Self-overdosing

trying to mend it with medicine

so painful

so hard to breathe

can't even tell them

i'm so sick.

someone came.

is he a doctor?

he's giving me

some happy pills.

but it's not mine

just 'some'

still i'd like to think

it's mine.

is this, okay?

i'm taking it often--

no, i want to

take it every day.

i seem to be okay now,

i need those pills

my daily dosage.

oh no, i'm sick again.