How could this be ?

Posted Date: : Sep 28, 2007 12:47 PM

 

 

All my life wondering if I could ever find the one..

Some one who understands me and someone who would care

I get it now when people said "if they don't wanna be with you it's because they weren't for you in the first place".

I had a phase where I  didn't give a f**k about loving..

Because trusting someone wasn't  in my book

But I took a second look..

My world shook and opening up to him is all it took..

It is gonna be hard but change is good for me

I need to stop pretending and give it all I got

I had people say I acted hard like a rock

But I know It just had to do with me not trying to get hurt..

Past relationships made me a better person

As unhealthy as they were I still got hurt

Not caring for what I really became

Now I'm not the same

I'm glad of what I became

I can actually say I'm happy as can be

I have the good life like Kanye West

I bet I haven't seen nothing yet..

So here I say how could this be

This be what I always wanted it to be

Of course there's doubts and times that I want to hold back

But I plan to be me and let all of that go

I don't wanna be that person that I was before..

The confusion of what I felt a year back

Where I wasn't sure where I stood and others pushing me back

I dont't think anyone should be in a confused state of mind

Hints and signs doesn't make anything right

So finally I say live the good life, Laugh about mistakes and LOVE when the time comes..

Because you will never know when that time disappears

Forget the tears..

No more fear.