I want to return to the chaos

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I want to return to the chaos

I want limp bodies on couches

And darkened basements

And not really knowing where we’ve been

Just yet. And not much has changed

In my life, at least. Which I’ve been told is showing

Just the removal of these certain stories

There was a banter, once

And yet there still in, in a sense

Somewhere at before broken bannisters

I want to return to the chaos

I want to return to my roots

But I can’t shake the feel of that sun

 

And the banter was better in black

Basements or fires or warmth or beds

Back before we knew what they had

Befouled and foul and blasted and furious

And I lost you there

Because my dialogue is catered to them

No longer you, either or

Getting any side glances no insides

Not yet, but also not anymore

But optimistically soon to come, somewhere

And I lost you there

And I want us to return to the chaos

Author's Note

bite me

Reviews

[Malark]

nice .