Sober

A Poem by John D'alquen

This is the real message to my other poem by the same name. It took a while to think of how I could get the message across. I hope you all enjoy it.

Sober.

Thoughts when sober are different from being drunk. More calm,letting anger go in favor of rational thoughts and actions. Anxiety is a thing of the past,I feel like I used to. Let me explain more.

It's time to let go of the things that held me back,and kept me out of a social life. I have a lot of things to do,to make some thing in reality. Yes its easy to do,hard to maintain. I have the desire. Nothing will hold me back. I'll be here terrorizing my thoughts,I'm not sure I'll be able to rest till I have the best I can do. Tired of being a fool,this s**t won't do any more. By my clock its time to tidy up and sort my self out. Shouting I want some thing better,to release the scary fears of living nightmares,I'm going to have get of my arse and forge ahead until I feel happy about doing some thing good for once. Doubt me if you like,say any thing you like,just watch me do what I know I need to do. Your words against me will be lost in my actions of true effort,have fun being a voyeur. No more playing with drinks with a percentage,I'm not alive to die so easily. Money spent on tools to destroy what I have won't happen any more.