People twist turn someone life to as bullshit

I took the blame on me
By cheating my x husband
Only to make your way clean
When you were suffering how to make me out
But your family questioned me i was the reason for my suffering


I made your way clean and right for you
By hurting my son and x husband
But you took me wrong in a way seeing my lie

I dont still think why you left me when you needed me so much and it makes me hurt so much to think about you as wrong because it hurts me as if my eyes cheated me and your eyes cheated me

Jessy Jacob

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[JessyJacob]

I dont know what happiness i got by every other happy. So they gave me shield as me the warrior.

But i didnt do all these for that shield.
They dont even care to get what i lost so they give away a concern of memorial at my grave by remembering as anniversary

But i didnt ask for that
I just wished in his whole life i could make myself and him happy for 5 mins with his permission. And an hour of time to spend as part of his family with his mom with his permission.

Did i do anything wrong that you couldnt dare back to give me atleast a second of hour life time. I am not knowing ...
What you will do.
You could do something with that hope i depart away from this life....
Dont ask me death date i hav debts which may fall on my son so i need to payoff them...

Hope you dont missunderstand me ...

Jessy Jacob
I am still paying off debts which i didnt use that for me .