I struggled....lot....

I hav decided
To have baby
A new life
Making relationship when the other person there

When I ask myself I remember one tale in my childhood

One king sends 7 sons to fishing . They bring one fish each andade them dry

The last 7 th fish. Was not dried, the son asked why didn't you get dried says parali has shadowed me so I didn't get to dry. Then he asks parali why you blocked sunlight servant didn't giv me to bulls. Servant when asked baby was crying. Baby was asked again why did you cry then baby said any bit me ant ant why did you bite baby she put finger in my sand castle... Then don't I bite if you break my castle.

Anyways. I will tell my baby that father is getting late maybe in next life he will see us. We are fine he is taking care of us from far by watching us.

But only I miss is his mom being sent to nursing home.


Never you were handsome neither after 13 yrs for beholder. I look for ugliness turning into Beauty.

I still wonder rich guys behave but middle class woman how do they get guts to touch pics even. I couldn't kids his pic till now not even touch his pic I just watch seeing him through my eyes.


I think she needs money why then no other guy has shaft that could get pleasure from.

Definitely whatever it is you are losing good people from your family and friends. She anyway does you will lose your time with us never gonna come back.


Jessy Jacob