Love/Hate

Sometimes I go through life

Wondering what's with all the strife

I don't mean between one another

I truly meant the internal another

I want to know how to feel

About you and this crazy ordeal

My feelings on you are so conflicted

That your mere aura makes me sickly

I wanna love you

I want to loathe you

I feel like a mixtape

But pay attention to the dual meaning

Only time will tell

What only it knows

Patience isn't my virtue

But I'll practice for sure

One day I'll wake up with no strife

Then you'll be one less problem in life