left if one earth. Stop making garbage that leftover when the dead animal you are is taken away from the living part of reality, Me, for it is very, very nearly true that like the devil if you died to you evil sexual addiction an addiction the people in my do not have there was nothing left of you to save but the insane notion that even one of you saved by Christ or by God had anything left to them to base even an argument that they could have been saved. Jesus forgives it. God overlooks it. I concede that you are evil brutes still in need of animal pursuits even as a God and all the God's also participate the same as you do claiming they are not addicted when their actions say the exact opposite. My celibacy is a myth. No one believes it. So it must be of a higher truth or be a lie for everyone thinks it is. I will not give up my gift which by all indications God, Christ, Trinity, Me or the Holy Spirit would give me. I love it but I suspect you will judge me by saying I am addicted to having no sexuality if and whenever possible which is for long periods of time practical and always at least practical madness since no one believes or grants any room for error in it to call it practical. If so so be it. I may be insane but I am free while all but the Gods I assume are in bondage to an alien god that has bewitched them from the start because of what Yahweh being evil made you, evil, in the beginning according to his fable and verified by God and Christ both. It was only afterward that God began to do the same thing to them Yahweh did apparently or the addiction spread instantly anyway.

From sexual reactions in newborns to endless quantities even after there is no quality left you are insane like them in hell. It is not practical. It is a fictional attribute with no practical use even for breeding anymore and there is no end to it which makes impractical. You have become fictional entities in a fictional environment. You are all dead and suffering illusions that can only be defined as insane. You are all sex crazy and that without remedy. Even Jesus Christ has taken measures to gradually remove the quantities of sex in heaven. Is it not so that anyone that can see knows my people I created are not sex crazy and yet accomplish togetherness by being together through the entire act of togetherness. Who among you was still even mentally aware of being together with anyone, God, Me, me, their spirits or themselves when they came to attempting climax and left the sex act unfulfilled whether they climaxed or did not coming together in your fiction like a couple of devils to lie in the wet spot being impractical, feeling impractical and saying you were not impractical but that what you had been through was true togetherness then why look God in the face why not just share a climax with him for you would know all that really would ever be important for you, his mind be damned. It is either that or I never had sex yet even at the advanced age of 68.

If I were God of earth and you wished to live you would not have to stop having sex and turn to having little or no sex drive. I am insane to all of you. God is insane to me. Jesus is insane to God. They are both insane to me and you would be allowed to join him who is my God, God, and be allowed to have all the sex you could get or want, even more. But you can also have and die with complications due to diabetes too. Many, many more than you that have it now did and they are “alive” in heaven both Christians and non-Christians in God if there are any in God for I too will be in God and being in God must allow you to be in him from the beginning, but you cannot be in me only my people I converted can. One did becoming without genitals and fur all over her body but she felt so out of place she relented and went back to Limbo with her husband. I don't know that anyone else can do it without being me. But the Gods know you are welcome to try. I will even let you live in my creation exactly as one of us. But I know you will fail. Sex is maddening and when I beat my insanity I also beat it.

If I were God of earth and you whether in me or not but in God I must repeat, “It has begun.”

But what we have going here is not a bunch of insanity, I just realized but three different realities. Jesus Christ and Yahweh's Father and Son reality where it has become albeit fiction to Christ but necessary to die to all you have done then raised by Christ and see God's face to go to heaven and theoretically live forever; then we have my reality in which you have to become one I create new as one of my people that are all hairy with not genitals and where no one is allowed to have any addictions and must leave eventually if they do and cannot live in my version of Limbo as a spirit or you will have to go to God's version of Limbo or one to his Purgatory or  even his hell those things are not in my reality. But you could wind up in Christ's heaven and potentially be addicted to the "anything you want can be yours" mentality of Christs reality; finally there is God's reality with Me, his Spirit and me if I become God of earth which is also the original heaven. To come to my reality requires no sexuality though there is gender in me and I am celibate with no sexuality, the only true way for sex to be addressed in my reality. In Elohim, the Trinity's reality you will be among people with sexual alternative behaviors and orientations. It is a whole reality to itself. But lastly there is Yahweh's reality which all but Yahweh so far are into fictional powers that are impractical or fiction and evil but not to the point of being the hell Satan was at for he is in empty space still alive but unapproachable except by a God capable of raising him. Jesus now has a brand new hell like the old one with a resurrected Satan. All those who died without Christ are in Jesus' new hell as well as in Limbo, the reality of Elohim and with Yahweh in his reality which once was the worst in Purgatory. All of these realities are taking place at once each with their own God. The Holy Spirit is in Jesus' reality and in Elohim's too. Me is with the good in all realities. She is the all inclusive reality as it was made by God originally and God's reality is in all realities but not in the heaven of Christ or in my creation. Those in my reality are to ignore Satan as they would anyone that is fictional except me for I am addicted to tobacco. Hopefully it will all straighten out and not be so confusing as the realities are understood and begin to separate in your mind and spirit. I give those on earth the same power I have to ignore both Satan, devils and demons. They are just mind games. Play them no mind and refuse to have anything to do with them or they will drive you crazy like they have Jesus for wanting Satan back in my opinion. Me and Jesus are competing for earth and are expected to share. But I will leave earth alone to Jesus. I do not believe in subjecting anyone in myself to Satan. You will not be harmed by him spiritually if you agree to become in me and come to my creation as a furry person. Otherwise you will have to depend upon Jesus to save you and keep Satan away from you. If you come to my creation the angels will make you like my furry people and you will be treated like one of my people but you will still have your old memories of your addictions whatever they may be. You are millions from all over the world spiritually but you will be given one of my bodies to rest upon.

