I’m lost in this uncertainty that confuses my emotions.
I’m still scared of failing
I feel like I won’t go anywhere with this pace.
especially with this face…
I want to do anything and everything to get there.
But something keeps pulling me away…
I’m struggling with this negativity that takes over my mind
I don’t want to get out of line.
My jaw is tense and my eyes feel tired
I want to get over with it and get higher
Why is it hard to succeed?
I feel like its not meant for me…
I keep telling myself that I won’t give up
maybe I do need to get away
Find that special place
Maybe everything will be Okay..
Take me to tranquility
Take me to serenity
I want this bad vibe away from me
But If I keep trying then I’ll never fail
I don’t think I want to bail
maybe one day I’ll get over this hell