The Truth

My attempts have failed,
I can’t convince myself of the lies I had wished were true.
I can not try to tell myself I am worried if your taken or not for my best friends sake.
I love you and that’s the truth.
It is getting harder for me to see you
Because I know that I want that more than anything.
I know that if I go for what I want there is a chance I lose my best friend forever.
Being around you is more to me than a pound of cocaine for an addict.
The rush of hearing your voice in the mornings
The feeling of ease when I smell your perfume
The motionlessness in my heart when we hug saying hello
Things that I shouldn’t have
But I can’t deny for another second that I do love you.
It’s the truth.