Wonder

Wonder

A Poem by Joshua Lobdell
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So sometimes I spend too much time inside my own head, and most times these are the kind of conversations I am having with myself

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All day long you are texting

It totally has me vexing

As I try to contain my rage

As I try to turn the page

I have a life to live

And my time I cannot give

Right now, I am too confused

My affections have been refused

By you and another

Leaving me these things to wonder

How I always end up there

In a place where no one cares

All alone stuck in a rut

Feeling the truth in my gut

There is no one left to blame

They no longer play this game

Are you ready to step in?

To pick up and begin?

But something was left undone

Your company I sometimes shun

To be alone with my fear

Something I can't show you dear

Just how sick I am in the head

Constant questions of alive or dead

© 2014 Joshua Lobdell


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Hello Josua
Spending to much time inside your head, don` t think that will ever do you any good,
Too much time, too much thinking.
We can`t win a conversation with ourselves.
Nice use of words
~E

Posted 10 Years Ago



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Added on October 1, 2014
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Tags: relationships, love, depression, suicide, Joshua Lobdell, doubt

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Joshua Lobdell
Joshua Lobdell

Detroit, MI



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My life is kind of complicated…since I seem to attract all these weird complicated relationships and that professionally I have to be two different sides of a very unique coin. On one hand I a.. more..

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