This Wrinkled Heart

Posted Date: : Aug 1, 2007 6:46 PM

 

Long ago I lived happily and loved

The memories I have of my true love will never die

With this one guy

I did live my life

We enjoyed our company day and night

Walks in the park

Where we spoke about our dreams and goals

We said to each other that we would get married

We did everything together

We argued whether

We would a child or two

But as I sit here in this white bed

And this white plain room

I never knew our time together would come to an end so soon

One unbelievable weekend we planned our future

We decided to pack our things and run away

I got pregnant and I didn't know what to do

He told me not to worry because he would be there

He told me to meet him at our high school at 6 pm

I got so nervous because it was so sudden

Ten minutes before 6 pm I was at our spot

I told my mother I would be sleeping over at a friends house

And it was at her uncle's house called Scott

As I waited patiently I started getting worried

I wonder where he could be

I waited for him more than two hours

I knew I had to go back home

I cried on my way back

He never stood me up like that day

I went back home

I went to my bed and cried like never before

Later that night I heard a knock on the door

My mom answered it quickly

As I got to the door I saw a cop and my lovers parents

They looked so pale

I wondered what had happened to him

Then softly my lovers mom says

"Mrs. Stevens my son was in a car crash.".

I was so shocked

" He hit a tree and the car burnt on fire"

" We found your daughter in it too"

There was a strange look on my mother's face.

This she didn't understand

I couldn't either..

I looked at myself and looked in the mirror right next to me

My face I couldn't see

This just couldn't be

They told my mother there wasn't enough time to save me

I saw my mother confused and in grief as she fell on the floor crying

She never thought her daughter would be dying

so soon

I yelled out loud as I couldn't see myself

"Mom, I am still here, I am here and well"

But of course mother couldn't tell

I don't even remember getting in his car

Was this supposed to be erased from my mind??

I mean

This is my life

So where is my lover?

Why can't I find him??

The cop said my lover was saved from the accident

In intensive care

I decided this was my time to be there

I found my lover

I keep loving and watching over him

Till the day he dies

Till meet again

This may be an invisible heart

But it will always be a wrinkled heart

You never forget you first love

I'll be watching from above