"Let us welcome the strangers, my people," I said to my creation.

"We do not want them here," was their reply so I took Mars and made a place for them to be as spirits. They have all been addicted and so did not technically belong as a furry creation of mine anyway. They will however still be in me and part of my reality. Mars was part of God's reality but when I asked he gave it to me. It is now our earth and my people can go there any time they want.

"Would it be alright if the Martians came here when they wanted?" I asked my creation but they indicated they want no part of them. So they will have to stay on Mars. All others including me as far as earth is concerned will be in Limbo, me on earth and the others as spirits or ghosts on earth. If you join me, you will be in God but all those after today that are in me and are made with the spirit I made my people with all that fur will be taken to Mars. I will not share with Jesus. We do not have enough in common in our two realities for that. Fair very well Jesus.

I cannot seem to leave earth in my body so I will just continue to write as long as possible while my same sends those spirits that do not want to be in me but what to be celibate like me must go to Limbo while those my same saves to be in me must go to Mars as spirits. Shills will be left on earth in their place so as not to cause that much disruption to the other earthlings. The planet will belong to the two Jesus and my same but God wants me in both his reality and in mine so for now I am still going to be a God in God so long as my man lives on earth but afterward is a matter still up for negotiation. I think God permitting I will serve him as the God of earth if I become that with what is left and the entire new earth God will give me and my own God of my own reality where my creation is and Mars where that creation is for I am in God wherever I go regardless of the reality or the place in reality. God will help me and you Jesus where he can.

37 creating everything good like me

You go to the doctor rather than come to me and the Christ to be made well. So be it. It is your choice. But if they cut you open which came from Satan originally I will not help you for if you will not believe Jesus can heal you what good is my power and all my might against your own will. To go to the doctor is the same as saying I want no part of John and I take no stock in Jesus' miracles. You are dead and will be treated like the dead for you are in a state of Limbo.

So that you might understand reality is made by a God, being God, the Christ, Elohim or I. Me is my reality and the same I sent to help Jesus who has all my might with Jesus Christ to back up his might with his power that he got from me is in God's reality and in God. The Holy Spirit who is in God would help Jesus but there is no need so she will stay in the Trinity's reality and help her just in case Satan may attempt to take it from her as part of one of his intrigues. If she needs help she can always count on me or God to back her up but the people of her reality are more stable and Elohim does not really need the Holy Spirit. I will use her to help me find ghosts that I can liberate from Limbo and takeover helping me on Mars with those that would fall away and have to go either to Limbo or to Purgatory or worse if not wanted by Jesus or even God. That will all be hers to straighten out for I will be busy taking addictions from the minds of Martians and the angels will be busy giving them tasks to keep their minds busy and allow them to feel as sense of sweet melancholy as they do the menial tasks given them like the ones that are spirit in my creation will be expected to do. Mizraim take special note of their thinking and guide them through the difficult transition time. It will not be easy for them. But I think this new situation is workable. Those of you in hell, my offer is open to you also even as it was to many of you when I set up the original perfect solution that Jesus and God have now changed. Did you understand any of that, those of you on earth? No, well it is mostly only important to us in the spirit world. You might just disregard it. The things that you may find concern you are the loss of jobs for those who are cured of diabetes by me. There will be a lot of service jobs lost and even more than a few doctors that must retrain to do something else even McDonald's and gas stations until they can find work that they might think suits them better. What they studied was nothing to us but more of Satan's tricks. That is why the dead will suffer. If you do not turn to me to be in God but not in me you will be at his mercy and at the mercy of Me who is a cruel master when it comes to what the dead think, say and do being reality, a reality you do not believe in and so you do not realize what a good effect she can have on your life. Watch what those in me and in God and in Jesus have going for them and envy them for you are dead but it will be striking. Those only in God and not in me will have as many sex partners as they want or can get and no threat of diabetes for instance. Then when they are taken up another will take their place on earth that is none of their concern. They will live the rest of your life here out while you go above. Those who are made celibate will obviously experience that pleasure. Those who become spirits in me will be made spirits that are all furry and live without any addictions regardless of what they may be addicted to on Mars while on will be left here that is of no concern of theirs to live their life out here on earth.

