Feelings Fade Away

I don't know what to think

I'm not with him and my feelings sink

I see him and all my feelings come back

I wonder why these feelings come and go

I just want him here for me to hold

Can't believe he questioned my love for him

I thought I showed him with my tears

All those tears when I felt sad

Damn..that really made me feel so bad

It makes me think if this is worth my time

I wonder if this is what I want and its been like this for a while

I do love him, but I don't like this situation

This is not what I wanted to envision

Feelings fade away

Every month I wait to that day

The day he can get back to me

So that he could see

See how much I have to give

I wonder how much of that I will receive

I cant wait to give him the best of me

Ill be everything he wants me to be

But I don't want to be left here when he's gone

The loneliness of wanting to be with someone

He is the one I long for

The one that makes my body sweat

I know I made him crazy when we first met

We were just friends and I didn't think we'd get this far

I just remembered those 3 words he said to me  in back of that car

Feelings fade away yes this is true

But don't think that I don't want you

Baby I love You...