IDEA ORIENTED II...Jimmy Like

Step by step, a continuation to , Idea Oriented.

                                              "Defining Oneself" 

   Ever been described as quirky before, or is it me which has to take seriously the occasional characterization of the perception by another. Not minding having to defend myself in the least, although the idea that being described as what I refer to as being quirky, should take the high road, and feel special. I use being described as quirky thinking about one of my favorite actors, and their lasting memory left an inspiring after thought of themselves on a persons mind. Vincent Price comes to mind. On the stage of life, Vincent as an actor left an impression as scary, weird, or sometimes spooky. Quirky wasn't one of them, because.

    Quirky, I believe I'll take the comment as a compliment. No point in over analyzing the other persons definition, especially when I don't know what is going through their mind. I have an old saying, more like an original phrase as my own aphorism..."Be immune to rumor" which I own. I came up with this catch phrase by observing human nature. As strange as this may sound, the truth never surprises me anymore. 

    Truth is stranger than fiction someone once said. I wish I could meet that person who coined it. I probably think the individual has their own philosophy that they defined their self image by also.

    I do not claim to be the wisest person I know yet, but am sure I must be as close to finding the treasure of defining oneself better than anyone. The rough road of life is paved with hills and spirals, bumps in the way with hurdles all along the way. Who cares if there are. I have managed to either go through them, around them, and what ever I needed to to to get to the other side. A little characterization doesn't bother me the least bit anymore. My worse enemy was, and probably still is my worse enemy. Define yourself in your own way, and cherish your philosophy. Defining oneself is definitely a work in progress.

                                    "Be immune to rumor"    Jimmy Nuzz

--------------12-2014----A Wednesday---

  Fans. Friends. And anyone interested.

     Do you see the difference in a tone of an aspiring writers frustration with the art of being published. Look below here, and find out for yourself what turns a positive thinking individual into cynical thoughts benign to what is coming. Publishers can do a better job being kind to aspiring authors, because. Because in the wide angle of the bigger picture we pay their salaries. In effect we are right, because without our salesmanship they would all still be struggling with a battle in journalism as a newspaper vying for the fight over the same story rewritten for their own cover prices. " Be immune to rumor" Jimmy Nuzz

       

     Hey lets get this party started on the right footing folks. Does anyone really want to know about KOMEO, or, is this close to be best seller going to be your waste of your days and nights trying to remember the preface while figuring out every detail and search Newsman races to for trying to capture KOMEO all n his own all the while a cop Marco has been tying to talk Newsman out of following KOMEO, and give up tracking him before he is wiped out, or the police will have to put an end to Newsman one way or another...in Newsman's mind anyway.

     Is the story making any sense to anyone so far. Well allow me to begin at the start.

     An ex-crime journalist named Newsman is a block watch kind of guy. A neighborhood trash picker named KOMEO [KOMEO is the title] happen to be pushing his box cart from one end of town to the other, which didn't sit well with Newsman, because of his suspicious neurotic nature, and some crime journalist gut instinct thrown in to boot. Didn't let the fact that this bag man KOMEO was a fake, and Newsman believed is up to no good.  

     subsequently Newsman happen to be fixing his fence post one fine afternoon, and low and behold thought he saw KOMEO tilt his cart, and thought he seen a rolled up body slide out from the cart.

     Even Newsman couldn't believe his own eyes, so being the crime journalist. Newsman builds a lookout in his garage to spy on Komeo, seeing Komeo lived right behind Newsman's house, he watched every move Komeo made.

    Do I, or must I explain the details, or would you rather read it for yourself my friends.

                               'Be immune to rumor'    Jimmy Nuzz

=== 10/18/2014   a Saturday 11:35 PM===

   Allow me to be candid about my own life, and how I am feeling lately. Do not be bitter, and remember to settle yourself down if you are feeling angry, or bitter. I once wrote something to myself which only comes in handy way after I have calmed down, but I love the way I write when it makes sense.  Here it goes.

                                   Gee, anger. I don't know too much about what causes it. But I do know. Peoples chemistry have a lot to do with it. Society itself contributes causes, and cures.

    Now, you take a look at these words, and if you're angry...don't blame it on me. Controlling, impossible, and unrelenting  nit picking a******s are to blame. You all know the type. People who get off breaking other peoples balls because their so miserable with their own lives, that knocking people, bringing other people down with them, or making up lies, and think their so tough, but their cowards unless they  try to talk someone in their immediate surroundings down.

