i need a man in my life this is my life to live with him

If we see hindu Gods, there are couples,  

The religious impact has more on few. 

When we pray as hindu we see mother and father. but in Christianity, Jesus is alone, and Isalm also couples, burried, in sikhs gurus burried. 

when we pray in temples we have that family bond of Gods, and thier kids, eventually humans feel the same to have family. The religious teachings made in such a way to be followed by people too. 

I think due to a lonely Jesus, people never make an effort to have their own families, so missionaries making young people to follow celibacy, this distracts people to not to hav importance of family.

My desire for wedding comes because, we are told to pray which inculcates wedding I think Hinduism teaches regarding a family, 

i dont know why you are thinking wife to be a stove just cook, cant she take responsibility in all your plans. 

In my first wedding i supported my x husband when he lost his job our wedding, then i started working with my only salary cleared debts of 34000USD family debts, in 2 years, We also planned to buy home. 

A wife can only be supportive to you, friends come and go, spend your money make support but they will never stand beside you in trouble. 

Why i should or will bother about you whenever you are in trouble? I loved you and made myself your wife, so i dont think i am doing wrong whenever you need my help without hesitation sorting my things i am helping you. Do you think any of your friends helped you?? 

Only a wife can take care of you, kaduva chauth, its for her husband wife does fasting. there are lot of other poojas women make fortheit husbands. 

Nowadays drinking smiling who is caring for husbands, no fasting for his well being.because every one earning why to care them when they have enough money. 

BUt i never think in that way, i always wanted my husband as he can only take better care of me, and i can only take better care for me. 

So dont lose relationship values. I repented much when i got divorce, there was no clarity from you, you too are left me , why should i live and what for. I dont see any reason for my lonely life. 

I believe in family, and my husband is god for me. For me he treats me like his queen. and I treat him as my king. and God. 

dont lose hope.... its still hurting me how i am going to continue my life alone. 

I need my man as my husband. 

Its not that i cant marry but i want to live in hope that today or maybe tomorrow, he definitely knows i am waiting for you. 

Jessy Jacob.