Jimmy's Marie

this is the reminscin of jimmy about his sister Marie

Marie is my oldest sister

of whom I hate because she gave me blisters

on my left cheek I know it's an accident

but because of that i didn't trust her then

despite of all my hatred and anger

she gave me care when we lost our mother

but whatever good things she's giving me

i used to sue her to make her feel guilty

a night before my 7th birthday came

I made a mistake and she was the on who was blamed

Her face was teary and full of shame

and my heart breaks like it was burned by flame

On whole hour of the night.. i can't sleep

Thinking of her and the pain that she felt

i was too hard for her but this time i feel guilt

I prayed to God.. I wept and i knelt

Morning comes it was my 7th year

On my age it was so clear

That starts today my sister marie,

i'll do my best to make her happy..

I cooked an Egg and a bread

Well it was my day but i'll give it to her instead..

but where is my sister Ok i'll wait

Maybe she'll surprise me of something Great..

It's late noon but she's still not here

Where did she go.. is she mad?.. i fear

a knock on the door breaks all of my thoughts..

a big fat man stood at the front of our lot..

ARE YOU JIMMY? I moved my head Yes

Is MARIE YOUR SISTER? I said yes

I ask of "where is she? can you tell me please?"

But the Big fat man nodded and sat down..

A lost myself of what i heard

A tear fall down on my shirt

I was hugging my sister..

We were in an old road, she was just a lifeless body..

Last night after she was blamed

About the mistake that i really made

She walked out the door and earn some money

So she can buy me a gift on my birthday

She left the store bought me a nice bear doll

But when she sneak out on the road to the other street

A speedy truck breaks her breath

Left her body holding the doll till her death..

It was her 21st year now at her crypt

And it was my 28th year together with this doll gift

The day of my birth, was the day of your end

The painful truth is of what to you I have been

I am the blame

Please forgive me

It tears me everytime of my day

Cause without this day..

your sorrow will fled away..

so long my lovely sister  marie..

Reviews

[etxcp]

very touching, and emotional. Sometimes we forget what we really love, until its gone. A very wonderful read, and I will pray for you and your family.... I know how you feel. My grandpaw died 4 days before my birthday...