I Don't Wanna

Posted Date: : Apr 12, 2007 10:39 AM

 

I look at this life

Thinking if the decisions Ive made been right

I guess you can say I got caught up

Everyday I walk where we used to chill because it was our spot

Damn I miss him but I have to keep my head straight

But I chose to move on because I couldn't wait

Too long to get a kiss or a hug

Not fair to me but I guess now he don't give a f**k

Trying to see some other girl like its all good

As I sit here acting like a fool

After all this time I see his face in my mind

There's just so many things we did that made want to fly

I tried to make it work and fix this issue

But I think its better to get going without you

Because

I don't wanna be thinking of you any more

I talk to other guys but all I see is you

I don't wanna do this anymore

So It was best to walk out that door

 

For one second I saw my future with him

I thought of how it would be if I did him

His kisses told me it would be OK

But it my mind I would wanted to turn the other way

I shouldn't of caught no feelings

He gets in my mind and my heart starts beating

But I don't think his love was true

He didn't open up to me as much as I wanted him to

I felt like he was holding back

I just thought all of that was whack

I felt colder as he left me

I had to go through that s**t all over again

I guess its time to find a new friend ..

Because

I don't wanna be thinking of you any more

I talk to other guys but all I see is you

I don't wanna do this anymore

So it was best to walk out that door

Its just too bad I wont see you again

Too bad you wont be my friend

After this one nothing will be said