eff you Spina Bifida

Posted Date: : Jan 5, 2010 10:55 PM

Now I really have a reason for hating SB

What have you done to me?

Why was I made this way?

Everything is not Okay

You just keep bothering...

Why do I have to keep suffering?

So many questions I need answered..

Because I don't feel like I'm 100 % complete

not anymore..

I don't feel satisfied

Even though I tried

I was confused

I didn't know what to do..

It took this long to understand myself

I didn't know where to find help..

Now I feel like running

Because I feel different now

I don't feel as secured

Because now I know the truth...

Something that is wanted by many

I cannot have..

I guess its not meant for me

I just think its not fair

I don't deserve this

I wont stop thinking of this

I know I am everything to him

But I just wanted that little hint

If you are confused then its OK

I feel exactly the same way

I'm wandering and looking around

Where will this lead to now

Always hoping it wont change for the worst

I don't want this to be my curse

So f*ck you Spina Bifida

I'm still here with ya

I am a part of you

You hit me hard with your work

It's the problems you gave me that I think of first

Its not a normal way of life

I just hope one day you'll die off

So you won't come back and mess someone Else's life...