tired of fighting

Posted Date: : Jan 10, 2010 11:26 PM

What happens when you are not happy with yourself?

Its not about my career, family or my wealth..

Because I have a good life

I just want to be the best wife...

I just don't think I'm enough.

I spoke to my mother and I told her how I felt

I told her everything

As confused as I was, I had to tell her

She did everything she could for me

All these years

She's been there

But as I spoke, she already knew...

She just waited for me to tell her.

Why take something so great from me?

I cried because its hard..

When I thought everything was perfect !

So tell me now !!

Tell me I can't be mad at GOD !!

Don't tell me I'm wrong !!

I have the right to be angry !!

Angry at the swords that keep poking at me

Just keep throwing rocks at me

Just like you always have

Throw anything that you can grab

Keep going !!

Whats next !

If this is how its always going to be

Then do it...

Put me to rest.