The fire in my heart

Posted Date: : Jul 13, 2007 6:27 PM

 

This feeling has stayed with me for months

I still have love for you

But I feel my heart burning like fire

I feel this every time I think of you and I'm tired

I hate thinking you were the best

I have this feeling god doesn't want me to love

I cant take you off my mind

I appreciate everything you did to make it work

But Its all my fault for not trying

Wondering when Ill get your next phone call

Its this hope that we will meet again

You took a piece of me as I saw you leave that last time

It was pouring rain...

Maybe that was a sign

Telling me our love was gonna fall

Every song you sang to me reminds me of you

Its sad how I'm wishing you were still here

I'm glad I have great memories because they were so true

They were just with you

Loneliness erases my smile

I haven't smiled in a while...

I pretended it was easy to move on

But this thought takes me back to that same dumb song

Usher's "U got it bad"

Thinking of the way It ended makes me mad

Nothing ever works out good for me

You just don't know I have a passion to love

You can even see this fire burning from these two brown holes

Holes because you can see right through them

The hurt, the pain, and the tears

This fire in my heart

It will take a while to burn out

I just need to find a way to have a new start...