What happens when...

Posted Date: : Sep 2, 2008 6:39 AM

Sometimes I am so tempted

Tempted to do things that I know I cannot do

I can't believe how much I can control myself

The control that I have in this mind

But deep down my soul is high

I don't like to lie to myself

But there is something that controls my thoughts

I always end up just stepping back

I don't want to be like the average girl

I don't want to hurt

What happens when your heart is in two directions...

What happens when you worked so hard for something that you always wanted but something was still missing...

I really don't understand  this..

I thought I had it all together...

I thought this was going to be the same forever...

Now I don't like the fact that I have doubts...

His family...my family...will this really work out??

Is this it?

I'm 21 and I feel like there should be more...

what happens now??