Paradeema

Push me down out of here,

I want out of your endeavors,

You cannot seem to stray from the plight of the forgiving one

Entangled in this paralysis,

You breathe and give and breathe again

A horrid kaleidoscope of these previsons

Waiting to give in,

Wanting to find out,

Nothing is as simple as it seems,

When a kiss is just a dream,

And your pain is just a scream

Stranded,

Faded,

So belittled,

And trivial,

All I can do is see,

What you did to me

Far and off in the abyss,

You breathe you choke and breathe again,

Suffocating in your indecisions

But who am I to judge,

Or shout at a pale rebel

Like it or leave it,

You can't seem to bear it,

Especially when you won't face your ignorance

But who am I to judge,

Or scream at a pale rebel,

When your own demons drain you of life

I guess I'd be a hypocrite,

I guess I'd be a liar,

To slander you,

Humiliate you,

And destroy you

Leave me trapped here to waste forever in,

That's such a long time to waste,

But I would rather waste forever without you here

Reviews

[Victoria PoetryBunny]

Very nice, I really like this and these parts here as well:
"Entangled in this paralysis,
You breathe and give and breathe again
A horrid kaleidoscope of these previsons

Waiting to give in,
Wanting to find out,
Nothing is as simple as it seems,
When a kiss is just a dream,
And your pain is just a scream"

[Ruth]

This is intense :) Powerfully voiced love...realisation holds a little sacrifice in us all...not an easy path xoxo