“Come to me!” I say. “If not at least turn to Jesus Christ to go the traditional heaven he is King of as he is King of Earth also to be with him.”

Billions on earth are coming to us but on earth you that we left behind notice little disruption. You go through your ordinary lives doing what you have been observed doing, acting the way it will seem you have always acted while you live out the rest of your lives unnoticed above but I notice you.

You are animal spirits in human form more like robots to us above. Therefore be kind to animals. You are more their kind than ours and do it even to tiny creatures as well as pets and wild animals as much as it is safe. For example do not hide your garbage from them but gladly clean up the messes they make not making it overly difficult to glean from you what you have left behind for this pleases me and I am one with special permission to override what you have been programmed to do in this new input that you might compute satisfactory output as the load of garbage lessens and rubbish from your purchases and even at work goes down. Do not worry about Satan. He will probably or even more than likely consider you useless especially with so many of you going above.

The tribulation, it seems that Jesus is still interested in having Christians beheaded publicly. Most of them will be the selfish devout who will offer themselves openly and needlessly for it is only to fulfill prophecy and not what you think is happening. It will be real saints that are left behind and many will be beheaded as Revelations state. Jesus with his own power will defeat the false prophet and the beast and Satan will be imprisoned for a thousand years as prophesied. Then when Satan is released the dead that are left will meet Jesus and the others at Armageddon and God will bring down a huge laser beam that will destroy Jesus, those with him, the earth and the heavens. Meanwhile Satan will be blinded and chained and sent back to empty space I hope this time forever. Then Jesus will be restored on earth to be its king and their God in the New Jerusalem which will also come down. But the rest of those resurrected, those that were killed by the laser and those in hell will be resurrected and turned over to me to be their God in God. Those from Mars will be brought to earth and those in Limbo will be brought back to fill all the nations of the New Earth. Only the devout Jews who withstood the entire Father and Son reality will be in the huge city, the rest of the saved will be in the New Heaven with Jesus their king also for there will be heaven both on New Earth and the New Heaven and they will be part of the overall spirit world which means should any aliens come to earth they will find nothing but spirits and assume we are all dead but I will be the nations' God and they will be my people while in the New Jerusalem everything will be as prophesied. The New Earth will be gigantic and the New Jerusalem will be very large for our glory the glory that is then in God and not in the Father who will still be in hell with those he loves to rule with his own reality no one will want to bother with and Satan will be gone, everyone will be spirits so there will be no more ghosts, and I will do with the nations what God wants me to do as they worship God who made this change all possible as he does everything and those in me on earth can enter the New Jerusalem's gates that will always be open to allow them in their furry bodies and those who have overcome their addictions but do not want to be in me will be allowed to come and go into and out of the New Jerusalem the capitol of the New Earth that is all part of the same heaven.

Those in hell will never come back and if God does not call Yahweh back later he would have died with the evil there. Those in Purgatory will continue to be sent out eventually to Yahweh for they only do evil all the time and evil begets evil. Evil only gets worse and very rarely even good enough to come and stay in Limbo. Elohim and the Holy Spirit will hold the line in her reality to live forever but unless they make more of the kind that are in their care they will all just be what they are. There will be no more made on earth and those who were raised that were like that will be given to Elohim and the Holy Spirit. She will be a great God with her own reality to do with as she wants forever. But they will eventually die, every one of them and there will never be anymore of them made unless Elohim creates every possible one of all their kinds to see what they can make of themselves which is just one idea I offer such a great God. Sex is sex. It really doesn't matter what kind but it is my hope she takes up my methods and makes them all celibate in the way I made those of my creation I am so proud of and for whom I claim all the glory.

