I Hate You For Taking My Best Friend Away

you are an a*s and i hate you. stupid best friend

I just can’t believe it

That it’s come to this

Why?

I just don’t understand…

Why you had to ruin it

We were best friends

We were best

And you did it

I can’t imagine what was going through your head

When you touched me

All I can remember

Was how terrified I was

I froze

You were my friend

My closest

And I trusted you

I trusted you

But you continued on

I felt so

Betrayed

Hurt

Scared

Confused

Everything flipped upside down

I close my eyes and I remember

I remember my heart racing

My eyes shut tight

Pretending I was sleeping

Pretending you weren’t creeping

But I felt it

Your hands

I felt them

And I froze

Why would you?

How could you?

You were the clean one

The pure one

The one I counted on

This isn’t right

This wasn’t right

And now

I can barely stand the sight of you

It’s hazardous to my health

Literally

Anxiety

Overwhelming terror

Hands shaking

Flashbacks

This is not how it was supposed to be

You were supposed to be my best friend

You were supposed to take care of me

When he left, you were supposed to be there

You promised

You promised me!

But now

Now I’m messed up

And I can’t wake up

From this nightmare

That you created

I hate you

For taking away my best friend

I hate you for leaving me alone

I hate you for causing me this pain

I hate you for all these tears

I hate you for all these fears

I hate you

Because

I forgive you.

 

You and I will never be the friends we used to. And for that, I hate you.

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Reviews

[Rico Suave]

Hey, you slept next to me and I never groped you :( Well, I did once... but you were fully aware! At least I groped you to your face! ... ;>_>

[jumbie's #1 fan]

yes my real bestie of the female variety! much better than the male. i don't have to worry about you groping me in my sleep...i don't think...0.o

[UpComesDown]

well... you'll always have me...