I remember he says to me..

We were going through that tough situation where Romeo Jukiet or laila majnoo didnt go through, it was more difficult than what they passed through.

We made our paths clear, we are just a feet distance, no one to say no in our families,
We couldnt kiss each other. Or Hug tightly or make love on bed.
We stayed away from our emotions , leading a celibate life, just because of one ...

He says to me touching my feet and giggling it. Go home, take shower and relax, i will come to your dreams.

There was a situation where we could travel in a car only both of them,
He could of taken me for dinner.
He didnt because of that one..

He wanted to marry me take me to his home raise our kids and parents
He was not able to do, now we are in middle aged still that one figuring out how to make us apart,

He made a vow he committed for 50 yrs of life at his 30's, so he will turn 80 by the time vow finishes of time, i will turn to 90 yrs if i am alive.

Is it that we made fool out of ourselves ruining our dreams, for that one, who threatens my life to hurt me with pain and insult, where he is worried about.

He made everything possible for me, to make understand things that went wrong which i thought were improper decisions. Now i know the reasons behind, in a situation cant go back and fix things, i think what he was doing is right. Not lose hope and one day that one will regret to what did he/she succeed in making our physical touch a dream never made come true and not allowing us to live under one roof together.

We never know what can happen, if a wrong trigger is made by others but our sub-conscious triggered us in right decisions in right path to achieve our dreams which no one knows what they are, because everyone can read me see me my mind and my things what i do.

Love me O my love to that extent
That there is nothing beyond.

Its not just not we get tired in writing.
We never impress eacb other with writings
We just retiterate the love life day and night
To show to this world we are love birds
Singing love makibg love sustaining life.

Next chapter with an expression of our love making which doesnt belong to this time of 21st century but way back to old 17th century time...