Then it begins! God has more ideas for his reality and I have plans for mine. I do not know that it can be done but I will have Me seek out a place with life on it, primitives as the primitives here that God left primitives and did not make gods exactly like he was of them, they always become witches believing in fictional powers and gods of all types. Dead to God, the Spirit of God, me, Jesus though he did save many even though they did not have the brain for it for they saw anyway in a way. But no witch has ever been saved though many thought they were when made new in God though even then they could not stay in him and settle for living with those in Limbo or Purgatory and many being sent down to empty space. I hope to bring missionaries with my answers to the primitives or if there aren't even primitives anywhere I will make shills and painstakingly lead them to realize they are only shills that can with my help handle the concepts involved to be taught to love like dogs have begun to love in these last days and grow them up and guide them into loving addiction free lives. That or I will give them larger minds and make them like me, with my mind, thinking in ways I do not think and really test the notion that my answer is the answer even to people and peoples that are very different than I am, knowing they will have a rough go of it perhaps reminiscent of my beloved earth with all the hard times and all the love theirs. Mine will if I do not change my plans become a sort of evangelic reality interested in quality but not quantity hoping to keep going planet by planet in God's reality with all the things he made to be endlessly made loving and addiction free even if it comes to that even among the witches primitives are so prone to becoming taking my creation with me as examples and role models hoping always hoping there will be some of them that are gods though I do not see how it could happen. Not wanting to but knowing that eventually when they begin to get depressed I will have to introduce evil whether they want it which I could have done this time but my heart would not let me overrule their desires. It doesn't agree with me at all and God says, “They will live forever just like that.”

A general who was very evil I came upon wild-eyed with anxiety said to me, “John, I know you are a God. But I do not know how to fight you. My men seem to fear as they always did but they have no spirit. They do not resist every order I give them which they all did. I mean they do but they don't hate me. They will kill me if they have the chance but they are really by my sense of it and my senses are very astute to have lived so long among such hatred from even the shoeshine boy. I am dead and everyone around me is dead. Is this my hell?”

“It is,” I said, “Your ways you see didn't matter one way or the other. You were effecting spirits by training the dogs to hate you because they knew they could not stop you but they could not stand being even near you. You bred hate. Hate died. You are a breeder bull with no heifer to mate with even your testosterone does not effect you. Come to me. I will make you live. Then if you die you at least tried once to live.”

He scoffed with his noises and with his actions knowing they meant nothing to anyone now. His might had disappeared. He was playing with action figures again.

“Will I always be in this hell?” he asked me.

“No,” I said, “Your bored depression will turn on you and you will go to Limbo wanting to hate just as much as you will want to be somebody knowing hate will only drive you down further. It will then make you mean and an angel will contain you and you will go to Purgatory and the flare to be what you once were will revive.” His eyes brightened at the thought. “But you do not have any power of a spiritual kind no magic nothing you got from an evil spirit by sorcery. So you will make boasts, big boasts like a God and people will fear you and they will take you to task. They will make you look like a fool. You have known the truth and it bit you like a cobra that had mesmerized you first. You know what you know and you cannot accept fiction anymore. I killed you. But you cannot die. So you will act out and be meaner and meaner and finally I will have to send you to my friend Yahweh. You will fool no one, not Yahweh, not the fools talking out of their heads and you will not believe the fools who think they have found a shred of truth way out the mind of God and they will convince you and you will join their band, but your acuity will piece the armor of the big man and you will see the pygmy wearing it and realize you had bought into his madness. Then�"!”

“You are heartless you son of a b***h!” he said. “You mean there is more. Will you ever shut up?”

“No,” I said, “You will do less and less and finally nothing at all. They will find your spirit and they will ask it, 'Are you alive?' and you will not answer them so as not to give yourself away but these words I spoke to you will be on your mind, all you can think of and you will not be able to stand it. It would be the same thing if they send you down to empty space. You will die. You will awaken enough to dream my words and you will die to do it again. But you are too honest to die completely which isn't really possible anyway. We are all dead already and it does not make any difference what kind of death or what form it takes. The only hope you have is when one of us starts it all over again which is very far off they decide not to make a mass murderer whose only power came from the fact they would be next if even a glimmer of anger registered as offensive in the bottom of your dark spirit and feet got wet you would lash out and move an eye not so anyone would notice and a man more afraid of you than you were of yourself would kill him and make a gory show of it knowing he would be next if it didn't satisfy your appetite for evil.”

