Hurt, fear, and pain

Hurt, fear, and pain

A Story by Girl who is just a beautiful disaster

You Can't see that deaths hand has glazed over my eyes, No one saw me die inside!


Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him


You hurt me, caused pain. And what was I to gain? This tiny life that is inside.


What do you do when your heart is almost completely dead?


I'm trying to be happy, wearing a smile as disguise; but I'm dying inside. The world seems to be fading, and I just want to run and hide.


I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile


If you're going to make me cry, at least be there to wipe away the tears


You don't die from a broken heart...you only wish you did


You know you love someone when you want them to be happy even if their happiness means that you're not part of it


I wish you were here with me, I wish I was there with you, but most of all I wish I didn’t have to wish for you


I'm hurting so bad inside, I wish you could see how much I've been hurting


I loved you once, I love you still, I always have, I always will


No one to stand by my side no matter what...all alone once again


We both know Im not enough for you...thanks for finally admitting it


Confusion fed like a savage inside her, Leaving nothing considered worthy remains. Destined to walk through life less ordinary. Alone, exiled, different and disdained.


Could it be that I am empty- or maybe a little lost? No one to find me...help me...just be there for me.


Every time you kill me, I am born again


All the hurt, fear and pain that I know, I want gone from my life, I wanna go home.

© 2010 Girl who is just a beautiful disaster


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Added on April 17, 2010
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Girl who is just a beautiful disaster
Girl who is just a beautiful disaster

Bellingham, WA



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I write in my spare time. Since middle school I have written short stories, poems, memoirs, and journaling. Writing was something that I had always enjoyed because it was so relaxing I could always vo.. more..

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