Pieces of my heart miss you

About a girl still loving a guy who only sometimes loves her

My heart is your pinata
When you said sayonara
Beating my broken heart
Apart into tinier fragile pieces
Pieces of memories fall against there will
When I screamed when we were fighting that night
Pieces of clear wine glasses shatter
I want you to know I can not let you go
When I am with you I do not want our moments to end
When you are away I wish for the time to quickly past by
My bleeding heart pieces still miss you
I miss everything about you, your smell, your hair, your eyes
You are more screwed up in the head than I am
I don't want to be just as friends
I want something more, much, much, much more
How can I tell that to you and make you feel the same?
My heart really hurts from this lonely pain
I sit alone, trying to eat and drink my sorrows away
I always have a frowning face looking down as I walk
Feelings of nervousness and anxiety as I bite my nails
Until they bleed bright red blood
My thoughts are tempting to commit suicide
I am losing my mind, feeling helpless without you
Without you I feel like I am a nothing worthless piece of garbage
With you I feel better than a golden trophy sitting high on a pedestal
You say to come and hug you
So when I put my arms around you and lean for a kiss
You push me off
Crying my puffy brown eyes out until they burn
While you look away at your phone
I'm surprised it works
Every time I try to call or text you say it's broken
My life is not getting easier
My soul is empty without feeling your soul
I need you more than h20
The cold nights grow longer without you here
I'm wasting my time pretending you still care
I need us to fall in love not fall apart
Our love is dying in front of my eyes
I try to stop it and hold on but you let your love go away
How am I suppose to live without you?
I wonder about you every five minutes
It reminds me of our five months together
In our twisted relationship
You just say sorry for ignoring me
When I scream my lungs out in front of you
If you're really sorry and care about me too,
Then stop playing these sick mind games
When you leave and ignore my presence
That is the only thing I can understand
Because if I could I would ignore myself too
I'm so messed up, circle of problems going around in my head
I don't want to keep pretending I have you, I really want you mine
Stop being so far away, I didn't think you could hurt me
Baby please lets put the Heroine down
Speak clear words to me instead of having the silence treatment
When I say please give me a second chance you drive away
Leaving me behind
I keep holding on to you thinking you love me too
How am I suppose to let you go,
when my bruised heart tells me to be with you?
I do not want to find another lover
You being with me is all I need to carry on alive with happiness
All I do is cry and worry about you when you are gone
You are causing me pain
I have no where to go to dry my eyes
There is no reason to smile without you
Even my soul is depressed
My broken heart hurts every time I breathe.

Reviews

[Jeff]

Incredibly painful piece.

WOW!
I'm speechless.
This was AMAZING!
Unique, good imagery, excellent job on the details.
It's something different, but I like it. :D

[man Atek]

the poem full of mysteri and very unique

[An owl on the moon]

What an overwhelming sense of pain... the stranded feeling of being.. of the loneliness without the one you love. Perhaps, the incompleteness.. You express the depth of this almost too well.. I've know the feeling, and it is suffocating.

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