Hapless

Hapless; or I must say helpless,
Nothing more; more on less,
I am such a big mess,
In this world full of perfects.

Reaching for my perfection,
Instead; seized the imagination,
Luring the fortune on,
Chasing the gratification.

Should I keep thinking,
Or just accept the cataclysm,
War on wasting and squandering,
Dissipating the 1% of luck in me.