                         DO YOU KNOW ANYONE LIKE THAT?

                         DO YOU WANT TO SEE THEM DEAD?

                     DON'T YOU WISH THEY LIVE LONG ENOUGH TO GET WHAT THEY DESERVE?

                         DO YOU THINK FOR A MOMENT THEY ARE NO GOOD, THAT THEY ARE JUST DOWN RIGHT TAKERS, AND NOT GIVERS. WELL I CALL THESE A******S PHONIES, DOWN RIGHT TERRIBLE PERSONS WE WOULD RATHER NOT HAVE AROUND IN OUR LIVES, OR ANYONE ELSE FOR THAT MATTER OF FACT. And these so called people who think they are all that. They are animals that are not happy unless they turn the unfortunate good people in their path into animals also, beware of these maniacs...get away from impossible people if you have a chance, leave and hope to God you'll never have to be near them again as long as you live...if you really want to be secure, and truly happy. Yes some people are really that terrible, which only six feet under sand can cure them...if you know what I mean.

                        So what do you think about that s**t. And by the way, me being mad takes tree days to calm down, which makes a  lot of wasted time. That's a fact jack. The moral of the story is...watch out who you piss off over being stupid. Because if it takes me thirty years, I'll take it out on the last person who ticked a nut like me off, and someone is going to pay  the ultimate gift without knowing when, or why. I know people take things to an extreme measures, and wait a very long time until it is finished, it is part of the mystery surprise. Coming after them long after they have, or not forgot about you. Another fact...we all got it coming.

   If I stay pissed for three days I'll have to write for six, or more to get over it. That's why I always say...keep writing Jim, just keep writing. Hey, does that mean I am pissed off all the time. I don't hardly think so, only around idiots, which is 30% of the time, but I'll take it until I strike it rich enough to live in seclusion, which if KOMEO, my novel takes off will be sooner than later. Do you think these idiots take any pleasure by being a******s, or are they so stupid, or maybe bipolar and diseased so much they deserve our pity, no, no, no that would be a mistake being sucked in, then we will have to feel sorry for you, which if you think that circle is endless, hold your hand on your a*s and suck wind, because you have a better chance of being struck by lightning.

   When I start to feel better, I'll let you know by me stopping writing random thoughts. HATE BEGETS HATE, ANGER BEGETS ANGER. Does begets mean  'on top of '

I know a lot of people who cherish drug addicts, why I have no idea, maybe the pity factor. At the same token can't stand drinkers. Does this make any sense to anyone. Allow me to clarify, quantify, or any word that fits. A person in the 50's who grew up with violent drunks, hate drinkers, because they are taking their anger out on the drinker in the present to get even in their own mind, which is still tormented by from past abuses.  The same type of person views a drug addict as if they are feeling it is a sickness, and lures their  sympathy heart strings in, again and again and again, because drug addicts are sick. A drunk on the other hand takes the  brunt of abuse, and it is mainly woman who attack men, because older woman especially grew up surrounded by stories of tempest, and lived during an ani-drinking era, and it was then and still is acceptable  to beat on guys who like to drink today, at least in their over reactive minds. Well did I at least make some sense in my fit of anger, I hope so unless this would have been a total waste of my time, but I don't think so. You see, if someone makes you angry. It is okay if you believe they are a piece of dog s**t, because in most, not all cases they probably are a worthless person to themselves, and poison everything and everyone around them. Want to know who they are, they are the first ones to curse someone else, and say things like ' they will get there's' type. Those are the ones to avoid. Watch out for yourselves, because these are the type that lure you in to their poison.

                        'Be Immune to rumor'    Jimmy Nuzz

===SAME DAY 10-18-2014 a Saturday 11:57 PM===

          Hi Writers Café, I am half way out of the door, and wanted to include you where I intended to take the chapter Newsman. He has to convince the towns people that there is a reward monger in their town. A killer hiding in their town, and Newsman has to generate some excitement to throw them off of their game, so at least he has to get even in some way for being followed every chance they have.

                Today will go fairly smooth, and hope your day goes along fine as well.

                            

     'Be immune to rumor'    Jimmy Nuzz

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