He is in my head

Random thoughts.

Kiss me goodnight
Say it will be alright
I will believe your lies
Like I always do
I do not want to move from your side
I can not decide
Am I wrong for still loving you?
After all the pain you put me through?
Please do not say goodbye
As you lay here next to me
My heart dies a little inside
When I know you only think
about her
But I feel like there is nothing
left to do but be with you
I think I just want to love you
So I do not have to go along being alone
I cannot escape the pain
That I hide, deep inside
At least we pretend we will gain
something from each other
As I get older
The days grows older
And I am realizing life is not a fairytale
If you put a gun to my head
I would not try to stop you
I am just waiting for something to save my life
So I do not have to cry myself to sleep
Every night with a bruised heart
Even with you I feel all alone
Why do I keep doing something wrong?
When will something else save me?

Author's Note

what do you think?

Reviews

[Linear]

Sometimes you cant give enough, do enough os say enough to make it right love is two edged, it can thrill but also kill, good poem 7 points

[An owl on the moon]

So much pain flowing from what was love... there is that sense of betrayal, and a grief that is often associated with death.. Powerful words with stunning heart images.

[Jeff]

I like your style. Believe me they do leave in time or at the very least fade away. Keep up the writing.

[Michael X]

this reminds me of old school poetry, the best of old school romance that
represents a real situation, this feels like amazing spoken word,
you have talent, keep it up

[Jessica Danielle]

this is a really deep poem. i can totally relate to it. thanks for sharing it.