a fake realistic

Posted Date: : Jun 12, 2008 11:39 PM

You try to grab on to what really matters.

You expect others to care and be your comfort.

But what happens when you feel that they don't care..

I just think its a fake realistic

When you think that a person is gonna say what you want them to say.

All you get is another slap in the face.

So who else can I talk to.

All of this is becoming invisible to me.

A dream.

Unbelievable.

What hurts the most is that you start giving up.

You don't want that to happen but everything you thought it would be leaves..

Goes to a place where it makes you confused.

I don't know what phase I should be standing on..

Is this what you call the " I don't know where to turn to" phase..

I feel like the bad person because I'm always finding the easy way out.

I want to climb to the top and I keep picturing those bells.

The "white" scene and my loved ones watching me.

But it seems that I am the only one trying hard to keep this going.

Who knows..

But I still see this as a fake realistic..