Every 5 seconds

Posted Date: : Nov 28, 2008 8:38 AM

What a different feeling as months pass by

A day without him and I feel detached

Its like a broken string

My mood changes

Different face expressions

The thought of him every 5 seconds

I wonder what he is doing now

Kind of silly huh

I still feel like I shouldn't care

I still have this thing of ignoring my true feelings

But damn! I think my heart has grown 5 times more

Or maybe my heart just got too sore...

It felt so good that my mother called him her new son

I have won...

Not that it was ever a fight...

O.k maybe it was, but it was my fight for love...

A fight to a new beginning...a new phase..

To commit ...

The attachment has grown deeply..