Friends

Posted Date: : Apr 25, 2007 1:51 AM

What are friends..

Friends come and go

When you need someone you have no one to hold

The friends you think you have act cold

You start feeling lonely

No one to be there and give you advice

When they do wanna talk they just want to judge your mistakes

Most friends just end up being fake

I try to pinch myself but find out I'm really awake

No one to trust scared they will talk behind your back

I admit its bad to be without friends

But friends Ive had just end

I guess its the envy and the jealousy

They see I have so much going so they just die to see

To see how I love my life and what I became to be

But I know no one cares about me

They don't know how I'm feeling

I have a brother who don't give a f**k about me

He lives right next to me and I'm invisible

He doesn't know when his friends leave hes just gonna have me

Not being close  to my brother kills me inside

Every time I see him I just want to hide

I ask myself why this happens..why????

I feel its not gonna get better...

Others say its gonna be alright

Well its life I don't like how he is and he don't like me

But I cant be someone other people want me to be

All of this just makes me want to leave

And get away from reality and go someplace else

But a hard working job has me locked up

Working weekend nights wanting to have fun

I swear if that same manager grabs me again..that's it I'm done

Its not worth working at a whack a*s store..

I'm too young to be stressing....s**t Ill walk out that door

But I cant ...my dad lost his job...

My eyes feel tired I'm starting to see fog...