So distant

Posted Date: : Jun 8, 2007 8:39 PM

 

I'm invisible in his eyes

He looks right through me and I'm nothing in his eyes

More than six months now since we don't talk

It hurts me that we don't get along

He wont let me in and I know he doesn't care

He passes by me and I'm scared to stare

Months pass by and I wish I could turn back time

To the day we stopped talking for a dumb unnecessary fight

We were close once and I hate it all be ruined

He was my close brother and now I don't know what hes doing

A brother/sister relationship not happening here

I think about not speaking to him and I start to tear

He doesn't know I miss him and I miss being with him

Its hard to know your brother turned into a stranger

Its different lives now and I'm raged with anger

He just doesn't know I could be there

Another girl is replacing my advice and I just think its not fair

But I guess its nothing to him and I don't matter so he doesn't care

I love you brother and I admire you

You just don't know how much I talk about you

My brother does this and he does that I always say

I just wish we could exchange words again and everything would be OK

Damn I just have so much to say

I lay in bed thinking of  him each and everyday

Thinking what would happen if he went away

I just hope everything could change