ExperimentA Poem by JessyFinding any reason to hold on to what I have When all I have is what I want and the things I want, I do not have Maybe it's just me Trying to stay and fight for something stronger than what will only last a week. And when I think someone understands, my mind says "Nah, it's just me." Feeling the need to believe that everything will be alright, loneliness won't last forever, but material things do take flight It's just me Knowing I'll be lonely forever, because I'll never be good enough. I'll always find some way to creep out anyone who says they have a crush Only me I've always been told that every woman needs a man, and every man needs a woman. Yet I'm never in demand No one will ever understand All the people say "I love you." Or "I like you." But they lie. I'd rather hear the truth, so I can figure out why. What's wrong with me? My God did you finally make a mistake? Was I the one you tried to fix? Or am I the one you want to break? 'Cause guess what. This test run's been broken for a while. © 2014 Jessy |
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1 Review Added on July 10, 2014 Last Updated on July 10, 2014 AuthorJessyDavenport, FLAboutFresh out of high school. Studying to be a social worker.. maybe. Who knows? "My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping, I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I&rs.. more..Writing
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