how can I prove it

..a complicated love affair

once in my life I found you..

once in my life I knew..

I had this feeling of emptiness..

but you fill it until it flows..

 

 

yes Im weak I know I am just like your always telling me..

but my strength is just enough to break things standing out our way

though I dont hav this right to call you mine at this moment..

but when you felt how much i love you, believe it, its wat i meant

 

 

im dreaming of someday i have you here at my side..

spending moments, making memories and we have no reasons to hide

i know that there is a boundary in between us and it torn out my veins

but ill be right here standing in front of you ready to absorb all the pains

 

 

ill fight for this feelings i wont give up as long as your not pushing me away,

cause i know the way i felt it, im always here to stay,

though this care is not the way i wanted you to have..

but if someday if you permit me im willing to give you this love..

 

 

i wish i can have you but i knew i can't

i wish and i wish and i wish but this wishes is impossible to grant

though its awkward but i want you to know

that i am always here..i have no plans to stop loving you

Author's Note

sorry for the grammar