Twilight Woods

Posted Date: : Jan 17, 2011 9:57 AM

I’m angry now because I can’t find a place that will hire me.
All I want is a job and things can be easier for me.
How will I survive knowing my mother might have cancer again and I’m not there??
How is this fair?
All I’m thinking now is how to get back to them.
How will I do to pay my education if no job is coming my way.
It’s so hard being away from them because I was there to check on them.
I just don’t want to feel like I’m throwing time away as they live.
I just want to hug my father one more time because he is such a father.
I just stare deep into the light of a candle wondering about the future.
The stares of my pets and I’m asking to myself..can they please tell me my future?
I just hate sitting here feeling lost not knowing what direction to go..
I’ve done my part and its not going how I wanted.
I just need to vent because not one soul wants to hear my complaints.
I’m starting to have little heart burn pain.
Fed up with these tears.
Hope my time to have my way is near.