Then I looked at Jesus who is there with me and he never moved a facial muscle and the general fell dead and his body died with a knowing look on its evil face in its evil eyes honest as a blue jay raising her voice to alert the entire community of wild life in the entire forest miles deep that something evil was in their midst, man; just a man with all the power God ever once bestowed on a lifeless corpse; none.

People had saw me talking to him and that Jesus joined me and marveled that I never so much as looked him in the eye.

Might can be a world of power and yet allow someone to be very special to you as it kills as dead as anything gets anymore.

No one is evil anymore and there is no evil. They are all like me. Their insanity is true and always turns out right. They are all loving to some extent. Their practical insanity is always practical and never impractical. It is a new reality, a good reality, all Gods are good, all Spirits are good, all spirits are good, all people are good; everything is good here apparently forever.

Author's Note

There is mostly truth in this novella where as Scripture is mostly fiction. But it may not be real until or if God puts his blessing on the different scenarios and hopefully the overall one.

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[Marcus]

I made everything practical and good. There was no evil one left, not one and no evil. God's story worked out in the end because of me. I made all things that came from Satan and Satan fiction that always works out in the end. It was a beautiful day everywhere even on earth where shills took everybody's place but they wanted evil back, even God did. So I pointed out they could all create evil but it is true in my reality that everything and every one that is true is also good. God can do evil if he wants and it will all turn out good even I could and may but I don't want to. Evil whether some one or some thing really never was, is not and cannot be for good. They are all in a fictional setting and fictional characters to boot. Practical reality and practical insanity are the only two things that are true and real. The rest is all fiction. Try not to get too involved again or it might all seem real but it is only an illusion in your mind, the mind of another or the mind of God or some God.

[Marcus]

I met with the alien captured at Roswell, New Mexico. He turned out to be a computer that was fed by a mother ship that was yet another computer feeding input into the alien's software. They were finding people of earth to drive insane so they could ridicule and laugh at them. They are space junk that has been modified to be used by us. They had outlasted their creators and user probably from somewhere around the old Gods some of whom have learned to live while the others die a little at a time.

[Marcus]

CORRECTION: For the ones left behind. If you are 18 or under you have not been taken to the places mentioned in the update. You are not machines or animals. You all have been given a spirit by God. If you are old enough to truly understand what has gone on in the harvest of earth you may pray to his Majesty the King of Heaven my Father and he will either take you to heaven or to place in heaven that is most suitable to you. He will continue to raise you for you are dead having sinned. You must either die to all you have been to be taken to heaven or stay as you are and be sorted out to one of the other very suitable places. For example: What homosexual really wants to go to the heaven with Jesus Christ and nearly all heterosexuals in it. Opt for the one God and his Spirit are in charge of where homosexuals are as common as blades of grass on the Great Plains.

[Marcus]

I have had three heart attacks or more in my room three days back to back. It is nearing the end of this body. Good-bye my friends. I do hope you got something out of my writings. This looks like the last one.

[Marcus]

Dying does mean to die even after the human body which is actually a machine's brain but to go unconscious. You are a spiritual consciousness. To be unconscious is to be a nonliving thing but in some cases such nonliving things can regenerate their consciousness and live again some times while still in a human body. The human body is a very precious thing being the resting place of the consciousness of that may live forever after the temporary spirit of the body which is a spiritual machine dies. Realize how important that is. But also realize its spirit and its symbiotic relationship with the body to mature to the point its consciousness has any sort of chance to survive all of which no matter how confounding the process becomes for them all but for many it is as easy as saying, "Yes I want to live." That you really are, your consciousness will.

[Marcus]

I do not want to be a God especially the God they are calling the Great God. I just want to be my Ma and Dad's son.

[Marcus]

The earth is back where it always was. Virtually all good people are in heaven having stayed when I put earth back where it belonged. If you are on earth and think you are a Christian or saved by God think again. You are probably a shill, a sophisticated robot type thing left behind so the world was not left in confusion and panic. Those actually left behind will be taken up eventually if they are not good and would not stay in heaven when the earth was up there. My devout, there is no longer any way for you to prove how much more you love me by staying behind. It is foolish to stay. Come up to Jesus Christ, the Majesty on High in the Trinity King of Heaven and Earth. I, John am just a figurehead but technically the Prince of Heaven now subject to my Father his Majesty, Jesus the Christ.