In Retrospect, I Hate You

this is my most recent song...

It’s funny how I told myself

This time would be different

It’s funny how I told myself

Either way I’ll be content

I should have buried it

Instead I let you hurt me

Now I'm dying inside

Life hardly seems worth it

But now I'm lost

Left out in the rain

Consumed by all the pain

 

 

I gotta be stronger

I gotta be tougher

Build up a wall

Refuse to fall

I wanna be stronger

I wanna be tougher

I can’t let myself

Be crushed again

We should have just stayed friends

 

It’s funny how I let myself

Think I could save you

It’s funny how I let myself

Hope you would love me too

You said that you would love me

You showed me how you’d really be

Now I'm finding it hard to breathe

 

Chorus

 

I'm screaming

Bleeding

I'm dying

I can’t stop myself from crying

This pain is searing

Burning

Hurting every part of me

It’s like a knife

Across my wrist

In my back

And right through my heart

 

I need to be stronger

I need to be tougher

Give it my all

Waiting for the fall

I wish I could be stronger

I wish I could be tougher

I won’t let myself

Fall in love again

We should have just stayed friends

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Reviews

[closed]

Wow, this is pretty song, I really loved it, kind of a dark piece.




(THANKS FOR REVIEWING MY WORK!!)

[Ella Emergency]

AHHHH!
That felt like a steak through my heart
gha
your writing makes me misreble (sp!) in the best way
you just
GHA
if you ever stop writing i'm gonna put you in a SAW trap!
lol
i love lamp!

[Save the Trees, Save th..]

wow that is sooooooooooooooooooooo good. love you momo

[These Haunted Hallways]

Really awesome song! I really loved it! I can relate to this a lot. Ive been hurt so many times, it isnt funny =/ I love your expression of intense feelings in your lyrics. Very well done here!! *Hugs*

B.A.

[Timothy Starship]

i like it
reminds me of being in a punk band in my younger days
when i wrote songs that sound like this

cheer up

dont let them see you cry