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my attempt at trying to turn a journal entry into a poem

The worst thing is not knowing
 how your going to feel in the morning
 a constant worry
 needing a new direction 
 not knowing were to go
 pretending often
 that I'm not bothered by my indecisiveness.
 Truthfully
 I have a hard time deciding if I really care at all.
 I know this makes me a burden,
 maybe a burden to much to bear ?

Reviews

[John the Baptist]

The speaker appears to be caught in an impasse. The cause is not mentioned, and sense the poem is based on a journal entry, it follows no other is being addressed. It sounds like counseling might be needed.