NUM83R5 OF LE55

Posted Date: : Jul 29, 2007 10:46 PM

Almost a month and I cant walk

Now I notice papers coming from the mail

I look at all these numbers and I panic

A month without a job has affected me

First I didn't want to see

But I feel like digging my head in a hole

I see numbers of less

My savings is decreasing

All I had to get my car I'm scared I wont have

But I stop and think

That I should be glad

Something is something

I feel so bad asking my folks to spare me some change

When they just started working again

Dad says not to worry because one day I'll pay them back

Mom says I've worked too hard and to her it's a fact

Family says its good to relax and to focus on my recovery

Everything else will settle itself eventually

But its just the thought

I see numbers of less

Am I really that worried?

Well yes!!!

I don't want others to think I cant be independent

F**k!

I see my numbers of less